sounds like a blink-182, awesome track, bro

I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU HATE ME TOO 😩

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by jd rome
www.instagram.com/jdrome_/

lyrics :

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

life is such i mess
i'll do
everything i can
to prove
that i'm better than him
it's true
that i'll change myself
for you

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

right now everyday feels the same
it's like i'm stuck on quarantine
like i'm stuck in a cage
and now who's gonna change?
every single person around me
is two faced

and i'm a punching bag
soon enough
ima end up in a body bag
should not have gotten attached
should've knew it from the start
i was gonna get caught in mess

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you
my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

spotify

move (prod. jd rome)

guitar by yunny goldz

lyrics:
i feel too much
and i think too much
i'm looking at myself
what the hell have i become?
no you don't wish me well
you wish that i was gone
you tell me you're okay
but then you grab your gun

i'm trying all the time
now i'm looking at sky
i wonder all the time
why do i even try?

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

this anxiety is killing me
i'm out of breath and i cannot breath
i hate the way that you look at me
when i ask for help there's nobody here

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

alive

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

rock music at its finest 

will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

produced by @dercept x @daks9k

featuring @kuriositylol & @x1fern

lyrics:
(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(x2)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(kuriosity)
oh, i wanna go
girl i think i wanna go back
oh i wanna know
like did this ever mean somethin
to u
all that u out me through 
there's nothing else to do
you left me so confused 

and so i try my best
i did all i could 
got nothing else to give
got no way to live (x2)

(claude)
do u wanna fall in love?
i can kiss on ur lungs
i don't know him well
but i bet that ur boyfriend's pretty dumb
i saw my ships set sail and then they sunk
(x2)

i want two souls colliding
i want u so bad but i'm so focused on the timing
i've been stacking gold but i can't find the silver lining

(fern)
don't even know what i'm saying
like everything feeling so lame ya
i know that i said that i hate ya
i'm out of touch and out of focus

ur the worst thing i never had
u always been treating me bad
sit alone as i'm counting my bag
u never noticed this life is bogus

emporium ft. kuriosity & 1fern (dercept x daks9k)

:(

thank u @itschrismarek for the amazing beat ily dawg 

hope u guys like this btw, tried summ different 

lyrics:

cut my wrists and burn me down
you’re all i think about
you’re all i think about
you’re an angel from the clouds

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

(i gave you all the fucking world)

did you miss me?
cuz you left me with these scars like i was sixteen
fucking crying in the car and sippin whiskey
i remember all the times you would kiss me
that you would kiss me

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

all plats

feel the same [prod. chrismarek]

moment

a song i made about hating the cold and having depression lmao

shoutout michael for being that guy
shoutout aspect n heyrick for beat
yay

lyrics:

i hate the cold and you hate it too
i wish that i could be with you
if we wanted to, do this together
remember the times that we felt better

and now we don't
i feel alone
i fucking miss you don't be long
i don't like when you're gone
cus i don't know where you are
come back cus i can't fucking restart

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

really really wanna see you by my side
oh, is it really worth being alive
i just wanna survive for the night
just so i can look into those beautiful eyes

you tell beautiful lies
but we should never fight
i just wanna live my own fucking life
at the end of the night
i just wanna go cry
but you always know that-

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

move (prod. jd rome)

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