trying on my own, i had to make up for the lack of better teachers

prod me + witchazel

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ_i0jVNX1g

Hands up in my hair and all over my back
I know you’ll be here when I get back,
and I know you'll want me here when I get back 

Even though I doubt
Oblivious as ever
Pour it out together 
Pour my heart out wasn’t watered down 
I cannot assume I must announce
It’s like we’re swimming to the wrong end of a one way stream, 
but the current couldn’t hold us back
My karma has met it’s match
See through kaleidoscopes again

Got so much love to give, but it goes too fast 
3 weeks, 3 weeks blink it’s gone 
Need you in my arms
I was tweaking down bad
I became the bigger man
Hurts more when you only had cigarettes
It's been worse, shake it off, I can play pretend
Are they mad at me 
Traded out the bitches for love, I won the lottery
She my drug no apothecary
Slow setting long lasting prophecy
Heart slowed down when she’s topping me

Even though I doubt
Oblivious as ever
Pour it out together 
Pour my heart out wasn’t watered down 
I cannot assume I must announce
It’s like we’re swimming to the wrong end of a one way stream, 
but the current couldn’t hold us back
My karma has met it’s match
See through kaleidoscopes again

colidescope/back (prod. kire) *video in description*

chamomile eyes (prod. kenzii)

I'm scared of dying
Poetry

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room, yeah

Everybody want's to know our lives
Unpredictable how we ain't ever fall in line
They saw a picture of me leaving your place
Made a story up but it was rearranged
Forwarding the photo to another page
Did you see her hanging out with Simon Grace
Was it real or was it fake
I could tell what he gave me was real

I know with you it's surreal
I would take you anywhere
Mutually trusted love, this bullshit isn't that
I'm synced up to the rhythm of her voices and her laugh
She's swallowing the pillow while I'm blowing out her back
Swallowing the medicine that was hid in my bag
Following the blood and then proceed to clean the mess
Life is a fantasy it's hard to swallow and forget

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room

marigolds (prod. chinapoet + foreshadow)

ON MY SOUL (PROD TAYLOR MORGAN + JOLST)

i think something’s wrong with me 
I know what i said i said it awfully ,
and at this point i know it’s getting hard to talk to me- me
and u could show me what u want not what i wanna see- see 

treat me like im off 1 im off 1 i popped it 
drug right through the mud i got no other option 
put me up for nothing i got nothing at the auction :/ 
gimme couple seconds just to breathe i need some oxygen 

…

i need a blessing , i need protection 
i need your connection , i need your direction 
balmain- stepping 
vivienne- essence 
if u want it u could take it all from me
i been struggling benzodiazepines 
u gotta understand your own reality 
all i wanted was some hospitality.

oneyear ,

yeah im done with all this shit like actually
im tough but you break & fracture me
it’s tough , getting better gradually 
so i roll this dope til i can’t even breathe :( 
boy i lost hope still got off my own knees 
its a steep slope stand the fuck up on your feet 
i don’t want shit from u what do u need?
used to do the most , why do i feel like the least.

…

crisis pull up in a white whip 
im sick spread it like a virus 
now me & all the guys , fried as shit
pull up i arrive , sliding shit
if u put up mines , ima die for it 
look at my life , can’t decipher it 
god damn where my lighter is.

blessin , protection ft oneyear

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iJ_i0jVNX1g

A chain, a chain on me
A-frame my home, don't leave
Will you come here quietly
Don't step on the cracked floorboard

A chain, a chain on me
A-frame my home, don't leave
Will you come here quietly
Don't step on the cracked floorboard
Creak
Moving silently, nighttime
I wish that we could part ways
But I held on for too long
AK so heavy you can't walk

Bandoleer and a rose in his mouth
He was never here, nor did I see him step out
Your description, no one to match it
If I wasn't there to see it did it happen, yeah
Three girls that's a hattrick on me
Stitch myself a patchwork body
Wish you wouldn't say I'm sorry
I sill remember nights in the lobby
Don't card me I'm balling
Throw it out of the park, lobbing
Posted up anywhere, lodging
She said my name and my eyes start sparking
Charles Barkley, for the record think I'm harder
Kire real shot caller
Making plays like my dad, yeah
Like son like father, yeah

