This is a remake of the song Only from the album Incandescent. I changed the lyrics to make it past tense to turn a love song into a tale of heartbreak. That's how I roll. 

Lyrics:

you’re the only one for me
I see that clearly when you’re near me
so why’d you have to steer me away?

you’ve got the one and only
disposition that I miss and only
you can see through me when I only
halfheartedly exist
I only halfheartedly exist

a kiss on my cheek
made me weak
and question everything
the theoretical seemed so vain
when you made me feel so sane
it’s driving me insane
the subtle words
that turned my world upside down
you had me spinning round
tumble down into oblivion
just to see you again
I’d leave my world behind
to exist only in your eyes

I’d leave my world behind
but that’s not what you had on your mind

Only Halfheartedly

southern gothic anti-pop for sad citizens of the dystopia. solo project of music producer MG O'Shea.

Music Producer, Drummer, Mixing/Mastering Engineer, and Solo Artist from Asheville, NC.

Kathryn O’Shea is an Asheville-born and Chicago-based singer/songwriter known for her unmistakable voice and soul-stirring original songs. O’Shea’s confessional lyricism and powerful, winding melodies collide to create something of a “country fried Florence Welch,” as Blue Ridge Outdoors magazine puts it.

Only Halfheartedly

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