freiza (prod. smazzebeats)

art by @sappisad
prod. @stafford_beats

i think makin bad memories my artform 🙃

wishing's tough (prod. stafford beats)

safehouse! (prod. maxtaylor)

fatality (prod. squirl) [BONUS]

shop online freestyle (prod. squirl)

swordinmyback (prod. waytoolost)

when i met you (prod. ok mallii)

on fire (prod. yunspoiler)

long nights (prod.siemspark x itschrismarek)

thick and thin (prod. DBTHEPLUG)

REVENGE (prod. dragosmarcus)

last time (prod. dragosmarcus)

potions (prod. Murky)

Do What I Do (prod. Ratajj)

Tension (prod. ten50 & 6ard)

Cold Blood (prod. Splashgvng)

(prod. @irby314)

just screw it all im done
this is something i know i can't take back
for myself i gotta say this now 
i can't get over you and i hate that
everything goes wrong for me
yah i dwell on the past but i know it's nothing
just let me know if you see
am i there is there really something
lost mind lost eyes lost time
maybe i should go back and fold 
rewind to the lies i told 
everything i know now its gone

here's a little rhyme on how i wanna end my fucking life
sitting in the classroom bored to death cause i don't feel alive
yah i wanna to scream i need to leave cause i'm just wasting time
face to face in front of you can't talk cause nothing comes to mind
sitting in a desk just droning on and feeding me more lies
next year there'll be four more on how to live my grownup life
everyone feels bad sometimes for me it's stuff i can't describe
when i should feel my greatest i look down to block out all the light
everything is empty but my pockets i don't feel to fine
greed just fills me up but i'm not happy friends not on my side
and school just gets the best of me when i feel down they all feel high
and then i'm digging in the dirt when everyone walks on the sky
drowning in this tidal wave i'll sink before i speak my mind
and i know i can't get over you i'm lost and i can't find the time 
for every little creature there's a million with no chance at life
and everything that lives might live for long but then it has to die

no i'm not satisfied with where i am or wanna be
think i need a change of pace new stage and brand new scenery
it's funny that the place i hate the most is where they want me more
i'm tripping down the stair of my own fate and i can't reach the door 
please don't tell me secrets i can't keep em i just wanna tell
everything you say to me he'll hear the angel raised from hell

everything i tell to you 
no you tell to me 
i don't think you know it's true
yah it's hell to me
i can't even see you in the shadows
i just wanna die now nothing matters 
i don't wanna lose you now but i might have to 
i can't stand to be around someone that doesn't laugh too
never thought it'd be this way stuck at a stalemate
stuck in hell behind the jailgate it's not magic
i'm lost still sad not tragic
still can't catch all my ashes

i know i complain a lot it helps me cope so i get by
in my head it's done but that's not true in real time
and i think that it sucks i took 2 minutes of your life just to shit on mine 
(2 minute verse)

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Real Life (prod. irby)

[leased beat] (i know steele 11 used this beat but i made the song before i saw, go listen to his too)

Crash & Burn (prod. Dee B)

(prod. @nejdos)

yah baby i swear that i'm that im worth it
blowin bands got more money than her whole clique
snippets on my insta but yah i cant rehearse it 
make a fool of myself in a ten second clip

your sweet voice went from an angel
just to nails on a chalkboard 
and everytime i thought i messed up
thats the moment that i thought more

why do i try with you
why do i stay here
i know hate this place 
im sorry that i still care 
pretty little ocean babe want to haunt me
just want to be left alone you don't like me
make all this cash talkin to my mic
you say you wanna ball but your not like mike
want a handout yah you want a favor
you my help but i can't help a hater

in class head down
i dont say a word
teacher tap my shoulder 
tell me to get up but it hurts
close my eyes
when im scared i dont wanna hurt
living underground pull me out of the dirt 
yuh yuh

in the background yah you know i hate you
livin life now i dont have to please you
you know i hate you i dont have to please you
now i love this healing my heart too
this artificial love shit not working
head to the store buy some more cause im hurtin
yah you ran away you took away fucking medicine
yah im stuck livin in my fucking head again

this your anthem please listen
this for the kids making songs in their basement
this for the ones that dont really have a place bitch
this for everyone who really can't say shit

yah baby i swear that i'm that im worth it
blowin bands got more money than her whole clique
snippets on my insta but yah i cant rehearse it 
make a fool of myself in a ten second clip

your sweet voice went from an angel
just to nails on a chalkboard 
and everytime i thought i messed up
thats the moment that i thought more

you know i hate you 
caught kissin outside
please give me the truth
yah i really wanna know why
i dont ask for much
but i wanna know
yah why would betray me 
yah i got to go
in the background yah you know i hate you
i cant take another lie can you please give me the truth 
i dont know why you insist on 
wastin away your youth

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Think Too Much (prod. nejdos)

LAST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL :)

(prod. @nejdos)

you just keep wasting all my time
and we don't talk but i can't get you outta my mind
my heart my world revolves around you
it's ok if i were you i would hate me too

thinking with my heart throw it out on the table
so everyone can see yah i know im unstable
tip toe
4 steps to the window
free falling
four stories down
grab my halo
and pull me out the ground
just so i can say hey mom
get me outta here i wanna leave
i can't stay long
cake walk
never said it was easy
and shit talk me you'll see my name on your tv

you can spend a pretty penny on a hoe round here
and fuck with me best bet you'll get a song next week
and i hate you i guess that you still hate me
and you can throw me in the gutter with the trash bitch i still catch heat
and you fuck with me
and ima make it to the top on my own two feet
and i don't need you 
give me one more year
and you'll be eating out my hand 
feed the streets bitch i'll feed you

thinking with my heart throw it out on the table
so everyone can see yah i know im unstable
tip toe
4 steps to the window
free falling
four stories down
grab my halo
and pull me out the ground
just so i can say hey mom
get me outta here i wanna leave
i can't stay long
cakewalk
never said it was easy
and shit talk me you'll see my name on your tv

My World (prod. nejdos)

(prod. @nejdos)

a song about confusion and contradiction 🙃

...