This mic a mystery machine, don't know what I'll get
There's no need to be afraid it's just a mask man
Fuck around and I'll make history, I'm feeling like him
I got cookies in my chocolate feeling like Tim
High grade octane
Zaza Farms is the place where I get baked
Seeing stars
It's the way that my head breaks, change of heart
When your heart is the way out, take a car

A chain, a chain on me
A-frame my home, don't leave
Will you come here quietly
Don't step on the cracked floorboard
Creak
Moving silently, nighttime
I wish that we could part ways
But I held on for too long
AK so heavy you can't walk

A chain, a chain on me
A-frame my home, don't don't
Will you come here quietly
Don't step
Crack crack crack

A chain

A chain (prod. akio) *video in description*

@torno

i’m getting sick i’m getting tired of assumptions 
not tryna talk cos honestly i know it’s done with 
i gotta headache tryna listen your discussion 
it’s my fault sorry 4 the interruption 

turn me into nothing 
swear i feel something but it’s only when we touching 
panama red up in my blunt it’s what i be puffin 
look me in my face so i can tell when ya bluffin 
lung throb heart throb i can’t keep running

i could never endure it 
i need something to cure it
keep on pushing n pulling 
tell me it’s worth it 
i’m still feeling stupid
we talking money im fluent 
can’t teach me i’m not a student
i think i’m loving ya movementtt

i jus wanna sit . u . down . 
i think i’d rather be lost than found 
sit pretty don’t make a sound 
we 10 toes ima hold it 2 the ground

assumptions

Slice of Life

Music video: 
https://youtu.be/nO9v_Sw1580?si=bviZ90v8pfIqnh2V

When you walk away you won’t hear me say 
I had a bad night because of you 
All the time that I gave is all that lays on your plate 
This life in my heavy rain 
Let’s never die again 
I hope the sky doesn’t break, so I don’t feel that burn 
Came from a curse and split my world down the middle
The shoes I’ve had to fill been way too big since I was little
I promise you I’m not like other people 
She saw all my differences embrace them said I'll try I’m not a quitter 
Trying on my own I had to make up for the lack of better teachers 
Fighting then and flying now, when I was young I was a good believer
You were a better liar when I didn’t have the eyes to see it 
Beyond the boundary I know there’s a life for me and Ian
So when you walk away you won’t hear me say 
That I'll cry when you come back, I can promise you that

HEAVY RAIN @1x_kuma @whoslemonade *video in description*

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

I just wanna get up on you, get up on you
But your saddles loose 
And I don’t got the right shoes to ride it
This is something I could get behind
You told me to get behind it
We could fuck and change the climate 
But they could never do what we do 
So don’t even try it
No network could make me pull out my checkbook
I put my best foot first and my neck up
I bought the number (n)ine shirt just to match her green dress
She do it so seamless
Rip my clothes off and put them back together like a seamstress
Why the fuck you seem stressed
Is it because there’s nothing that you like on Netflix 
Well that’s too bad
Cause that’s not why I brought you to my bed
Lil sleepy head
Wake me up at 2 
Go to CVS

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

It’s bad enough you’re fun 
So it’s fine if you’re on your phone
So don’t get mad if you can’t find your clothes
We don’t need those
I didn’t lose hope
Tied up the knot when I crossed through the hole
Not tired of the way that you walk through my home
Let you borrow what’s mine but you keep it instead 
Don’t apologize to me if you mean what you said 
Cause the only bug in my bed is you girl
You got wings but you hide em from me 
Some come and slide on me girl
You don’t need to be scared 
Her lower half is a guillotine 
Where my heads trapped
Keep on eating me
So hot and exciting
It’s like we stayed in for hibachi 

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

HEAVY RAIN @1x_kuma @whoslemonade video in description

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