prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

prod. @hollywoods-most-haunted

me
starve until u die i wanna see ur fuckin bones
overdose in the club im feeling so alone
u ran thru like a track meet dont hit my fuckin phone
pants saggin 2 my dick bb belt w rhinestones
WEREALLINLOVE were in the club rolling off some blow
walk around like a zombie get my bitch 2 roll my dope
walk around my pockets bulging out they filled up 2 some dough
doing lines in hot topic kms inside the sto
i wanna be w u i wanna be inside ur arms
come n eat my brains n come rip out my fuckin heart
bby come n kill me plz just turn me 2 a star
bby come n kiss me plz just kiss up on my fuckin scars

rip out my heart

prod meeee
ft @misalivee

hating everythinggggg

get myself sick
walkin round hating everything 
everybody like to stare every time i walk in 
smoking crack with a bad bitch XD
luvhex double suicide that's wats happening
change for me or ill nevr love u 
i just blacked out that's the only way i tell the truth 
take me back to highschool make myself sick da ba de bitch i feel so blu 
every time i think of u i just don't know what to do 
every night i get too high i hope that u know i can't let u go

she gone leave me stuck
you gone leave me drained baby idgaf
twisted off my drugs i never gave a fuck
i would kill myself just to see u know im dumb
say what? idgafff
used to think im cool 
now wont ever hit me up
i know im dumb
i just love a ghost
this dont even matter 
she wont hear it so ill go
```

make myself sick ft misalive

prod wintr
@p7e  and corpse disposal @corpse-disposal

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/revengediaryentry/

mixed and mastered by me
lyrixx
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hurt me so bad 
in every worse way
but you’re actions is killing me
every fuckin day 
the drugs that you take
the K to the face 
when we all die 
will it all be erased?
oh how you hurt me
i love the way i bleed
lick the scars on my body
the sounds of you steady rotting 
pin me
bite me
do me so bad 
wanted everything that i had
oh it hurt so bad
the last cut was so bad 


last night….
another relapse….
i jus wanted everything to just go back
wanted everything to go back


steady lying to yourself sayin youll get help 
every single day you wake up 
a ghost in a shell
relapse another cut
i cant help but fuck it up
i cant help but make myself really wanna throw up 
i make myself so fuckin sick
its not my fault i told you i was toxic 
blow my brains on my walls
no ones to clean it up
i cant ever stop i swear im so stuck up

I fell in love with the pain i inflict onto myself

produced by @kaneda_7
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lyrics:
your silhouette still haunts me
and its beautiful but daunting
all i have is scars on my body
harsh reality that nobody wants me
another night another bottle that i drink down
holding onto nothing im a complete clown
walk around in this world as a jester
every word that you spoke stuck and festered
skin is peeling
heart needs healing
life needs meaning
can you hear me
can you see me
do love me
lifes a joke but nothings ever funny

did you ever listen to a single thing id say
everysingle day workin thru this pain
i wish i could turn off my brain
all these memories lurking in my conciousness like shadows
i try to fight but i lose every battle
can you just let me know if theres a part of you who still has love
the tiniest bit would be enough
that love could blossom back into us

catching you in lies like a deer in headlights
look so surprised that i know what you did that night
but it doesnt really matter baby coz im so in love with you
and i really dont know what to do
when your heart and your mind are both against you
i know one day i will forget you
and ill look back and ill see i never missed you

you are nothing
you are gone now
youre the embarassing secret i dont wan talk abt
i watched you walk out the door and then lock me out
the drugs im on that i sing about im not proud about
but theyre killing me
and i kinda love it
choosing between a slow death or a bullet i feel gods judgement
honestly fuck it
ill be dead one day anyways might as well go n rush it

silhouette (kaneda7)

self prod

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

ooo
ooooo

i dont like u bitch let go
i dont think u wanna b with me
im leaking blood its from my sleeve
the leafs will change while im deceased
found in the woods its u and me

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

off the k and hennessey
ik what u want
u wanna b with me
i will always hurt me
bby u cant help me
im so gone
im so fucking ruined 
and im puking out my guts
idgaf
bleeding out my cuts
gave u all my love
gave u everything i can

hurt me

Exit

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@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL 

@bigslimeslime

bby can u cut me my arms r getting tired
tell me that u love me ur nothing but a liar
never gonna stop the drugs im only getting higher
i dont wanna live like this set myself on fire
all my drugs r designer 
i dont wanna argue im a lover not a fighter
amphetamines in my bloodstream keep me wired
ill never get better idc bout ur desires
im a clown for believing you
slit my throat n die you left why should i listen u
manic gettin high everyday all my thoughts are you
no more tears left inside my eyes idk what to do

@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL

suffer,cry,repeat w/keta prod.SwordAndsickle

GANJA MAN

prod by @43u
shoutout @disoc8 for helping tweak my mix on this

lyrics:

@gutzxx

like im so sick of drama
I just wanna see 
your pretty face
im so toxic
I will never be replaced
im your favourite drug 
im what your craving for
and im all you need
and I know you want more
I know that im not perfect
but I try 4 you
I do anything you want
so you dont leave me soon

ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT
SO YOU DONT LEAVE ME SOON
ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT
ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WAAAAAAANT

im so sick and nauseous 
I hope I die inside my room
I know that im not perfect
but I try 4 you
I do anything you want
so you don't leave me soon
omg im such a mess can you help me to
im so sick of drama 
I just wanna see your pretty face
im so toxic I will never be replaced
im your favourite drug
what your craving for
and im all you need
and I know you want more
I know that im not perfect
but I try 4 you
I do anything you want
so you do leave me soon

ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT
SO YOU DONT LEAVE ME SOON
ILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT
so you don't leave me soon

hurt me

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