If I pay more attention to you would you stay with me for a little longer
And your love doesn’t patch what you tore up don’t try to fix what you can’t girl
And wait up for me
cause I've been feeling so shitty lately girl
And i just wanna see you in the darkness
I wanna see you in my room

And we’re done and it's over 
But do you wanna stay one more night then its over
And we can play one more night till we're sober
dancing on the edge of the balcony 
I slip and now im flying 
And you don't wanna take my hand
 Cause we're done 
And now you know i was lying

If I pay more attention to you would you stay with me for a little longer
And your love doesn’t patch what you tore up don’t try to fix what you can’t girl
And wait up for me
cause I've been feeling so shitty lately girl
And i just wanna see you in the darkness
I wanna see you in my room

Torch my shit and i think i'll go
Crash my car where I know nobody will know 
And i think i can make it on my own
But I just hope that I don't come straight back home

Than i should stay here right with you
Wanna live my life just not with you 
And i've been thinking that you just waste my time
And every time we're together you just waste my life

And I just can't get you out my head
Trust me i've tried but ill die instead
Now i can't, i think i'll keep my feelings instead
And i dont really know why i wanna
Torch my shit and i think i'll go
Crash my car where I know nobody will know 
And i think i can make it on my own
But I just hope that I don't come straight back home


And we’re done and it's over 
But do you wanna stay one more night then its over
And we can play one more night till we're sober
If I pay more attention to you would you stay with me for a little longer
And your love doesn’t patch what you tore up don’t try to fix what you can’t girl

Torches (prod. nejdos)

(prod. @deadspyro)
(feat. @polar333)

take my heart and toss it in the creekside
i don't want that shit no more that's my weak side

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Creekside (ft. polar) [prod. dead spyro]

(prod. @irby314)
[what's my age again sample]

And I still feel right but I know I’m wrong
And I’m the same dumb kid from the last song
You can stay with me baby but it won’t last long
Cause when I’m feeling so weak why r u so strong
2x

And let me talk about a little insecurity of mine
I’m insane more than half the time that I’m alive
And the other half is spent just digesting all the lies
That I make up in my mind just to make sure i'm alright

They say pain makes fame yah but everyone’s fakin
And I’m not ok but girl I’ll make it
And will you leave me at my lowest when I really cross the line
I don’t care anymore baby I think I’ll be fine
Don’t call me here bitch just forget my fucking line
Please delete my fucking number now I really wish I lied
Last night would rushed to your side and I tried
but tonight I’m so heated glad I ran outta time

Yah Get out my face girl
I really hate you
Rage is my whole world
But I love hate too
My brain is my best friend
my heart betrays me
The spy on the teams side
Making me feel weak

And let me talk about a little insecurity of mine
I’m insane more than half the time that I’m alive
And the other half is spent just digesting all the lies
That I made up in my mind just to make sure i'm alright

They say pain makes fame yah but everyone’s fakin
And I’m not ok yah but girl I’ll make it

So sick of these fake emotions it’s tripping me up
And I don’t even think it’s real but I’m falling in love
Stumble down the hill
Now I’m falling looking up at the sky 
Is that sign above
Is it really mine
I wrote this note just to throw it away in time 
You broke my heart to core and I don’t know why

And will you leave me at my lowest when I really cross the line
I don’t care anymore baby I think I’ll be fine
Don’t call me here bitch just forget my fucking line
Please delete my fucking number now I really wish I lied

And let me talk about a little insecurity of mine
I’m insane more than half the time that I’m alive
And the other half is spent just digesting all the lies
That I make up in my mind just to make sure i'm alright

I'm Crazy (prod. irby)

Sunshine (prod. nejdos)

LYRICS 

[hook]
I said anxiety my ecstasy
Baby why you not next to me
No i cant take another night of loneliness and jealousy
Scratching through the pages of your diary
Just fall asleep
I cant find my name on a single page but youll fall for me
Why you stop callin me
Like honestly
Its haunin me
If i cant have you i dont think i even wanna breath

[@atria-woe]
ooh
shawty got me gone
hello answer phone
dont leave me alone
ooh
yeah i shoulda known
got me in my woes
why you gotta go

i been feelin that anxiety
that you apply to me
why dont you ride with me
cus i believe
that you are right for me
but only i can see

kill me from inside
broken ties
i feel like i might die
so tell me why

[hook]
I said anxiety my ecstasy
Baby why you not next to me
No i cant take another night of loneliness and jealousy
Scratching through the pages of your diary
Just fall asleep
I cant find my name on a single page but youll fall for me
Why you stop callin me
Like honestly
Its haunin me
If i cant have you i dont think i even wanna breath

kilo

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