prod. neofantasia

every time i wake up yah it feels like a mistake
i just wanna die i cant deal with this heartache
now i fucking hate love cuz i give n all they do is take
tie me to a chair and throw my body in the deepest lake
i dont care what u do u can stab me with ur sword now
i wont even feel the pain when my insides get torn out
tear me by my limbs i say but then u begin to doubt
love it when u sleep but when ur up i know u’ll lash out

these scars and burns are the devil’s marks on me
sever my wings i just wish that i could feel free
time will go forever u wont care if i disappear
know ur gonna lie when u tell me that my homes here
x2

every time i wake up yah it feels like a mistake
i just wanna die i cant deal with this heartache
now i fucking hate love cuz i give n all they do is take
tie me to a chair and throw my body in the deepest lake
i dont care what u do u can stab me with ur sword now
i wont even feel the pain when my insides get torn out
tear me by my limbs i say but then u begin to doubt
love it when u sleep but when ur up i know u’ll lash out

heartache (neofantasia)

produced by audionokia
mixed and mastered by me

@renexy 
just icym me i been balling
you yelling out baby got me falling
you always ignoring when im calling
it gets to that point where u come crawling
balenciaga boots up on my feet
i swear everybody killing me od
before i die ima put this on repeat
rip my soul i need to be clean

@starrynn
i cant pretend to feel that way
i keep looking at the mirror i dont think that i can change
now theyre talking down on me i cant think of a thing to say
ive been breaking down yea i think that i will always fail
and lately its been hard for me i cant get out of bed
ive been tryna find my motivation i cant find a thing 
whats this money mean if i cant even find a fucking friend 
whats this money mean if i can only live my life to end

@renexy 
just icym me i been balling
you yelling out baby got me falling
you always ignoring when im calling
it gets to that point where u come crawling
balenciaga boots up on my feet
i swear everybody killing me od
before i die ima put this on repeat
rip my soul i need to be clean

back2me ft starry

ill let ur love go
ill let ur heart go
since u dont wanna hear me out (me out)
now ur loves out of bound
dont pass-out
dont pass-out on me
cant pass-out
cant pass ur love around (around)
not everyone deserves ur smile
i cant let u let me go
like take me where the wind blows
now our love is forming a plateau
and i dont want to ruin it all
and im looking at u while it happens
so i dont wanna miss ur call
ill let ur love go
ill let ur heart go
surely thats how it goes
and i dont want u to go
dont pass-out
dont pass-out on me
cant pass-out
cant pass ur love around (around)
not everyone deserves ur smile
i cant let u let me go
like take me where the wind blows

cant keep holding onto my breathe (my breathe)
every single time that u left, i seem to
i cant keep holding onto less (to less)
i just keep thinking to myself, let it rest
so take where the wind blows
dandelions floating in the air
made me think of u and me, not that youd care
i guess its too much to ask, for it to be fair

wherethewindblows (kilolit)

[KILLZOTT]
i cant running from you 
yeah u know everything that i do
from stalking to talking
i keep on walking
i cant hide nothing from u
so im walking im flaunting
gets cold when u walking in the room
my minds been through much abuse
yeah u wink at my try to seduce
miss the feeling of feeling loose
[THESI]
 Okay, they left me on my own, had to figure it out
I know they playing all the time, and the swag they clone
Yeah, had to bite more than i could chew
Life is abstraction, through and through
Not every day is the sky blue
Sometimes it reveals the truth
I put the lil plan in action, yeah uh
Denim on me and the leather, heart is changing with the weather
You know that I'd do anything, oh

stalker + thesi (thesi)

selfloadingimage - im so stupid for you plz forgive me

mix by the goat @107sil
prod hilen

lyrics:
hate it
i hate it x2
why cant you help me
why cant you just help me
oh my god x2
why cant you just help
oh my god

please dont come back
its never hurt that fuckin bad
me and bro posted up w-
pretty girls
they said im so dumb for getting back
but i think that youre my girllll <3
im tryna show u the world
so cant you help?

hate it
i hate it x2
why cant you help me
why cant you just help me
oh my god x2
why cant you just help
oh my god

you always thought id let you go but it was you in the end
i really thought we were friends
CANT LET YOU GO

please dont come back
its never hurt that fuckin bad
me and bro posted up w-
pretty girls
they said im so dumb for getting back
but i think that youre my girllll <3
im tryna show u the world
so cant you help?

hate it
i hate it x2
why cant you help me
why cant you just help me
oh my god x2
why cant you just help
oh my god

whats the principle (rine)

killzott