hope yall like,, w/ @user-912411347 & @kidarjuna
prod. @azami37 .. all plats pls stream plssss

@zixdown
blame me & hate me..
its crazy,,
i yell to save me
save me !!
cus ineed help
i try to talk
but always end up tlkn to myself /:
cus u dnt wnt to hear it
thats alright, i wish u well
i wish u the best.
say im ok, i cry layin in bed
cus i cant,, cant take this
i try hard, cant make it.. ugh

tried to run away
i went the wrong way
"im not here 2stay"
thats okay <3

ill find you..
ill b there
behind u
on the pierre

i cant seem2go
hold me close now <3
tell me u wnt go
theres no way out :p

theres no way out
were 4ever, no end evr
tried to stay down
only do it 4the better
read ur letters </3 ugh
were 4evr... aghhh

@user-912411347

When I tell you I’ll be there
We’ll find a way jus to disappear
Throw my life away jus to see you here
Feel lik I’m okay everytime your near
As you see there’s jus never a moment I can ever jus be fine
I jus feel so alone ts tearing me aside
I jus need you I jus need you in my life
Jus to see thru jus to see thru

@kidarjuna

i'll float too high
i touched the sun and cried
will you be mine
i havent see you write back in a thousand years
its not right
dont forget about the times i held it down
teach me how to walk again
splinter for my crutches
i dont wanna have to fall again
the monster's laying in my bed again
fuck the pain away, i think i need some harder medicine

spotify

ill find you w/ invain & arjuna [prod. azami37]

awesome song @222quiet prod @222quiet

@222quiet

i wanna let u know how im feelin
when i hear ur voice i feel like im healing
can u feel this feeling around me 😌
if i leave dont forget about me 💖

and i got too much issues that im dealing with,
 if i give it all up i swear im gonna miss u 🫂

the love is in the air i know you're feeling it,
 so if we pass each other on the street
 i swear i wouldnt miss you at all 😪
and youre the reason i am who i am today
 i couldn't diss u at all🚫
its a shame that i might have to say goodbye
 i couldn't kiss u at all 🤷🏿‍♂️

222quiet - dont forget about me [prod. 222quiet]

single frm ep :p thnks @ddayso prod. @fozo2 + @recyclexbin

@zixdown
when i said goodbye, jst kno i meant it
think abt u all the time u wear my necklace
i cant lie,, been livin reckless
i been chill w my bros thaats my bsf

i bought u flowers so u could feel right
we talked for hours,, stay up till midnight
i cant take this pain, u cant take it too
we could runaway jst me n u

when im w u, feels liike the 1st time
when im w you, the time flies by
i still remember, those were the fun times
u get the message? although its online

we could runaway jst hold my hand
girl u drive me insane got me changin up my plans
we culd take the train & go away
go until the last stop, r u ready?
lets go no1 can catch us

tried to tell u how i feel
now u coming back after u had disappeared,
like go away
ill see u, not another year
i was drowning in my tear & u come back like go away

@ddayso
b baby we could runaway
different city, different state
w a different name
we could smoke all day
we could talk all night
whatevr u got in mind
cause u been stuck in mine, lately
life a dream, now its feeling 4k hd
front seat w ur hand in mind, its too sweet
heart beat going crazy like im still 16
baby if u say its feeling right then its right to me

bought you flowers w/ ddayso [prod. fozo + recycleBin]

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

all decayed again @pw4prez + @tuaaandx , love yall
**nxt song will have mv**

@zixdown

tell me when is it
going to end,
u could wake me up by then
cause i don’t like this stress >.
i cnt take another day like this..
cn’t trust no1, no one’s my friend
they jst all pretend
no one’s there to check on me
would you check on me? <3
spent a check on me
will u talk to me when i feel lonely
yk u can count on me..
yk u can call on me,,<3

i can’t take it i feel empty,
since u left me, hate my self more
why’d u change me
they tell me that i got problems,
yeah i know, think that i’m the problem
i always end up alone //:

im the problem,
do i make u feel bad?
i’m ur main problem
do i make u feel sad?
i said im sorry
it gets hard 4 me to cope :(
i know i’m lost
but i’ll find my way home
oh,, i’m so alone /:

bridge

i keep talkn abt my problems
like if this will evr solve it
i bet ur already fed up,,
got my blade in my pocket 

got me fed up
got u fed up
i jst wanna b the reason
why u get up </3
u can trick me
like a setup,,
idk how much longer
till i give up..

