грустные эмо, мы те ублюдки
что не дадут тебе спокойно спать
не хочу знать, что щас в твоем желудке
меня ломает ночью, но не буду вырубать
скурить пачку за час - это уже совсем не вновь
вдыхаю воздух только при виде тебя
и где твоя любовь?
ты на зло юзаешь каждый вечер день ото дня

скитаюсь в парке соло, все как обычно
ты второй день оффлайн лежишь на отходах
был бы смелей, да я бы сделал выстрел
три раза неудачно: три мои пары ща на проводах

грустные эмо, мы те ублюдки
что не дадут тебе спокойно спать
не хочу знать, что щас в твоем желудке
меня ломает ночью, но не буду вырубать
скурить пачку за час - это уже совсем не вновь
вдыхаю воздух только при виде тебя
и где твоя любовь?
ты на зло юзаешь каждый вечер день ото дня

я порву твой паленый рецепт
ты достанешь свой нож и приложишь к рукам
ты убила себя при мне, блять я ослеп
прости, буду скучать я по твоим губам

prod. by akkiru1
mix by me

///sad^emos (⋟﹏⋞)

The day opens like a checkpoint: a gate that counts, not forbids.
We fumble our courage, hear it tick across the floor, and call that clatter progress.
Mistakes flicker—little glitches—but they illuminate the path more honestly than triumph.

A voice inside writes to us in the margin: try again.
Not a command—an invitation.
We learn the craft of continuing: farming quiet hope, carrying calm like a lantern.
To be “low HP” is only to feel the heart nearer; to be mapless is only to trust the breath.

And when the frame goes grey, we are not erased.
We return—smaller, truer—respawned at the edge of ourselves.
What owns us is what we refuse to name defeat.
Another coin. Another scene.
We stand, almost laughing, and press start again.

Checkpoint Blues

Perfect People

I finally got what I wanted
I took a deal for a little bit of love and little bit of nothing
I finally got what I wanted
But I hate to leave you all alone

Don’t you dare let them tell you that you’re not perfect the way you are

Everything is pretty in the fall
Evertyhing was pretty when I died
Nothing but a memory in winter
I hate to catch you by surprise
It’s too late for me, but I wanna see you try
I wanna see you blossom 
I wanna watch your beauty burn

I welcome you to my pretty little shitshow
Where the seasons heal the pain and wash away all the mistakes I made
I’d already made up my mind, I’d already made up my mind

But there’s hope for the rest of you
Seasons change all the time

Everything is pretty in the fall
Evertyhing was pretty when I died
Nothing but a memory in winter
I hate to catch you by surprise
It’s too late for me, but I wanna see you try
I wanna see you blossom 
I wanna watch your beauty burn

[Instrumental]

Everything is pretty in the fall
Evertyhing was pretty when I died
Nothing but a memory in winter
I hate to catch you by surprise
It’s too late for me, but I wanna see you try
I wanna see you blossom 
I wanna watch your beauty burn

Everything is pretty in the fall
Everything is pretty in the fall
I wanna watch your beauty burn

SEASONS; (prod. Gaxillic)

Let’s get breakfast, yeah let’s go out
Meet you at the iHop inside my town
So pretty in your crop top, I just wanna show you off
I paid for the pancakes and then we left out
Hopped inside your car and then we went to my house
My mom was in the driveway, I was like “hell nah”
So we took a detour, little five minute drive to the park
You got high and I sat and I watched
That’s okay anyway, I love to listen to the way that you talk
Then we went to my place
We were real quiet, didn’t wanna get caught
Let you paint my nails
I was looking real pretty, looking pretty for you
Turn the T.V. on to fill the silence in my room
Vibe was kinda awkward, think we both know what we wanted to do
Girl I just met you, so I’m thinking it might be a little too soon
God damn, I think that I was so wrong


You wanted a good time, who am I to deny that for you?
So I sat a little closer, I put my arms around you
You can put your legs up, you can do whatever that you wanna do
Put my head to your heartbeat, held me real close, and kissed me on my cheek
That’s when you hypnotized me
I picked you up off the couch, and I threw you on my bed just to get a little closer
And I still wasn’t even there for the sex
But you’re a little princess and I don’t wanna be a tease
So I did what I gotta do, all I ever wanted was to please you
So you got off, and I held you in my arms
Packed your bags and took my shirt to your car
So I kissed you goodbye and now I’m just a memory
And I hate the way the story ends

But I’d do it again, oh I’d do it again
Oh I’d do it again, oh I’d do it again
Oh I’d do it again, oh I’d-

KISS & TELL (prod. sickboi)

I’ll look out for you
Don’t you dare look for me too
I was hiding in the back of a Chili’s bathroom
Prolly crying ‘bout some bullshit
Hiding in the back of a Chili’s bathroom
Crying ‘bout some bullshit
I think that I get a little bit sad
I think that I get anxiety bad
I think that I get a little bit sad
But I’ll look out for you

And I’m pissed off ‘cause I smell like booze
Dirty little secrets I can’t tell you, but I, I
I made friends with a couple of birds
We sit together, and we chit, and chat
I made friends with a couple of birds 

I’ll look out for you
Don’t you dare look for me too
I was hiding in the back of a Chili’s bathroom
Prolly crying ‘bout some bullshit
Hiding in the back of a Chili’s bathroom
Crying ‘bout some bullshit
I think that I get a little bit sad
I think that I get anxiety bad
I think that I get a little bit sad
But I’ll look out for you

I remember that Halloween
I think my house is haunted
(I think my house is haunted)
The ghost of you and me
And I’ll be god damn pleased with myself if I never ever have to see a margarita again
With some shitty fries, and a motherfuckin’ burger that’ll leave you sick inside

FOOD POISON (prod. sickboi)

stay4ever

cookie clicker top 3 hardest video games of all time

ive never made a song like this dont flame me

i fell for the alt scene propaganda (prod. greyrock)

all alone in this big city
i'm so numb i can not see it
all chances i don't need it
sing with me if you with it 
say with me "fuck all this shit"
stay with me if you with it

i feel i'm fadin' away
my mind is gone sometimes
almost forget my name
and just like you i am just don't know what to say
so you complain, i'm complain 
and still act like we got a plan

please just say you got a plan how save yourself
bae just say you got a plan to save myself
i'm on the edge, i don't wanna fall
how i can change it, everything so wrong

how i can change it all?

do you have a plan how save yourself

!guitar by Petrified Entity!

LYRIC:
i'm waiting, i'm still waiting for your attention
girl, i'm fucking reckless in your demension
want me try to kill myself just make you notice
death note always with me, i draw with blood in
bleed a lot, blood falling on the floor
i'll make you drown in this, you want it more
than get some happines into you life
you don't need this love you want a knife
i call it blood rain
i call a blood rain

treat me this nasty ways
call me this nasty names
you want this little chance
so get this little chance

pray for me if you love me like you do
you know i'd die for you
with you i feel alive

Blood Rain (prod.killspring)

♰killspring♰ - I do it as I like it , underground, only raw music.

do you have a plan how save yourself

♰𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐒𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆♰