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Lyrics:

Phone face down
Screen got cracked
Said I’d quit
Then I slip back.

Boots in the hall
One sock on
Glass in the sink
oh my god the bourbon’s gone.

Scrolled through drafts
I Didn’t send
Lied I’d stop
Then oh my god I pressed send.

Fridge light buzz
Flickering white
Tongue feels thick
Oh my god my skull feels tight.

I’m not most people
I drink just to fight
I regret every drop.
If I remember it right.

Coat on the floor
Keys by the drain
Bottle cap bent
Oh my god a weird pain
Words came fast
You moved slow
Left the porch
oh my god into the snow.

Room went dim
Thoughts turned loud
Tried to stand
But oh my god I fell down.

I’m not most people
I ruin what’s right
I regret every drop
If I remember it right.

Wiped the mirror
Missed a streak
Same as the thoughts
I never speak.
I swore I’d quit
Even set the date
Laughed alone
Oh my god that's my fate.

Sun broke in
Seared my face
Breath like cigarettes
Oh my god there's no escape.
Called my sister
Voice was low
Said I’d quit
Oh my god She hung up slow.

I’m not most people
I ghost what I love
I regret every drop
If I remember it right.

Sink ran warm,
Scrubbed the cup,
Let it go,
Oh my god that's enough.

Bourbon

It rolls in quiet like a hungover prayer
Shakes the screen door, lifts the porch chair
You weren’t on my mind ‘til the still went strange
But I knew that sound, and I knew that name

You come like smoke through a slivered crack
Whiskey words and a coat half-black
Say you’re just passing through for the night
But I still hide the good knives out of sight

Bad wind, blowin’ where you please
Takes the roof, takes the trees
You don’t knock, you don’t stay
You just howl what you don’t say
Bad wind, I know your kind
Always leave more gone than you find

Yeah, I still feel

You kissed like guilt with a Sunday face
Told me losing you was some kind of grace
But I kept that picture in the bathroom drawer
‘Cause you only leave when I start to restore

Some call it weakness, some call it fate
But I just call it late
You don’t kick the storm when it’s halfway in
You board the windows and you let it spin

I’ve laid out the cups, I’ve cleared the floor
I’ve seen this devil, wore this war
I pray for mercy I don’t believe
Then I bless your boots when you finally leave

You don’t ask why when you know it’s wrong
You just hold your breath and hope it’s gone
And I’d take you in if you knocked again
‘Cause I don’t outgrow the bad wind

Bad wind, blowin’ where you please
Takes the roof, takes the trees
You don’t knock, you don’t stay
You just howl what you don’t say
Bad wind, I know your kind
Always leave more gone than you find

And when the morning smells like copper and rain
I sweep the glass, and I don’t complain

Bad Wind

Missing You is an emotional song about longing and heartache after losing someone special. The lyrics express deep sorrow, memories, and the emptiness left behind. With a soft melody and touching vocals, the song captures the pain of absence while holding on to love that still lingers despite the distance.

Missing you

Life’s a wild ride

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🔻 Song Insight
PRESSED is a visceral, seductive dive into the psychology of desire, dominance, and emotional surrender. Wrapped in a late-night, neon-drenched aesthetic, the track dances between control and vulnerability — between power play and emotional need. It's not just about lust; it’s about the unspoken contracts we make in intimacy, the thrill of giving in, and the quiet ache of needing someone enough to lose yourself. The pulsing synths and vocoder whispers turn this into an experience — not just a song — where every line presses against the boundary of consent, craving, and catharsis. For those who have ever fallen for the wrong person just right, PRESSED hits deep.

🔻 Lyrics
Intro:
There is no escape... only control

Verse 1:
In the shadows, where we go to meet
A secret place where go in heat
We are desire; your eyes on me

Voice Interlude:
There is no escape... only control

Drop:
On your knees

Voice Interlude:
Time doesn't wait for anyone.

Verse 2:
Our minds are high, bodies divine
Come on boy, you can't deny

Voice Interlude:
One step ahead... always.

Pre-Bridge:
This is what you want
This is what I need
Deep inside, our bodies pressed
Feel my rising

Voice Interlude:
You play... or you get played.

Bridge:
Come on, boy, you know what I crave
Let me see you misbehaving
I won’t take it slow
Boy, is this what you want?
Good– because that's what I need

Voice Interlude:
The city never sleeps... and neither do we.

Chorus:
This is what I do for you
Deep inside, this part will thrive
You start to sweat; I calm it down
Back you off but I don't let go

Voice Interlude:
Fear is a tool. Use it well.