it gets hard, after dark :(
i keep falling apart u_u
wrote ur name
on my scars :,(
on my arm
can’t go on, ur always in my way

falling down… (live another day)
i feel proud (always in my way)
ending now (i think you should stay)
won’t come back around,,
leave it how it is.

im the problem [sochi + tuaaandx]

@zixdown @1akura @whyhaze prod. @pw4prez

weekly drops from now on, thank yall

@zixdown
been fighting something i cant handle,,
tied up, strangled
i see u stalkin trying to hide now,
watching all angles

i keep fighting, times ticking,,
& im dying, & i keep trying
i scream.. its silent
i keep fighting, times ticking,,
& im dying, & i keep fighting
times ticking,, i swear im trying


@1akura
feel like falling down
like a waste of my time all the time is ticking now
ive been outta my mind wonder when im getting out
cuz ik deep down that im not the one for u
idk whyyyyyy
all u do is break me down and hurt me
needa move on cuz ik i deserve me better

@whyhaze
hearing your voice in my walls
i miss the silence
now it’s just violence
tell me am i lying ?
when u wake up, i won’t be there anymore 
i’ll be laying on the floor girl im dying
say goodbye 
for the last time
want u for life, but u switched sides
now im looking at ur face
wishing i could rewind
cuz ur not mine

@zixdown
im a mess so i cant get tangled,
burnt up, like candles,
takin drugs as an example, 
of wht i cant handle

lie 2my face, i watched u run away
cause i feel so erased, i cnt find an escape
i jst feel so erased ugh
ig im the one 1 to blame now..

zixdown + akura + whyhaze - times ticking [prod. sochi]

prod @tuaaandx

music video : https://youtu.be/5hPPPIfiRwc

its like evr since u left
i been tryn hard 2find
told em i got no1 left
& im runnin out of time

i did everythin i could
so hard 2let u go
if i could've, then i would
losing myself slow

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u

tryin hard to get 2u
i wont forget u
hope u wont forget me2 <3

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u

ur words they hurt
worse than worst
cut me deep
like the blade on me
ill leave 4weeks
maybe months
would u search 4me?
like ur on a hunt

mayb u ca nhelp me solve my problems
cus i cant solve em
sad talk, & all these drugs is my problem
i shoulda stayed in
goin out doenst help me
i keep on crying
&& ur not helpin :(

u keep on lyin & i swear that im trying
we keep on fightin u tell me i need guidance
& i keep runnin until i run away
n u can go girl im not begging u to stay..

& we keep goin on for nights
cant keep goin on for life
i cant take another fight
i cant spend another night like this :<
i cant lie i still feel ur kiss
& i dnt lie when i say i miss...u xx

eversince you left [prod. tuaaandx] *mv in desc*

@222quiet @zixdown @myriexoxo @pw4prez @skrena

@222quiet
im losing blood i feel anemic.
i lost my mind, have u seen it?
i fall forever, i feel like im dreaming.
the sky never gets farther away as im screaming for you...

i always need a cast, im far away in the past.
um... how long will i last? i dont know.
like 9/11 i can't tell when im gonna collapse.
hell, i dont even want to know. no i dont.

sos? i think im in danger.
oh, the love you give is endangered.
everybody feels like a stranger, but you.

always crying! what is my issue?
when you're gone, you know that i miss you.
without you to hold me up i dont know what im going to do.

yea im dramatic, you already told me that.
so can you shine your light, when my shadows hold me back?
yea i've been lost ! yea i need some damn help. 
that's why i call you up, i can't do it by myself.

cause when i fall i need some damn help.
so will you please hold out your hand?
cause when you call i hold your hand for you.
because i just want to be that man for you.

