MESSED UP [+heavn]

aka the winner
modern day loser coming soon
lyrics

ive been trying to live
i just wanna get on

one day it looks so promising
the next day its off

ive been tryna hold my feelings
on for so god damn long

one day im gonna snap
then im gonna be gone

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

but thats just how the time goes
u been looking for some real friends
u will never find those

and i guess that this is my fault
i been looking for a new life
old friends got some light salt

but i cant change
the fuckin tides

you say you hate me
and my life

i swear ill make
it worse tonight

the harm continues
all in spite

and u will never know
what the true pain is

its an elliptical 
round and round adjacent

u dont have a life
why dont u just face it

u hide behind ur lies
tell em, good fake it 

they dont like me now
they dont wanna see me up

when i show them they like how
they ask, idgaf

she said she dont like me 
cus i way too dumb and stuck up

told her bf come and fight
told em shut the fuck up

idc about ur worth
idc bout u at all

make another fifty hundred
tryna be the one u call

ive been balling sice my birth
u been stuck behind a wall

many people gonna fake fw me
until i fall

push (reesoo)

i wont forget you (prod. ravine + blank)

got over my airport anxiety i miss u all :((

Butterfly*

thank u kyra <3
prod me

Me
I can never hang out
Im scared of seeing u around
And i dont wanna call now
U dont wanna see me out
And i dont wanna see u on
Acting like nothings wrong
Were we really not enough ?

Baby its in the way u talk
Telling me uve had enough
Maybe if i could open up
Youd be lying in my arms

Kyra
reflected in ur eyes
For a million times
Till i go too blind
(blind)
I dont wanna stay for long
I dont wanna waste ur time
Do u wanna call me mine?
(mine)

maybe its in the way u talk
maybe were never meant to lock
Till u said youve had enough
Till u said its going tough
X2

Me
You finally let me free
Now i lay in peace
Begging u to leave
Begging u, i plea
Burning bridges now
Lying screaming out
But u wont hear a sound
U carve ur ears now

Me and kyra
Baby its in the way u talk
(way u talk way u talk way u talk babe)
Telling me uve had enough
(had enough had enough)
Maybe if i could open up
(open uuuupppp)
Youd be lying in my arms
(in my arms)

in the way u talk w/ kyra

w/ @lizablaise 
prod. @lilhighschool

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in the way u talk w/ kyra

kindof