@visagex
@prodrest

sorry these lyrics are trash nd emo next song will b happy nd cooler lyrics

feeling sad, i get stuck on all my flaws
i dont need a nurse to tell me somethings wrong
like a surgeon got some scars all on my palms
luv my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
nd i try to change, but its hard
bleeding out inside, my minds scarred
leave me fractured now im in shards
memories just built up on cards

so gone off these meds to take the pain away
cant cope w the damage so i fade away
dont know how i keep on going everyday
want u by my side, i need u to stay
these lies make me hurt
can i learn my worth
nd i hate ur words
its fine, ill live nd learn

learning (visage + rest)

1 year of producing...

ty to everyone whos worked w me over the past 12 months, would not have made it this far without everyone. also ty to anyone who takes the time to listen to my music, means the world :)

hope the next 12 months are just as good :P

timestamps:
0:00 + @012207
1:27 + @1wasterr
2:29 + @prod_dxvi
3:37 + @neohnq
4:34 + @metisxx
6:00 + @1wasterr
6:58 - solo
8:20 + @1wasterr
9:30 - solo

1yr (neohn, wasterr, baz, dxvi, metis)

ways - ylf [shah + waifu]

can't ft ujin prod rewind

Emotionals - blame it on the weather (lino+Ripwarheart)

@krmeee
drums + drop are me

playing pretend in the back yrd
hoping the story nvr ends
but she has to be inside at 9

now u go home n tell ur dad
tht boys just arent ur style
he says..
"honey ur just in denial"
u cant go back home
ur mothers words were final
go upstairs pack ur shit
or look down the end of a rifle

sending old love letters
hoping one day it reaches her
cus u were in love with the neighbor girl
when u were dumb and 17
but she never writes u back
maybe shes dead and gone
does any of it matter
when lifes still moving on

spotify ^w^

lifes still moving on (kuromee lilith)

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

spotify

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

@makemeapromise @oiwassupp

Yeah it feels so wrong,
Where did all the love go? Yeah, it's gone (yeah it's gone),
I'm so done,
If i make another mistake I'll be gone,

Yeah, I'll be far away,
In a world where I can't see your face (I don't wanna see it),
Don't forgive me next time I make a mistake,
I feel like I'm slowly digging my own grave,

Fall into pieces,
Don't pick up my pieces,
I just need a break, I need recess (i just need a break),
Don't know if I want you anymore, I need to re-assess,
I'm not even numb I just feel less,

So I still feel the pain,
Say what you want but I'll never feel the same (never feel the same),
It don't even help when I do these drugs,
But for a minute I'll be up in disarray,

She still the only one I text,
Fuck, I guess that it's just not about the sex (she just different),
Still think of her in my bed,
I don't even know what's coming up next at this point.

(x2)

far gone (surgeon, oiwa)

all decayed again @pw4prez + @tuaaandx , love yall
**nxt song will have mv**

@zixdown

tell me when is it
going to end,
u could wake me up by then
cause i don’t like this stress >.
i cnt take another day like this..
cn’t trust no1, no one’s my friend
they jst all pretend
no one’s there to check on me
would you check on me? <3
spent a check on me
will u talk to me when i feel lonely
yk u can count on me..
yk u can call on me,,<3

i can’t take it i feel empty,
since u left me, hate my self more
why’d u change me
they tell me that i got problems,
yeah i know, think that i’m the problem
i always end up alone //:

im the problem,
do i make u feel bad?
i’m ur main problem
do i make u feel sad?
i said im sorry
it gets hard 4 me to cope :(
i know i’m lost
but i’ll find my way home
oh,, i’m so alone /:

bridge

i keep talkn abt my problems
like if this will evr solve it
i bet ur already fed up,,
got my blade in my pocket 

got me fed up
got u fed up
i jst wanna b the reason
why u get up </3
u can trick me
like a setup,,
idk how much longer
till i give up..

it gets hard, after dark :(
i keep falling apart u_u
wrote ur name
on my scars :,(
on my arm
can’t go on, ur always in my way

falling down… (live another day)
i feel proud (always in my way)
ending now (i think you should stay)
won’t come back around,,
leave it how it is.

im the problem [sochi + tuaaandx]

annoying

annoying (kirame)

@v4nity
girl seein you's my deathwish
your face leave me breathless
holdin onto you i promise that you wont forget this
been losin my mind headless
put you on my main list
girl you got my heart
you got my soul it leaves me restless
and i dont wanna fall off
tryna see how you feel inside
gimme everything no need to hide
love in a way you never tried
cant be broken not again
fight for your love til i win

@akayaiog
everytime i let my heart out theres a bloodbath
theres blood on the floor you can see the big slash
you burnt the rest of what i had left straight into the ash
and everytime i act out i always get backlash
talking to you again gonna be my deathwish
you making my heart so sore i'm so breathless
i brought you up you, brought me down
how could you be selfish?
and you made me feel so hellish
look in a mirror and see you're so devilish
i want to walk away but your face is so embellish

annoying (kirame)

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