Copy of Where is My Honor

This song is for brokenhearted 💔 
Don’t worry, the right one is waiting for you. 
Lyrics 
I see you smile in someone else’s arms
While I’m stuck here with a shattered heart
You walked away like it meant nothing at all
But I’m still holding on, afraid to fall

I wish I could forget the way you held me
But every memory still won’t set me free

I’m happy for you, even if it breaks me
You found your light, while I’m still drowning
I try to let go, but my soul still prays
That maybe you’ll come back to me someday
It’s not easy to move on
When my heart still wants your heart so strong
And I’m left chasing love
Like a fading star above

Your voice still echoes in my silent nights
I close my eyes just to feel you by my side
I keep pretending I’m okay alone
But it’s killing me how much I miss you more

You’re laughing now while I’m still falling
Your goodbye is the wound that keeps on calling

I’m happy for you, even if it breaks me
You found your light, while I’m still drowning
I try to let go, but my soul still prays
That maybe you’ll come back to me someday
It’s not easy to move on
When my heart still wants your heart so strong
And I’m left chasing love
Like a fading star above

I’m happy for you, though I cry in the dark
You found a new flame, and I’m falling apart
I try to let go, but I can’t pretend
That I don’t wish we’d find our way again
It’s not easy to move on
When my heart still calls your name in every song
And I’m left chasing love
Like a fading star above…

just one more



Why you tryna waste my time

Why you wanna play with mine

Commit a mental suicide
Heavy thoughts on my mind

Will they ever leave
Ever leave me

Will they ever leave 
Ever leave me

Which way do i
Which way do i follow

Please tell me 

Baby do i
Baby do i need

A new direction
For my

Life
Mhmm

Help me find my way
Help me find my way

You been gone too long
Missed too many days

Look up at the moon
Feel it gravitate

Now where do i go next

Someone tried to put me on a shelf
Someone told me i should ask for help

But not from them

For me

And me only 
And me on

Why you tryna waste my time

Why you wanna play with mine

Commit a mental suicide
Heavy thoughts on my mind

Will they ever leave
Ever leave me

Will they ever leave 
Ever leave me

I dont think so
I dont think so

I just wanna take it slow mo
Please let me go

You be trying just to ruin the vibe
Take my time
With my mind 
Mhm

Why you tryna waste my time

Why you wanna play with mine

Commit a mental suicide
Heavy thoughts on my mind

Will they ever leave
Ever leave me

Will they ever leave 
Ever leave me


I dont think so
I dont think so

I just wanna take it slow mo
Please let me go

You be trying just to ruin the vibe
Take my time
With my mind 
Mhm

I
Dont think so
Ahh

Prod. Frank Moses

Waste My Time

Deaths Kockin

Where is My Honor


...I'ma win
No matter what...
Watch me...

How are you doing now?
It's the same over here
I'm still struggling to find my way
I'm looking at the past
Even though I should be looking forward
It's hard to imagine a future
The same scenery
Everything is the same
The path I'm walking is my own
But at the same time
You said
There are many other paths out there
When you said that
You meant something else
Didn't you?
So if we walk together
I believe we can move forward
I still think about that sometimes
But then

You gotta understand
I may look like a happy man
I go out and have fun
But real talk
I don't know who I am
On drugs to numb my mind
Lookin cool to look fine
But I'm all alone
I don't know who I am
You see
I been fightin' these demons all this time
My ego big and my pride the same
My exes still all complain that I changed
But what did you think would happen when I'm always in pain?
Look
I've been searchin' for somethin' to save me
God's lookin' at me
Like
"Boy
Are you crazy?"
Like
"Do you not remember the last thing you asked for?"
It's more of the same
Ohh oh
Just on a new passport

I just need to find my way back home
To the one I love
Before it's gone
It's not too late
Before I'm gone
(All alone)
Before I'm gone

But I'll try(try)
And I will win no matter what
Because I was told
"If you win
You survive"
And I will win no matter what
I was told that you can't lose
And I will win no matter what
I was told that I should win
And I will win no matter what
So I keep fighting
(I'll keep breathing)

Before I'm gone
I'm all alone
All alone
Before I'm gone

I've been havin' dreams where I lose it all
Every night when I'm in bed
Like
Where the fuck did my mind go?
That's the same place that you left
I've been havin' dreams where I'm done and gone
And it's fuckin' with my head
And then I wake up
I forget about it
'Cause my sanity's been my greatest enemy
And I still feel disconnected
Every breath that I take
It feels like I'm still holding my breath

How did I get here?
I don't know
I can't be scared of my demons
No
No
Oh no
If they can bleed
They can die
So oh whoa oh
I will win no matter what
No matter what

How can I ever forget who I was?
Every smile I fake
Every risk I take
I won't let it go to waste
I will win no matter what
I will win no matter what
I will win no matter what
I will win no matter what

I will win
No matter what
I will win
I will win
No matter what
I will win
I will win
No matter what
I will win
I will win
No matter what
I will win

I've seen this  before
The walls are stained with blood
The halls are filled with pain
The windows all are shut
This place is a prison
A place made of lies
As I was sentenced to die
But I will
I will
I will win
No matter what
I will win
I will win
No matter what
I will win

A trial to death
A battle for the soul
This will be my last stand
So
I will not be broken
I will not be fooled
I will not be changed
I will win
I will win no matter what
(I will win no matter what)
I will win no matter what
(I will win no matter what)



I Will Win

Let The Stillness Guide

This is for all this who have loved and lost. Hopefully this will bring some peace in a dark time...

