Slowly getting better at makin beats, although it got fucked up at the end sorry bout that. 

—always remember, push buttons. Get results.


- LYRICS -

I’m so done
Doing this for fun
Need it for my mental
Spinning down the drain 
And I’m feeling sentimental

Feeling really sad
Wishing I was always glad
I’m so fucking mad
So I spit it on the mic
Write these feelings down 
And it makes me feel alright

Use my pain and sadness
And I turn it into light
Looking down the tunnel
And it’s starting to get bright

Changing my whole life
I know I’m doing what is right
Following my dreams 
Tryna stop me then let’s fight
Doing what I love
And the future is all mine

Spit these silly rhymes
In my mind
All the time
Thought if I should quit 
But I knew this was a gift

Fuck what people say
Imma do this anyway
Mom I’m really sorry
But you don’t have any say
This is what I want
So the rappings gotta stay
Paving my own way
You’ll be proud of me someday

In between the rhymes 
There is therapy
In between the lies
You weren’t there to see
Living different lives
You don’t care to see
So much mental trauma 
You weren’t there for me…

(Livin’ different lives)

WakingUp (PROD.X3Y33X)

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WakingUp (PROD.X3Y33X)

XILLIAN ☽✧