I could listen to quiet forever no cap😌

here come the tears in my eyes, you defeat me.

show some love to my friend and producer of dis song :) https://soundcloud.com/shishy77

(again and again and again x2)
again and again and again
a summer love turning autumn friend
again and again and again
the sun's been up but i'm still in bed
getting used to the pain isn't easy
so i weep with my mattress beneath me
this has happened to me and it won't be the end
cause it happens again and again and again

(i know you, you know me
i hope you, you dont lea-)
but i know it all too well,
i can see the pain in your eyes when you see me
nothing that i can't tell
so here come the tears in my eyes, you defeat me
i can't make you stay but you promised
guessing its too late but i called it
i thought this was love but it wasn't
guessing its my fault i am nauseous

again and again and again
a summer love turning autumn friend
again and again and again
the sun's been up but i'm still in bed
getting used to the pain isn't easy
so i weep with my mattress beneath me
this has happened to me and it wont be the end
cause it happens again and again and again

again (shishy)

thank yall for 100, as a gift, I will be giving you a single for my ep that I am working on :D
have a wonderful day <3


And I'm runnin out of time now
k-keep it all insidee
can't show how I feel
see u burnin in the distance I can't hold still
I can't let em win
but I know it's overkill
n the way u look at each other terrifies me </3
but I cant say a thing without you just despising me
I kno u kno how I feel 
it won't change a damn thing 
n now the stars r aligned
for u to be without me :(

(chorus!!)
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough 
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough

your eyes glisten with hatee
I cant stand my fucking self so you're looking away
it's my bad
n every waking moment of day
my <33 breaks down
pls tell me it'll last
til I met u baby I was hangin by a thread
then u came into my life when I had no one left
no that I can't find no1 else as good as you
I need you to stay I need you to stayy (kid laroi reference lmao)

(chorus again lolol)

the way you look at him terrifies me (lino x diligence)

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

spotify

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

.ur my drug

prod. @decago

lyrics:
everytime i call its a bad time
everytime i fall in love i have to hide
i play pretend its a bad lie
but a smile doesnt show whats inside
i wanna hold you close but ur too high
i could never be ur drug im waste of time 
only cigarettes and regrets on your mind
could i ever have a place in your life

to take away ur stress
you deny all the blame
ig its all my fault
i let you down again
all the memories we made 
i watch them fade away
that spark in your eyes
is gone without a trace

i see your face
my heart just raced
living life without you
i cannot take
could you please come back
i hate this space 
too many feelings i cant fight
im not alright

hold you close (decago)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

prod baz and @1wasterr 
featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
no matter what I say I can't get through to you
you know that it's hard for me so I need you choose
I tried to tell you all of it but you don't have a clue
you know that it's hard for me, it's hard to tell the truth

you don't wanna speak out, but I don't wanna freak out
so won't you tell me what you mean now? (I'll tell you what I mean now)
or all we built is gonna break down

you know that I've always had a lot I wanna say
always had a problem I was hoping I could change
cuz everytime you look at me I look the other way
you know that I'm wishing it would go away

@victxrw
but even with me wishing, it don't go away
it all stays in my mind, running inside of my brain
I'm waiting for a difference or for something to change
but nothing ever moves everything's still the same

it feels like its the winter in 2012
but why am I still frozen when the snow starts to melt?
how could you call me cold when you put me through hell?
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well...

I'm not doing fine, and you can't even tell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well
I feel like I'm trapped; stuck inside this hell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well

hard for me w/ victxrw

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

Spotify!~

meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

A slow, trippy descent into a surreal headspace. Fragmented poetry, reversed textures, and dreamlike vocals blend into an ambient Drum & Bass hallucination. Beautifully broken.

I 4M N0T 4T 4LL

Reptilian ft. eccntrx

started with us
in white and black, we'll be here till we turn to dust
together
we've pulled each other out and under from the rust
nobody
else could ever be what you have been for me
i love you
i la la love you more than i would want to

heavenly or hellish entities have embodied me
i lost my wings or maybe cut them off i cant really see
for whats above me since my head is focused on whats below
yes i would love to see the sun but
i don't really know how
i know there's only 7 days in a week
so naturally i'm off centered
must be why life's so bleak
and i don't really know how much more i could possibly take
when using too much force on porcelain
it is bound to break

i keep thinking of a way
to burn it all and rot

sides of a coin
how artificial
how dimensional
we're butterfly wings
piercing through vertebrae
how vain, how frugal
can't escape me
and by default that means i can't escape you
i love you
i la la love you more than i would want to
every now and then i'm feeling lonely, can you show who you are
cause life is hard, i feel an endless pit of suffer and scar
around me
yes it envelopes me like a morning star
i love it
i la la love it, keep it close to my heart

and now i seemed to be divinely drawn
and i had drowned into the lake while encompassed in swans
i bound myself in white wisterias and blue barbed rope
and sunk under the waterlilies while i fidget and choke
and like wow
could i really make a return
all on my own into a world that i had seen better burned
and if i managed to make light of all this void i've come to know
could you be here as well with me and help me reap what i have sown

i keep thinking of a way
to burn it all and rot

sides of a coin
how artificial
how dimensional
we're butterfly wings
piercing through vertebrae
how vain, how frugal
can't escape me
and by default that means i can't escape you
i love you
i la la love you more than i would want to
every now and then i'm feeling lonely, can you show who you are
cause life is hard, i feel an endless pit of suffer and scar
around me
yes it envelopes me like a morning star
i love it
i la la love it, keep it close to my heart

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

zixdown

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