The Loss Factor

Why Isn't the Rain Blue

chamomile eyes (prod. kenzii)

I'm scared of dying
Poetry

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room, yeah

Everybody want's to know our lives
Unpredictable how we ain't ever fall in line
They saw a picture of me leaving your place
Made a story up but it was rearranged
Forwarding the photo to another page
Did you see her hanging out with Simon Grace
Was it real or was it fake
I could tell what he gave me was real

I know with you it's surreal
I would take you anywhere
Mutually trusted love, this bullshit isn't that
I'm synced up to the rhythm of her voices and her laugh
She's swallowing the pillow while I'm blowing out her back
Swallowing the medicine that was hid in my bag
Following the blood and then proceed to clean the mess
Life is a fantasy it's hard to swallow and forget

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room

marigolds (prod. chinapoet + foreshadow)

Proud of Where I am Right Now

Jeans38

Slice of Life

Music video: 
https://youtu.be/nO9v_Sw1580?si=bviZ90v8pfIqnh2V

When you walk away you won’t hear me say 
I had a bad night because of you 
All the time that I gave is all that lays on your plate 
This life in my heavy rain 
Let’s never die again 
I hope the sky doesn’t break, so I don’t feel that burn 
Came from a curse and split my world down the middle
The shoes I’ve had to fill been way too big since I was little
I promise you I’m not like other people 
She saw all my differences embrace them said I'll try I’m not a quitter 
Trying on my own I had to make up for the lack of better teachers 
Fighting then and flying now, when I was young I was a good believer
You were a better liar when I didn’t have the eyes to see it 
Beyond the boundary I know there’s a life for me and Ian
So when you walk away you won’t hear me say 
That I'll cry when you come back, I can promise you that

HEAVY RAIN @1x_kuma @whoslemonade *video in description*

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

I just wanna get up on you, get up on you
But your saddles loose 
And I don’t got the right shoes to ride it
This is something I could get behind
You told me to get behind it
We could fuck and change the climate 
But they could never do what we do 
So don’t even try it
No network could make me pull out my checkbook
I put my best foot first and my neck up
I bought the number (n)ine shirt just to match her green dress
She do it so seamless
Rip my clothes off and put them back together like a seamstress
Why the fuck you seem stressed
Is it because there’s nothing that you like on Netflix 
Well that’s too bad
Cause that’s not why I brought you to my bed
Lil sleepy head
Wake me up at 2 
Go to CVS

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

It’s bad enough you’re fun 
So it’s fine if you’re on your phone
So don’t get mad if you can’t find your clothes
We don’t need those
I didn’t lose hope
Tied up the knot when I crossed through the hole
Not tired of the way that you walk through my home
Let you borrow what’s mine but you keep it instead 
Don’t apologize to me if you mean what you said 
Cause the only bug in my bed is you girl
You got wings but you hide em from me 
Some come and slide on me girl
You don’t need to be scared 
Her lower half is a guillotine 
Where my heads trapped
Keep on eating me
So hot and exciting
It’s like we stayed in for hibachi 

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

get up (prod. chinapoet + exset)

Music video:
https://youtu.be/pj5bZgPDhCc?si=wNaa8OnaeK7p_S6r

I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall

Um, yeah
I don't think you know who you are
I took the piece of the puzzle you gave me and filled out the corners to start
I had a dream in the day, open eyes on my face
So I know that nightmares don't come from the dark
But rather a side of pain where you don't want to go
If I meant to say her name you would rather never know
I took the darkest path so my shadow wouldn't show
Glass heart coffin shattered when I ain't see her at my show
Tears like heavy rain filled up every little hole

I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall
I wasn't ready for the storm
It took all that we got
I wasn't able to restart from soreness in my arms
I brought along with the tools, while you didn't bring any parts
Because I know rebuilding is hard
The foundation and the core wasn't ready to storm

She doesn't except when I pour, I didn't expect it to pour
I know she's breaking her neck to my harmonies and my chords
I think she like the very first song, but streaming all the others more
Checking on my insights, seeing your name on the top of the board
Didn't know there was a chance on the line
If I wasn't here could you fucking decide?
If it wasn't me who would take up your time?
If it wasn't for me then where else would you cry?
If it wasn't in my room else would you hide?
She hit me saying let's go for a drive
I ain't smoke you out, so who else got you high?

Yeah, I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall
I wasn't ready for the storm
It took all that we got
I wasn't able to restart from soreness in my arms
I brought along with the tools, while you didn't bring any parts
Because I know rebuilding is hard
The foundation and the core wasn't ready to storm

I Wasn't Ready for the Storm

I WASNT READY FOR THE STORM (prod. fvckmcghee + kire) VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

(You are now listening to a Fuck McGhee exclusive)

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, got to get back to McGhee
I have not caught up with sleep
I've been too scared of my dreams
I left myself in the street
I had some words in my teeth for about three months
It's been about four weeks since I ain't ever sleep
These drinks held up good
I do not weep
I cannot cry, I cannot speak
Do not go there, do not come here
It's for you my love, with you my dear

It's only been about four months since I've left Sleepy Hollow
Made sure to return the hearts I borrowed
And pay the tab for all the bottles
Because if you're here, then we must drink
If I don't scream, then I must sing
So let's share this dance, take my hand
Though the drink was alright, the chaser was trash

A rose quartz blush cascaded across her face
She said you look so tired, have you ate?
Put a smile on as she went away
Did the mile run just to get her safe
Life's a fantasy and it's hard for me to swallow,
If you're the bottle then I'm in the boat
Where I go you follow, if I start falling it's harder to catch you
Darling I'm sorry
Know if you walk around at that party you'll see the fight that I'm starting
I'm sorry, probably
The DJ put on Hannah and Miley, then our hip started locking
Now I'm the only one smoking
Now everyone is watching (Yeah, fuck)

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, got to get back to McGhee
I have not caught up with sleep
I've been too scared of my dreams
I left myself in the street
Once I slowed down the weed, the resolution had increased
I had to let go and release
The answers found me I believe

It's only been about four months since I've left Sleepy Hollow
Made sure to return the hearts I borrowed
And pay the tab for all the bottles
Because if you're here, then we must drink
If I don't scream, then I must sing
So let's share this dance, take my hand
Though the drink was alright, the chaser was trash

From a hallowed mind came a husk of a man
Started out just fine, every card in his hand
By the final draw he was out of his head
So he'll drink all night just trying to forget

get up (prod. chinapoet + exset)

Kire Noomstar

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