@zixdown
i jst wanna be the one so dont leave
ill be stuck 2u like a disease
me&u were like 2 meant to be <3
ill keep countin up these drugs, they've increased

theres no way tht we can go on forever
i cant go out, when im with u then its better...
u keep holdin on my arm,, on my sweater
& u keep feeling up on me like its leather
ur the 1 ik tht without a doubt
i need help u can hear me scream n shout
got ur letter can u tell me wht its abt?
im w @222quiet so be quiet dnt make a sound
uhhh huhhh

@myriexoxo
when myrie in this btch nuff said bro 
spiraling everything in my head bro
go right or fcking go left
wt decayed diss the gng then u dead bro
yea im wt decayed 
yea thts the gng
cnt afford those 
ya u a lame
u a broke boi 
stay in yo lane
i make music when im bored 
hit record its a bang

222quiet + zixdown + myrie - dramatic [prod. sochi + skrena]

all @decayedd // <3
 @yyuskee prod @pw4prez + @zixdown

thank u for all the support <3
cnt thank yall enough ^.^

@zixdown
u could tell me
wht u want n i’ll get it
pls don’t go i still feel u
goin distant
&& what’s the purpose??
like a mission
u could go on for days
& i’ll listen
miss it

go with me, u make it feel
like an adventure, come &
shop with me, we could go wherevr
u want, u just got 2 tell me…
tell me it’s real,
i breakdown sometimes
cause idk how to feel

scars (scars)
i got scars, i got scars all on my arm
but they each tell a story of me
falling apart
i know you feel it in my heart </3
i been waitin4u
ur the only 1 i’m waiting on <3

i know u won’t leave 🤞🏼
u can stay with me <3
we could smoke some green
& arrive late to the scene
girl you’re all i need
u make me feel like u care abt me
where were u all this time 😢
i been scouting

i know i was in the wrong,,
now i’m feeling bad
i made u a song
i know it won’t change a thing
jst tell u how i think,
i can’t tell u how i feel…


@yyuskee
i been feeling nauseaous
im spiraling away
tell me if u wanna go or if u wanna stay
smokin on that gas just to take the pain away
baby ur my drug and i never wanna change
Wish that I could make it well
All the things i never said
i cant get u out my head
im addicted i wont quit

@zixdown
jst tell me truth 
ik ur fallen..
i said its not me,, its u
& i done called it
i was waiting for ur call
u nvr called in
i cant be stallin...
w/ some1 new 
i kno shes all in <3

someone new w/ yuske [prod. sochi + zixdown]

@idmfan87 @d5rko @baz @222quiet @prod1audii @765dia @rewind @jugglyfer @prodmelik

[00:00] + @idmfan87
[01:10] + @d5rko
[02:27] + @012207
[03:55] + @222quiet
[04:58] + @prod1audii
[06:03] + @765dia
[07:14] + @rewind214
[08:17] + @jugglyfer (prod sochi + @prodmelik)

july23

arrangement & mix by @pw4prez

[00:00] @zixdown + @pw4prez + @tuaaandx
[00:46] @ouniiixd + @tuaaandx
[01:16] @222quiet
[01:47] @ouniiixd + @tuaaandx
[02:29] @neohnq
[03:04] @pw4prez + @ouniiixd 
[03:48] @yashio20k + @neohnnq
[04:31] @ouniiixd 
[04:59] @tuaaandx + @ouniiixd
[05:26] @222quiet
[06:07] @zixdown + @222quiet
[06:33] @yashio20k + @pw4prez
[07:06] @tuaaandx
[07:47] @pw4prez + @ouniiixd
[08:15] @ouniiixd
[08:56] @ouniiixd
[09:22] @222quiet
[10:07] @yashio20k
[10:35] @neohnq + @pw4prez
[11:13] @tuaaandx
[11:43] @pw4prez + @zixdown
[12:10] @pw4prez+ @tuaaandx (i'm the problem)
[13:35] @zixdown - shine [prod. @pw4prez]

decayed summer clips 2k23

@luvlullaby @whyhaze @zixdown @rewind214

@luvlullaby

run away frm the past move forward
ya i cnt stand still life is torture
evrybody watching me im jus a performer
evrybody pushing me they stick me inna corner..

