used this in my youtube video https://youtu.be/19dpJgKpYIA

i still fuck with this til this day bro hope you GooD!

five years later and i think this is my favorite song of all time. and i listen to a lot of music 😂 thank you for this

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu

stay awake

+ spotify

stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

she said steady why you carry a knife?
i said bby cause you know that i'm down to die rn
three years and still no call back
i'm on the floor so frozen
don't let me go I'm drowning
too sad to feel I'm scowling 
loose ends of all these fights again
im sorry for everything i did
a chemical of emptiness, callousness, and tenderness 
i'm tired of the obvious 
so break it down and let me give in 
bby ya let me give in to the solitude 
you know I wanna stay here on top of you
but i stormed out thru the back door
with those silhouettes on back porch

ya i'm livin in a fucked up life 
nobody comin thru tonight
and i'm tryna see whats goin on 
with you and the guy from billabong
it's true we got a lot of issues
hit me one time bby imma miss you
she said i'm out of my mind and i couldn't deny 
well bby imma die inside tonight
sick of feelin like a reject 
sick of feelin like theres no one to see how i'm in the basement
keepin it cool now ya
while I'm burnin up like my tool now

f*cked up life (prod. CRCL)

<3
I hate you I love you Its complicated 

Prod 
@jakkyboí
@BradyAmour

Art
@Brady Amour

Hit up 
@scottysplashes for mixing

I hate you I love you Its complicated (prod. jakkyboí + Brady Amour)

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

prod. sapphire2001

lyrics:

i can feel in the air tonight
smoke seeping from my lungs tonight
i dont wanna disappoint you
i dont wanna disappoint you

yeah you are so toxic like a poison i just threw up in the bathroom
medicate myself until i feel like i dont have you
stab me in the hall, leave my body by the stairway
bag me up and throw me somewhere nobody will find me
you cut me off so the cuts are on me now
i was by myself, now im choking claustrophobic
medically diagnosed depression from my therapist
you say im faking, check the fucking trash bin

disappoint myself and everyone else thats around me
you wish you were richer oh my god now thats astounding
i wish i could be a different person than myself yeah
ive been making plays might book a show at the foundry

chemically engineered they say that im so toxic
everyone around hates when i sing cause im obnoxious
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna fucking be me
ima shoot myself the day i see my face on tv
ima get a bag like my name was louis v
ive been making music vids im on a shooting spree
i dont wanna live and i dont wanna make you cry now
all the voices in my head are telling me to die now

u cut me off so the cuts r on me now..

Official Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXARZqsm6vs

Vocals by @supachefm
Produced, Engineered & Mastered by @guccihighwaters

Stream

steppin' on my woes! (prod. notmorgn) [video in description]

LAST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL :)

(prod. @nejdos)

you just keep wasting all my time
and we don't talk but i can't get you outta my mind
my heart my world revolves around you
it's ok if i were you i would hate me too

thinking with my heart throw it out on the table
so everyone can see yah i know im unstable
tip toe
4 steps to the window
free falling
four stories down
grab my halo
and pull me out the ground
just so i can say hey mom
get me outta here i wanna leave
i can't stay long
cake walk
never said it was easy
and shit talk me you'll see my name on your tv

you can spend a pretty penny on a hoe round here
and fuck with me best bet you'll get a song next week
and i hate you i guess that you still hate me
and you can throw me in the gutter with the trash bitch i still catch heat
and you fuck with me
and ima make it to the top on my own two feet
and i don't need you 
give me one more year
and you'll be eating out my hand 
feed the streets bitch i'll feed you

thinking with my heart throw it out on the table
so everyone can see yah i know im unstable
tip toe
4 steps to the window
free falling
four stories down
grab my halo
and pull me out the ground
just so i can say hey mom
get me outta here i wanna leave
i can't stay long
cakewalk
never said it was easy
and shit talk me you'll see my name on your tv

follow nejdos

My World (prod. nejdos)

yeah, our loves lost, but surely I can find it

BITCH I FEEL LIKE EMO SHAGGY (prod.CapsCtrl)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

My World (prod. nejdos)

kilo

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