CREDITS:
@1lav
@1qorii
@pupsies
@fallenang3lx
@nightigerxo

LYRICS:
@1lav
tell me i'm nothing 
put me out my misery
i can't make it up to you
you wanna see me bleed
off these drugs 
baby you just wanna see me cry
i'm staying up all night
i just wanna fucking die
hold my hand 
baby i think imma pass out 
all the time
baby i feel like i'm left out
you got my heart
oh girl you got my soul
i'm yours, all yours 
girl you got me lose control

@1qorii
oh baby your pretty
but your so alone
and you never text me
and you never call 
oh girl can you love me
am i not enough
for you
A LOVERS MISSIONS


WE AT THE PHOTOBOOTH ALONE SO YOU CAN GIVE ME A KISS
WE GETTING HIGHER EVERYDAY I CANT REMEMBER TO MISS YOU
EVERYNIGHT IM DREAMING SEEING YOU BLEED IN BLISS
I SAW YOU CRYING AFTER DEATH I TRIED TO GIVE YOU A TISSUE

WE ALWAYS HAVING an ISSUE 
YOU ASKED ME IF I 
CAN MEET YOU DEATH 
THATS A STUPID QUESTION

@pupsies
u know that i don’t mean to hurt u i’m sorry i cant help it 
do you really need me? because lately i’ve been feeling left and 
you know id do anything, just to make it up 
if i kiss your scars and you kiss mine, would that be enough?
i don’t know what i’m supposed to do 
every day i just feel like killing myself too 
what if it was both us, me and you 
we could hold hands when we leave this earth and kiss knowing we’re screwed 
we could hold hands when we leave this earth be angels, one and two 
if we grew wings would our love be pure and whole for once 
fucked up from the past and present i’m so sorry, cus 
i wish i could show you that my love is real and true 
but we fight again it never ends i know, it’s nothing new

CONTROL

SPOTIFY

CONTROL +QORI & PUPSIES [fallen ang3lx + nightiger]

you're so nice

prod me and @bandiicam
mix & master me

CREDITS:
@1lav
@cy4nee
@bandiicam

LYRICS:
@1lav
just tell me you love me babe
all the things we've been going through
like you don't gotta want me babe
you know i'm in love with you
let's pop a pill
it's really nothing new
we could do this all night baby
you know that i fuck with you

tell me now
am i enough
you got my heart
i'd die for your love
tell me now
am i enough
so fucked up
i'd die for your love

@cy4nee
world war 3, are you ready to die?,
sometimes i feel like everything’s around me’s a lie,
broke my heart, you made me cry,
you couldn’t even give me a proper goodbye,

just tell me if it’s true, i don’t care if you don’t like me no more,
i’ll fucking love you till the end of everything we have to go through,
you are my one and only girl, i can’t afford to lose again,
you made me see the light again, it was snow white just like some cocaine

@1lav
tell me now
am i enough
you got my heart
i'd die for your love
tell me now
am i enough
so fucked up
i'd die for your love
(x2)

AM I ENOUGH

AM I ENOUGH +CY4NE [bandiicam x lavendr]

we'd be cute together (prod. tsein)

loveyou/cantletgo

I create ambient space music, ambient sci fi music, ambient cyberpunk music, ambient fantasy music to be used as ambient background music. Used as ambient music for study, ambient music for focus, ambient music for work, ambient music for sleep, ambient music for relaxation, ambient music for reading, ambient music for writing. The music is described as atmospheric ambient music, soothing ambient music, relaxing ambient music, tranquil ambient music, ethereal ambient music, cinematic ambient music, dark ambient music.

Solemn Strings

I create ambient space music, ambient sci fi music, ambient cyberpunk music, ambient fantasy music to be used as ambient background music and film music. Used as ambient music for study, ambient music for focus, ambient music for work, ambient music for sleep, ambient music for relaxation, ambient music for reading, ambient music for writing. The music is described as atmospheric ambient music, soothing ambient music, relaxing ambient music, tranquil ambient music, ethereal ambient music, cinematic ambient music, dark ambient music.

