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2024 shuffle 3

july 2024

Summer Rain (prod. Avail)

Nightingale + ChaLotte3 (MaxOTT)

good time w/Lil Kxngz

scrap song frm before the 777 album found on my old flashdrive

lilac19 +sudi scrap

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

gave you my all

Moodswing

@pyu
@frendishawty408

baby can u hold me close
lately ive felt so alone, i went comatose
and i withdraw when im without u, not a overdose
i feel safe when im around u, im just going slow
all my life i never wanted more
all my love, ill give until im sore
body aching, laying on the floor
told myself i wouldnt give up any more

but i could never quit it
people change i get it
but youre never different
id never forget it
first time that i felt you
i healed in an instant
now i hate the distance
living with this sickness
scared of being distant
scared of not forgetting
scared of being different
scared that im forgetting

no reason just to fight you
there's no reason just to lie, too
baby, what do you want from me?
in the end, it didn't matter
to you
guess that's how ts go
baby, why'd ya leave tho
issey miyake, my fit tho
she still wanna rock on my 2 chains
baby girl, why you two faced
kicking me, like um Liu Kang
treating me like i'm no one
baby,  yeah you on 1
please can you love me, for me
cause i'm on my knees :/
don't even matter, fr
baby ily, fr
ts feel like a drill
hand on my heart, n I kill
im in dis bih right w mental
she all on my mind, n my mental

affection ft frendi prod meta

someone (prod. wstdyth)

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

Break my fingers / i'll hold your hand (prod. with3r)

@ilyajay

evr since u left, been getting used to it
n they watch my step like im a youtuber
she jus want my seed jus like im utorrent
got all these new cutz
countn up my buks
im fukn shit up
it ain hard 2 see
blunt got my eyes low
who turnd the lites out?
london jeans yuh
chain on me yuh
look at me yuh
gurl watchu see yuh
fine ass jewelry
look at all my features
she kissin on me
she kno she my queen yuh
heres an unfriendly reminder
this choppa got a bite, vampire
ik 1 day they gon find us
ik they cant do it like us

reminder (rexiroh + ajay)

one back 2 u p xashxavier
two mud p rio leyva
three teal p duwopxo
four lirituya p youtube
five what u need p alijah4k
six tina fey p kashik 7k
seven tonya p meta
eight stalin p jaggedcrema

wrong mix 02

Feel like I got poison in my head
I gotta move on
I gotta turn the lights off
I cant feel love anymore
毁掉我的生活(Destroy my life)
快樂給你帶走(you took away our happiness)
逃不到我的心魔(Can't escape my heart)

Hooo~
我擦不到你的笑容(I can't wipe your smile)
Girl I wanna turn back
Lets make it forever last 
Fuck it you got me tear up
You’re not at my side in this last dance
說什麼開花結果?(What do you mean by blossoming?)
Girl you’re playing with my溫柔 （kindness)
情緒將我們拉開 (our emotions drag us apart)
悲傷的我不停的顫抖(I am shivering in my sadness)
Touched your heart it got me bleeding
I cared too much my body’s aching 
Can we reverse yea my heart’s draining 

Girl you thought its a game?
You put my heart in a frame
I feel that
My heart it did turn black 
My heart keeps burning yea Im driving insane 
Still finding my voice back
Maybe we are a mismatch 
我喘一口氣 (I gasped)
旋律已經給你帶走了(you took away my melody)
但是我放不過你 (but I cant let you go)
Cannot stay it so I 後悔 (regret)
Too tired 
For real, I miss her
太累，不想追 (too tired to chase you)
時間就像煙灰 (time is like ashes)
Hooooo~
為什麼你摸不透我的心？(why cant you feel my heart?)
In my heart I got no 秘密 (secret)
Baby I want you smile back
Baby I want you hold my hand 
Baby I want you come back…

lastdance/顫抖(1vansolo)

@jkjmetasco

they wanna see how i’m doing
they wanna watch my movement
i got a lotta influence
stealing my swag like how i do it
few racks yea i just blew it
off of these drugs, euphoria 
i’ll be tv like euphoria
u know i told ya
gimme dat doja
finna shave my head doja
yea they see me blowing up
what’s in my cup, yea i’m pouring up
everything was for ya
doing these drugs, euphoria 
fucking dat bitch, euphoria 
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
tell me yo secret like victoria
calling my phone i know i messed it up
pulling my dreads out cuz ion got no drugs
im boutta pick up cigs, i think i need dat buzz
nah i’m just playing around, u know i only smoke runts
how do u feel now girl
u gotta step in my world
yea, gloves on they can’t see no prints
yea i’m a zombie, can i get brain
killing myself kurt co, wat
killing myself kurt cobain

off of these drugs, euphoria 
she like wats that u pouring up?
i was 16 ion know wat i was doing yea
everybody laugh at me wtf i’m doing yea
they getting mad it’s cuz i’m doing well
she like u good? ion think i’m doing well
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
i’m staying up til 4 am
and i hope i don’t bore ya
what do u care u don’t know too much about me anyway
yea my money heavyweight
all these niggas too fake
doing drugs like rick james
and i know they wanna see me ball
everybody wanna watch me
and they know i been down before
getting money, euphoria 
no girl don’t do too much
yea, yea

euphoria (jxyy2k luvpurp / violet)

tears on her face baby whats the problem
u were there for me i was at the bottom
i dont have to look to find something in common
and i would never let u find a broken promise
i just hit the plug spent a couple dollars
smoking on exotic its a problemsolver
thom browne shirt 4 bars on the collar
business suit on looking like a mobster
i dont fuck w nonsense, no nonsense
stars in the sky looking like a concert
and they play on 
yea they play on
theres nothing to wait on
to wait on
yea my pockets full its like a seance
in search of something different fuck what they on
i got pain in my songs
i cant take it off
i get geeked i get lost
ill find u in my arms

problemsolver (symelz)

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

made dis rq might priv itt js wntd2postt summ fk it @1wish

twistd off,, il mk it out agn #0.o#
cn u let it go,, u dnt kno wht i meantt
i kno im cyutt y u askn me4s*x ._.
put my fingrs on my lipz ##stfu tried my bestt ;X

shhh,, i dnt wna tlk,, ;I
shhh,, whn will u evr stp ?
shhh,, iv bn stunin nw i b shinin intha parkn lot *~*

o wait,, o wait r u kidn me ?
al tis ##swag shit2ez thy all luk @ me ;DD
##imthtfknG
ima mix tha minons wit da robz mk u fkn geek x.x

bih i fl lik fetyy hear tht wap wap thn runn
y is u tlkn lil jit wht u wnt ?
i did cuz i hd2u did it js4fun ;//
bt ima mk it flip il b movn on ##buhby

shhh freestyl [p. wish]

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

problemsolver (symelz)

kiryano