prod: @loveismisery
mixed: @andremoire & @1vacy 

Lyrics

@andremoire
Yeah I'm done with all the lies
You have zero fucking dignity
Stop acting like youre shy
You say it's so damn hard to put up dealing with a guy
That's funny coming from a bitch who said she wished I died
Glock on my left yeah you know I stay strapped
Dont fuck with me or that breath gon be your last yeah
Eyes on me cause they know that Im crazy
I think I miss you bad yeah as of lately

@1vacy 
i just hate tha fact tht u where lying
baby i was trying
i just hate tht feeling i was sitting all in silence
i just feel like crying 
but i just sit and bare it because 
atleast i aint dying

embarrassed

vacy & arrivals - embarrassed (kyoa)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

too much in my cup i cant stand it
imma run off w ur bich like a bandit
imma let it bleed out fuk a bandage
they wan take a picture they gon take a panoramic
alright, i dont rly wan to waste no time
alright, no talk but the gang gon slide

@k4rson: 

no im not tryna waste no time
tryna fuck? better hit my line
no talk but the gang gon slide
fw me it will change ur life
we outside
talk shit u could die
no ur not tryna lose ur life
getting bands only thing on my mind
only care abt myself
ive been fine cant u tell?
imma touch down like odel 
imma break her back bitch yell
bitch my pockets fat noel
get into my bag like yuh
yo bitch said she like my smell
smokin on dis gas like yuh

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

prod @violetxx9 @makemeapromise

pursuit w/ karson (violet, surgeon)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

a mental image
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@hartfxlt @m2monroe

lyrics:

again, im losing you
and im sorry for what i do
im just trying to make it through

(to a place where i could erase it all)

racing, i feel my heart racing
all my thoughts are chasing
another way to face them
im gazing at my reflection
without a sense of direction
theres no point of inflection
follows false affection
so nothing will ever change

ive seen enough
ive seen enough

(there’s no way to wind it back, though I try
remember what u said, I look dead, it’s alright
heart pound out my chest see your eyes
for you put it all on the line)
bet on fate just waiting here
the uncertainty is the only thing that’s clear
I’ll wait for your hand another year
don’t you turn from me 
when you know I need you here

don’t tell me it’s wasted
starry skies what I see your face in
cut ties why would you erase it 
your eyes got my heart racing

still i feel this way
its something i cant change
was all of this a stage
cause i cant tell
im staring back
at this void in my head
this choice is life or death

so my heart keeps racing

again im losing you
im losing you

heart racing

heart racing w/ hartfxlt (me + monroe)

w/ @tores prod me

Lyrics:

I feel like I’m calling out to the dark
I’m way too far
I can’t reach you

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

our love will never last, time will never wait
i'm scared i'll forget everything you ever said yeah
i'm so sad yeah, i'm scared i will forget you
oh baby close your eyes, let me hold your hand
let's just run away, to the fairy land 
every night in my dreams i see you
that's the most beautiful view

your love it was all pretend
got me crying in my room again
again and again, again
time will pass, love will stop
memories fade away into the dark
i know you know, i want you back
i wish i could just see you one more time

I’m still hoping
There’s something more to this
I’m still choking
On words that I can’t dismiss

I’m falling to the floor
These things that I can’t restore
This can’t be alright
I just wanted more

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choking w/ tores (me)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

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