Pre-Bridge (2):
Changing the rhythm, you start to squeeze
Don't back out; let it slow
Watch out it's about to grow
That's my boy, he got that flow

Voice Interlude:
Some men just want to watch

Bridge (2):
I can tell you want a ride; don't be shy
Yeah, just like that, you start to drive
Good boy, take control. Never letting go
Don’t look back, own the car
Ride this track, drive, drive, drive

Voice Interlude:
Don't you see? It's all about control.

Outro / Chorus:
Come on, boy, you know what I crave
No time for me to pull out, let's be brave
I can see your glow
Past that point
Can’t let go
About to explode

Voice Interlude:
You've chosen... but there's no turning back.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There are songs you write to feel something — and songs you write because you’re already feeling too much. PRESSED came from a place I don’t visit often in the daylight. It’s the part of me that remembers the power struggles in intimacy, the blurred lines between control and comfort. There were nights where I didn’t know if I was trying to connect or just trying not to fall apart. This track carries that tension.
Every distorted vocal line in here — “You play, or you get played,” — that was my reality at one point. The person I wanted most was also the person who made me question everything. I wasn't writing a club song. I was writing about the echo in my chest after I let someone in who only knew how to take.
But I also realized something: desire doesn’t make you weak. Admitting you want someone — really want them — can be the strongest thing you do. Especially when it’s on your own terms.
This track is for every queer person who’s navigated attraction, danger, and identity all in the same night.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
PRESSED is a perfect snapshot of what 4Me2BeFree stands for — turning raw emotion into cinematic storytelling. It’s not about polish; it’s about power. Every track is a confession, a mirror, a moment. We don’t just write songs — we build emotional universes. From whispered fears to bold declarations, the goal is always the same: tell the truth, no matter how messy it is.
This track expands our palette into darker, more provocative territory while still staying true to what matters: emotional authenticity.

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“Kiss Me Like You Blame Me” isn’t a love song.
It’s a reckoning dressed in silk.
A confession made in low light, where every kiss feels like both revenge and surrender.

In this slow-burning, cinematic soul piece, intimacy becomes an arena —
and every touch carries the weight of everything left unsaid.
This is where lust feels like punishment, and tenderness is just a clever disguise for guilt.

> “Kiss me like you blame me.
Like betrayal tastes like wine.”



Darkly poetic, emotionally raw, and laced with both danger and desire,
this track is for those who understand:
some love is punishment we ask for.

Kiss Me Like You Blame Me

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[Intro – whispered like smoke against skin]

Don’t forgive me.
Don’t explain.
Just come closer—
and kiss me like you blame me.


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[Verse 1 – smooth, electric, aching]

You say it wasn’t all my fault
But your eyes hold every bruise
Your silence feels like loaded salt
And I wear it like a bruise

You touch me like it’s punishment
Not mercy, not release
Like every time our bodies bent
We bartered war for peace


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[Pre-Chorus – breathless, dangerous]

We don't speak, we detonate
Loving you feels like a twist of fate
So don’t pretend you’re innocent—
Your hands confess what your mouth won’t say


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[Chorus – explosive, intimate, slow-burning]

Kiss me like you blame me
Like I’m the reason that you break
Like every moan’s a memory
You wish you didn’t make

Hold me like revenge in silk
Touch me rough, then cry like milk
Don’t say you’re sorry, don’t play clean—
Kiss me like
You blame me


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[Verse 2 – darker, wetter, crueler]

You loved me like a battleground
Like pleasure soaked in guilt
Each kiss a sin we both half-found
Each night a church we built

I never asked for absolution
I only begged to feel
And when you gave in to confusion
It tasted twice as real


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[Pre-Chorus – more desperate, low]

So don’t you dare pretend to care
We both know what we did in there
I wore your blame like black chiffon
You burned my name and begged me on


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[Chorus – full, brutal, rapturous]

Kiss me like you blame me
Like lust could set you free
Like hate and want are tangled
In the way you look at me

Grip me like a grudge you need
Love me raw and let me bleed
Don’t clean the wound, just set the scene—
Kiss me like
You blame me


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[Bridge – whispered, twisted, worshipful]

You never wanted gentle.
You wanted wreckage.
And I gave it—
smiling.
So now take it all again.
On your tongue.
On your breath.
On my skin.


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[Final Chorus – stripped, aching, surrendered]

Kiss me like you blame me
No innocence, no light
Make it ugly, make it wrong
Make it burn all through the night

No vows, no truth, no purity—
Just you and me
In cruelty
And this kiss
Where
You
Blame
Me.

Kiss Me Like You Blame Me

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