i cnt help but feel disappointed
ya dont help ur touch is torment
im in hell n ur the doorman
feel the pain of a lifetime forming
n i dnt wna go ill be right here pouring
out my heart 2u but ur snoring..zzz
ig thts wht i get for being boring..
ig thts wht i get for falling in luv w a story

ya wit decayed we on ur radio
if u wnt a ft u gotta pay da hoe (dats me :3)
steady going up ya im growing w my team
ya i made a couple bucks n i spent it all on 🍃 :p

@whyhaze 
(coming soon)

luvlullaby + whyhaze - lovestory (rewind + zixdown)

all @decayedd <3 @pw4prez & @tuaaandx thank u

@zixdown

girl u keep me goin,
evn on my last try
dnt kno where i’m goin,
it feels like my last ride
walkin n it’s snowing
i can’t feel my eyes cry (ㄒoㄒ)
i got 1 try
for the last time..

i tried to fix myself up ://
i swear i do it 4u <3
& evry time i give up,,
ur telling me not to 
im goin down pick me up
if i die ima haunt u
these problems makin it tough..
& i just feel i just feel so awful ><

i got matters in my hands…
i wish u would understand 
i tld u what i can !!
i swear we can go thru this,,
u just hold my hand <3
i can feel the bliss 🌬️ 
i can feel u kiss on my end </3 [neck]

help, all i evr wanted was ur help /:
hell, i swear u were draggin me thru hell //
well, ig that i fkn played myself 
(huh) always leave me all up by myself…

by myself who i got? i got no1 left at all
by myself ohmygod i feel like im fallin off
go ahead call it off, i wont make it anymore,,
tonights the night tht i been waiting for...

im wasted, im fried, ill try not to lie
im watchin u cry, not ur fault, its all mine
im wasted of 9 *** ex hit my line
im out of town, these drugs losing my mind...


hook

i knew this would come 2 an end
tried 2tell myself it wouldnt but i cnt pretend!
if i had a choice i would do it all again
i feel so alone n i’m losing all my friends
told u they would test meee
now they always wanna txt meee
haven’t been myself lately
if i lost myself, would you hate me?

fix myself up 4u [prod. sochi + tuaaandx]

join the discord 
https://discord.gg/6EAtH2923A

@neohnq @222quiet @yyuskee @pw4prez @prod_pk


@neohnq
one more time ima fuck it up
dont think i can keep it up
when i walk in the shadows
i feel im at home
with these scars on my chest
i dont yet whats to come
diamonds glistenin at night
bloody eyes lay me to rest
yeah i missed my step
yeah not much left
stay w me
for u i put my heart into this song
not for me yeah its for us
when i see u its a rush
stay w me
yeah please stay w me

@222quiet
stay with me, yea could you wait on me
i want u in my arms, you fit me like a sleeve
i dont want you to ever leave 
i think we'll be forever i believe 
i believe in you, i believe in me
if you dont think so we can wait and see
wait and see, wait and see
how it goes, how we'll be 

@yyuskee
Would u stay , or would u run away with me 
Faraway, but you feel so close to me
I got alotta say, i know you dont wanna hear it
Dont really wanna be here
I just cant stand this feeling
She change up just like the seasons
Its getting harder to breathe in, hah
Girl just tell me why
Would you leave my side
Keep telling me lies..
(tell me would you stay, or would you run away, I. cant take this pain, yeah)

neohn + 222quiet + yuske - stay with me (sochi & pk)

thank u @sumther + @pw4prez <33

dnt think this a comeback
jst needed to cope

@zixdown

i tried to help u out,
u said that we'd be good :(
i tried to take u out
but u misunderstood
ur tellin evry1 lies
cant look u in the eye
i dnt wanna talk again 
until the day that i die...