March of the Dead

Defiant Rogue Mini

I create ambient space music, ambient sci fi music, ambient cyberpunk music, ambient fantasy music to be used as ambient background music and film music. Used as ambient music for study, ambient music for focus, ambient music for work, ambient music for sleep, ambient music for relaxation, ambient music for reading, ambient music for writing. The music is described as atmospheric ambient music, soothing ambient music, relaxing ambient music, tranquil ambient music, ethereal ambient music, cinematic ambient music, dark ambient music made for films and content producers

Deep Space Drift 1

Ladybaby (xgatteora x glorygasp)

fukmeup! (Nightcore Version)

whatisthisfromyou? (Prod. sXt!n)

we're SO BACK

prod me xo

LYRICS:
x2
let's just do another line huhh
i never get enough ughh
baby tell me i'm an addict
but i love drugs
got nowhere to hide nahh
girl i got knives yuhh
girl let's cut all night
i-i-i don't give a fuck yuhh

baby tell me what it takes
just to be with you
i can get you anything
any pill, it's up to you
i just wanna rave
yeah i just wanna rave girl
let's do a line or two
i'll take anything you take girl
i swear baby
i been off the drugs
like it ain't good for me 
but it's everything i want
like yeah i'm so addicted
my scars are self-inflicted
don't try to help me now
i don't go out my house
i think i'm about to black out

x2
let's just do another line huhh
i never get enough ughh
baby tell me i'm an addict
but i love drugs
got nowhere to hide nahh
girl i got knives yuhh
girl let's cut all night
i-i-i don't give a fuck yuhh

I <3 DRUGS

I <3 DRUGS [lavendr]

(lil bowika)
angel suicide que eu amo
tô preso num loop, Minha princesinha emo
preso em um percipio, onde vou parar?
sera que eu tenho que me suicidar?
todo vermelho a cor do meu pulso por voce
emuxa sceneslut minha vagabunda
quero fuder e morrer no club agora
gozando enquanto fodo sua buceta
xanax na hello kitty bag eu sei
tira uma foto nossa, jovem lindo amei
morremos jovem vamos ficar na historia
me inspiro em guilherme taucci tenho gloria
luzes acessas e paparazzi na cara
vomitei e estou no chão nessa porra
do lado de uma burra

(marcy madeline)
you dont want no drama, bitch im counting commas 
purple beam, extended clip and its gonna stop ya
you know i love cc and d&g, and im with the team yea thats gc
you say thats your bitch, she saying that she need me
and i popped a perc, it got me feeling queasy
omg ima queen, ima superstar
ima superstar i just crashed my supercar

Died Inside The Club W/ Marcy Madeline (h8star)

prod me obviously

CREDITS:
@1lav
@gutzxx

@1lav
she likes to kill her pretty friends
oh my god let's cause a scene
yeah she likes to fuck and cut
she likes it when they bleed and scream
a couple bodies on me
unknown to those that call me
let's take a trip through the woods
and it ends when we both end up dead

don't let me know when you see me
the light's turning eerie
like yeah it's my fault
they're starting to fear me
like girl can you feel me 
away from the light
my body's all yours
girl say could you heal me

@gutzxx

I don't know what they say
bullets pierce through your fucking head
im so obsessed
like send me a text 
I want you in my bed
FUCKED UP CUT IT UP
I want you back again
like  oh my god
its all my fault
uh its all my fault
lets make it right
pull up to my place
toniiiight
I wanna show you what im like
when your my sacrifice 
I WANNA CUT YOU UP
AND SEW YOUR BODY
INSIDE OUT
your my sacrifice 
your my sacrifice

@1lav
she likes to kill her pretty friends
oh my god let's cause a scene
yeah she likes to fuck and cut
she likes it when they bleed and scream
a couple bodies on me
unknown to those that call me
let's take a trip through the woods
and it ends when we both end up dead

don't let me know when you see me
the light's turning eerie
like yeah it's my fault
they're starting to fear me
like girl can you feel me 
away from the light
my body's all yours
girl say could you heal me

BLEED & SCREAM 2

BLEED & SCREAM 2 +GUTZXX [lavendr]

self prod

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

ooo
ooooo

i dont like u bitch let go
i dont think u wanna b with me
im leaking blood its from my sleeve
the leafs will change while im deceased
found in the woods its u and me

said she wanna b w me
its just my heart u can keep
ik that its gonna hurt bby
its gonna hurt me
take my eyes i cant see
i cant fkin breathe
u just cut me up
u dont care about me
dead on scene
i dont like being
i dont like being me

off the k and hennessey
ik what u want
u wanna b with me
i will always hurt me
bby u cant help me
im so gone
im so fucking ruined 
and im puking out my guts
idgaf
bleeding out my cuts
gave u all my love
gave u everything i can

hurt me

Mall Ratz ft Melissa Marie of the Millionaires! Prod Oatbl00d Perfect for bumping on the way to the mall

Mall Ratz Ft Melissa Marie

https://www.youtube.com/@kotivesdemise
deranged minted
she/her/they/them

add my username discord: lil.bowika
servidor discord
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i make song since 2021 | scenecore since 2000s
brazilian underground music

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new wave @omgsirabe 
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Music for scenes, thoughts and moments. Inspired by scenes, thoughts and moments.

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