me : https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by : https://www.instagram.com/johnnyfriendmusic/

lyrics :
we don't talk at all
gave you all my adderall
i think that i'm better off
too many problems i can't solve
i've had enough

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2) 

and nobody listens to what i say now
hold my breath i can't escape now
feel like i'm going insane now
can't get rid of all this pain now
yeah you blame it all on me but it's not alright
yeah you're messing with my head and my state of mind
took me so long to see through your lies
but now i do don't waste my time

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2)

18/03/2021

spotify

adderall (prod. johnnyfriend)

*-need a double shot of crown rn+*

prod. @prodghoul x @prodbailey

WOCKHARDT (PROD. @PRODGHOUL X @PRODBAILEY)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/forrestnelson/someone
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

Things With Wings

ericdoa - Someone (solo)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/gray10k/letmedown

edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

ericdoa - Let Me Down (solo)

Lyrics

where were you last sunday?
nevermind dont answer that 
im scared of what youll tell me 
these drugs they arent helping 
terrified of sundown
cuz when the night comes on again 
ill be alone inside my bed 
wondering whats in your head..

shit..
yeah i know its my fault
make me wanna put my fucking wrist inside this dry wall
tell me did you try huh 
tell me did you try huh
its so easy just to point the blame and say its my fault

im so fuckin mad think i might just murder everything 
close your fuckin eyes if your not with seeing obsenities
i just want this life and every one of the amenities
man im such a fuck up i dont know why you befriended me

take his ass from earth bitch im steppin on his ashes
i know ima see him on a shirt that shit is tragic
i cant stop until i got a million in a mattress
thats why everyday i make this money do a backflip


shit..
yeah i know its my fault
make me wanna put my fucking wrist inside this dry wall
tell me did you try huh 
tell me did you try huh
its so easy just to point the blame and say its my fault

im so fuckin mad think i might just murder everything 
close your fuckin eyes if your not with seeing obsenities
i just want this life and every one of the amenities
man im such a fuck up i dont know why you befriended me

drywall (micheal harrison x fuckyeahako)

Vaeo X Mssnger 12-13-2021

blame

rainy days

with @maxrrss
prod @f3arme + @so-r-u

https://open.spotify.com/track/07UNlF3xa999b9sRvcMcHt?si=b9e38bedc4eb45cf

cant leave me alone, like i dont wanna talk
girl im busy focused on me i been on the clock
she gon ask whats wrong, but she dont care at all
i said i cant do attachment ima tear it off
i cant even tell you how it ends, no
i been on my own know why she got her hands out?
dont know how to tell that bitch that we aint friends now
did too much girl i cant give another chance now
i cant hold your hand now

i been giving way too much i cant get nothing back
girl u know i need your help, i dont know how to ask
did that shit too many times, you know it never lasts
said im moving on this time ill leave it in the past
i cant go out sad
she think ima crash
throw me in the trash
aint no coming back now
dont know what u said, swear i just cant hear a sound
girl i dont know how to feel, swear i cant keep u around

you stay on my mind, im not tryna leave u lone
i cant waste no time i said i just gotta go
i dont like your vibe i can tell u not my own
please get out my life i dont need you anymore
back to my own lane
act like your okay
trapped in that old way
slap to my own face
trashing your own name
stacking your own plate
talk, we'll be okay

tear it off w/ max ruben (feardorian + cranes)

I wrote this song for my now wife, the week before our wedding and I surprised her with it as our first dance on our wedding day :)))