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you wrote "don't forget" on your arm

summer or spring

i exist i exist i exist

you're on the phone 
with someone who doesn't know 
about your soul and how it 
can't be held by flesh and bone 
and i guess that's fine 
i would never want you to 
stop your life 
but when i saw you both 
with your shoulders touching 
sitting so close 

i knew i'd hold on to this feeling 
i'd hold on to anything at all 
was it my fault 
because i easily confused you 
for someone who would hold my hand 
when things got hard 
when things got dark 
because oh my god 
when they get dark 
they get so dark 

you were always a shitty friend 
and you would leave when i got sick 
you never called me on my birthday 
i want to call you on your birthday 
so i'll hold on to this feeling 
i'll hold on to this hate 
for as long as i need 
for it to help me

learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

don't call me at all

this song has helped me through so much. so yeah. here it is.
Photo/Painting creds: Calvin J. Truelove

skinny love-bon iver/birdy cover

if i cleaned everything cover pt 2

Joji- Demons

produced by @EmmitFenn
co-produced by @finneasmusic

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bitches broken hearts

an art gallery could never be as magnificent as you

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

they'll like me when i'm sick

you got so distant. . .

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

sadeyes - you deserve better (p. ocean)

she don't care if I die

come out and play

nightwalk

bandcamp

if you love me, come clean

lyrics:
so this is what you meant
when i saw you get distant
i begged and pleaded you
free of care you used
me to tie your shoes
to pick you off your blues
with all the wine we sipped
you never gave a shit

and now im lost inside a glass museum
what did i do to make you look to him
i thought the trip we had meant more
but now im hurting im so fucking sore

so this is what you meant
when u put it to an end

glass museum

A song from Scruffpuppie's newest album (unreleased)
Lyrics:
about a year ago
it was raining here and cold
and my toes were turning blue
and my eyes were getting huge
and i spent every day with u
and everybody knew
drugs were always running thru
so it didn't matter who

so i ran away from home
and i went further down the road
i only packed a couple things
it was either u or me

i left my mom a note
and all the things i wrote
made her cry and cry
she couldn't get oh why
why i never could've stayed
she called me much too late
and im really fucking scared
but i can't even care

cos im never coming home
ill take the longer road
and im scared to go alone
but im never coming home

HELLO MY NAME DEON

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Kira Wilkerson