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

insane,, put a bullet in my brain
to stop the pain i gain...
are u gnna keep tellin me
how u hate me again? :(
then blame me again
i did it for u
didnt want it to end <3

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

i cant even dream,,
i cant even think
cus u been on my mind
i had way 2many drinks //:

it went exactly how i thought
ughh
i knw u would leave
but i forgot
uhh
i cannot believe that ur gone

n i lost what i had
i lost you, my behalf,,
my arms cut in halves
n i cnt leave u in the past
ur gone now im sad :((
its ur fault,, not my bad
my eyes goin black,,
my hearts cut in halff

i dnt wnn hear frm u 
or hear frm anythin i do
u dnt wanna hear the truth,,
everything im tellin u
i dnt wanna talk 2u
for everything u put me thru
i cant evn dream at night
all i see is me & you

@sumther

always end up in a fight but i cant let you go
ive been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
i want to be by your side
dont care if it isnt right
risk it just to see you smile
youve gotten cold now, tell me why
i feel useless i cant even recognize the signs
im doing everything i could but u dont even try
got no one else ure my only pride
i need you here please dont leave my side

@zixdown

pls jst stay close
i been waiting on ur text
like “how’d your day go?” :(
if u dnt wanna hear from me
u could jst say so…
i think tht ur too good 4me
i feel like @ddayso
to much regrets in my head
i gotta lay low

i regret :( 
& everything u said 
is just spinning in my head //:
it happens once again 
i’m alone once again,,
& i can’t be surprise
this is always how it ends.

help me out ft. sumther [prod. sochi]

@222quiet prod. @pw4prez @d5rko

@zixdown

i told myself i would
when i kno i cant
bt i dnt feel too good
i wish you'd understand </3
i wish you'd hold my hand <3
well make it 2the end
i tried to tell u that
but u cant comprehend!!

i get it, im wasting your time...
yea u tell me day n nite
forget it, at least that i tried
but u been stuck on my mind
i cnt evn close my eyes
cus i mght jst start to cry )'
im missin u girl
but ill make u mine

do this 4you
no1 else nooo
got a cold heart
like im elsa
u dnt want me,,
u want some1 else, huh?
i dnt blame u,,
wish u well uuuh

@222quiet

ion blame you
no i cannot lose you
cannot
can i have you and hold you adore you too,
i jus wanna live in my own bubble
omg i feel so unlovable
floating in my bed with surround sound on,
floating while im dead guess i drowned oh no
i just wanna rewind time
i just wanna be back in my prime
baby can u gimme one more chance 
can i try again one more time

@zixdown

imy girl, r u comin back?
im missin your voice
u wont regret calling back
ur a gift to me girl,
without you then im sad
im sorry girll ain mean to make u upset...

missin you w/ 222quiet [sochi + d5rko]

@pw4prez + @makemeapromise 🍂🍂

@zixdown

i feel myself im goin downhill
all cus u left me on my own
my whole lifes jst been goin downhill
smiling,, ur text us in my phoneee
tell me u h8 me, tell me whts the matter?
i cnt feel my heart,, my hearts always shattered
scars all onmy arm, why dnt u ask me "whats the matter?"
ill tel u wrong but i might get sadder

i keep tryin all i can, im an **** thts wut u said that i am..
feel invisible when im reachin out my hand,,
anything 4you, im ur biggest fan

go ahead take it out on me, take it outttt
im tryna take u out, ur mad at me
u scream n shout,, askin me what is wrong w/ me
its nothing new, i wish u knew.. i do it all for you

(go ahead take it out on me, take it out,
why r u alwaays mad at me? scream n shout
idk wht is wrong w me,, or whts it abt
all eyes on me, i cnt go out)

i got these scars they're all my arm ykk it!!
ur on my mind,, im walkin in snow, its snowin
& i thought i was the one i thought i was chosen
now im all up on my own now my heart is frzzen,,
n everytime tht i see you, you're shining, golden <33
u might catch me in ICU, you'l still think im jkin..
n im not tryna be tht guy cus my heart is frozen 
n i done told u many times,, im over it...

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