In my Heart

White Flag.flac

A song about missing the moment the first time you meet the love of your life, and don't know it. This is from my personal experience and delivered in a clean, intimate vocal over felted piano with a gentle pocket. Thank you for listening and sharing if it hits you.


Found in Time

We are the Ether

[Intro]
(Mm, mm, mm, mm)
Do they know? Do they know?
(Mm, mm, mm, mm)
Do they know? Do they know?

[Verse]
Lately, I've been feeling some type of way (Way)
Every time you call, I can't stay away (Stay away)
But every time I think about you, it be on the low (Low)
Girl, you know (Know)
Do they know? (Know)

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
You've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
I've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
You've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)

[Chorus]
Do they know? Do they know?)
Do they know how it feels?
(Do they know? Do they know?)
I know how it feels
(Do they know? Do they know?)
Do they know how it feels?
I know you know how it feels
(Do they know? Do they know?)

[Verse 2]
Say we been goin' back and forth for a minute
Say you wanna slow it down 'cause you in it
Talkin' 'bout you scared and I get it
Gotta be careful 'cause you so deep in it hmm
I don't know if they know, but do they know about us?
What we have is between us, we be keepin it on the hush
I love when you tease me, you do me so much
But I can't stop the feeling, I can't give it up
So do they know?

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
You've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
I've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)
You've been thinkin' 'bout it (Mm, mm, mm)

[Chorus]
Do they know? Do they know?)
Do they know how it feels?
(Do they know? Do they know?)
I know how it feels
(Do they know? Do they know?)
Do they know how it feels?
I know you know how it feels
(Do they know? Do they know?)

[Bridge]
I need it like you need it
So just put your mind at ease and
Nobody has to know
(Nobody baby)
So we keep it on the low
Yeah, yeah
I need it like you need it
So just put your mind at ease and
Nobody has to know (nobody)
So we keep it on the low
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 3]
Nobody in here knows what the hell is goin' on (What's goin' on)
Nobody in here knows what the hell is goin' on (What's goin' on)
(Nobody baby)
Nobody in here knows what the hell is goin' on
They don't know (they don't know)

[Outro]
(Uh-huh)
It's all about me and you
Nobody else needs to know
Not talkin' about it 
Just us two oh
It's 'cause I'm caught up on you
Know it's hard to keep my cool
You, you, you, you, you
Yeah, I'm caught up on you (Ooh, oh)
So we could go down low (Oh)
And they won't know how we feel (whoa-oh-oh)

Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Do de rap da da
Do de do re rap da oh
Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Do-de-no-no-no
Da re rap da no oh

Do De No

INNERSHIFT

This is the first track of a new album entitled Doors to Silence. My lyrics were inspired by Sri Aurobindo's The Word of Silence. The mantra "Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu" helps to remove us from our thoughts... it means "May all creatures everywhere be happy and free, and may my thoughts, words, and actions contribute to that happiness and freedom of all.”


Om  ... Om....Om 
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

A bare and golden hush is now my mind
A world of sight clear… inimitable
A volume of silence by a Godhead signed
A greatness pure… virgin of will 

Once on its pages ignorance could write
In a scribble of intellect, the blind guess of Time
Gleam-messages of ephemeral light
Food for the souls that wander Nature’s rim 

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

But now I listen to a greater Word
Born from the mute unseen omniscient Ray
The Voice that only Silence’s ear has heard
Leaps missioned from an eternal glory of Day 

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Om Om Om 

All turns from whiteness and unbroken peace
To a tumult of joy in a sea of wide release
All turns… all turns…
Into joy… into joy… into wide release 

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Om Om Om 

© Copyright, music and lyrics by Annie Dieu-Le-Veut, November 2025. All rights reserved

Silence

This is for the one 
The one who got away 
This is for the one 
The one who got away 

You can say we loved for nothing 
never added up to something 
Tracing all the wild steps we led 

save me all your sorrows baby 
Count them up to try and save me 
Nothing really matters when  it’s dead 

This is for the one The one who got away 
This is for the one The one who got away 

You can say I’m acting awfully 
Taking back the things you bought me 
They don’t really matter when they’re gone 
Every road may lead to nowhere 
I think we should try to go there 
It’s the only place where we belong 

This is for the one The one who got away 
This is for the one The one who got away 
This is for the one The one who got away 

This is for the one The one who got away 
This is for the one The one who never stayed

I’m devastated from the leaving 
My chest aches from empty breathing 
You don’t really care that I’m alone 
Counting steps that were misleading 
cruel attempt to stop the bleeding 
I only stutter when I say your name 

This is for the one 
This is for the one 

The One Who Got Away

444 Protection & Encouragement 444
God Bless

Deaths Kockin

KING V4IN

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