close enough welcome back blackwinterwells

Okay, a bit of an unpopular opinion but this is so much better than original just because of the execution. I actually can bear listening to the 2024 remake, I shut the old version off after like 50 seconds into it. Also I love break core type music so…

I’m the 100th comment >< also the bitch saying “this is ass” can you just shut your bitch ass up and just stop listening? :3

the singing the fucking singing ohmygod the instrumentsl is decent but the SINGING OHMGFO REWRITE THE DAMN LYRICS

Me when I love her music (this isn’t all her songs it’s just my favorites which is wrmmm almost all of them LMAO)

Kittydog Shit Idk

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

lose lose lose my fucking mind
win win win until i die
theyre not like the other guys
you cant tell from ur disguise

lose lose losing so much time
as a year just passes by
i can't live another lie
so ill win win win til im compromised

paranoia fills my brain
i wanna push them all away
theres nothing i can do but wait and let my heart decay

fuck the world and fuck this screen
i wanna make my insides bleed
but a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy

baby i suffer inside 
nature makes me feel alive 
poison makes me wanna die
and all that poison's online

i dont want a poisoned mind
its feeding everyone lies
ill let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines

lose feel like a loser
my heart! i loved her!
i understand every side but this is mental torture

win im fuckin winning
even in between decisions
it's just a matter of time before we know it's working

LOSE LOSE LOSE

this is a song from boob's perspective XD

Lyrics:
ppl go blush when they know that im here
when ur daddys at home better hope im not near
cause im a hoot with the ladies
im a flirt with the guys
im so cute to the enbys
just look at my eyes

ppl go blush when they see my big tail (tail)
you look in my direction you will blush without fail 
cause im so hot when its day
and im so cool in the night
i get love on the daily
bet you wish u were mine❣️❣️

ppl go blush

Kittydog - No Inbetween

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

u are my favorite! // Kittydog

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

jus make it go boom remake // Kittydog

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/want-me-dead

u want me dead
u want me passing away
gonna feel all the dread dread
im passing on every day

like dying recycling parts
my corpse resides in your heart
so baby kill me consistently
til im nothing but shards

dead dead
u want me passing away
gonna feel all the dread dread
im passing on every day

like dying recycling parts
my corpse resides in your heart
so baby kill me consistently
til im nothing but shards

IF UR GONNA KILL ME THEN DO IT!!
IM ALREADY ROTTING SLOWLY POISONED BODY
PAIN SO FREQUENT I START TO LIKE IT
PUNCH ME AS I SMILE IN THE DEATHPIT

AFTER THAT U COULD EAT ME ALIVE, WHAT DOES IT TASTE LIKE, BETTER THAN PERFECT?
GNAW ON MY BONES LIKE A DOG, IM DELICIOUS
THEN YOU MEOW ON MY GRAVESTONE WHEN HEARING THIS SONG

Im passing on on the daily
can you feel my memory in your heartbeat
when ur done i know u lick the plate clean
then u shed fake tears readin my obituary
do u miss me bitch, im right here
im reincarnated thru all ur fears
u wish me dead for all of these years
well dreams come true
but not the way u think they do.

want me dead

abc
123
omg i got adhd!

i got adhd and i wanna fuckin kill myself
jk i dont want to but i really feel like i need help
i am just a little boy dont make me take the adderall
one more second passes and i feel like my brains gonna fall
i got adhd and i wanna fuckin kill myself
jk i dont want to but i really feel like i need help
i am just a little boy dont make me take the adderall
one more second passes and i feel like my brains gonna fall

bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
i got bees in my head
i cant focus i cant take it i got sparkles on my face
if another second passes dont tell me im a disgrace

watch the time go by
watch the rain pour down
its a different state
youre in a different town
and i might drown
im a little hyperactive
but not right now
did i just get fs in all my classes?
what!

bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
i got bees in my head
i got adhd and i wanna fuckin kill myself
jk i dont want to but i really feel like i need help
bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
i got bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my
bees in my
bees in my head

mind is like a swarm, focus uncontrollable
can't do what i need to they say i'm dysfunctional
every minute passing losing track of the clock
so sting me right through the heart so my efforts are worth it all!!

attention, in a deficit in my perception
losing battle to the buzzing in my brainstem
forcing us into a system never helping
shouldn't have to fucking fight for them to listen!!!

bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
i got bees in my head
i got adhd and i wanna fuckin kill myself
jk i dont want to but i really feel like i need help
bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
i got bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my head
bees in my
bees in my
bees in my head

bees in my head
won't stop me til im dead
passion through the distraction
i'm pulling through instead
of simply buzzing to my demise
i put all this love in my hive
we can stick together and fly forever
we'll make it sweeter in life yeah!!

Bees In My Head (2024 remake)

microtonal ghost by kittydog

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/win-win-win
kind of a sequel to lose lose lose
probably gonna be a single to an ep/album lol

lyrics:
i feel like a _ fan
takin cards from ur hand
couldn't tell all my friends
but some of them would understand

when i look at my face
different person than yesterday
couldn't help but relay
cant say the same if i stay the same

so i cry, flowing tears of us
[data authenticating]
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
[recovery initiating]
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
[are you sure you'd like to clear trash bin?}
can i breathe one more time for love
[robot deactivated]

does the world even have enough time for me??
when i d** does the person i was release
tell ur friends that u were neverending
and then when u end it u can stop pretending

messed up the mixed sense of baggage
tore it all down to wreak some more havoc
it's so damn good i can almost taste it
feel the fur like grass flowing in the wind

wind, wind, wind, wind
win, win, win, win
i'm killing it, killing it

i feel crazy!! catastrophized anomaly!!
infected beauty!! take normalcy away from me!!
i'm fucking winning, i taste it in the air u breathe
stop talking to me, i'm embarrassed of this part of me!!

i need it put it on repeat so i never forget it
give me directions ill be sure to be them every second
it's irresistible, the feeling of a met condition
take off a layer theres another im fucking bionic

my face, different person than yesterday
win, win, win
you won't believe it if i say it to your face though!
fuck the w*rld
i'll make you scream
i want 2 make ur insides bleed
but a knife in your chest will never
return what you took from me !!!

so i cry, flowing tears of us
then i sweat, as i begin to trust
then i shake, wipe off emotional dust
can i breathe one more time for love

return what you took from me
you better return what you took from me

im gonna
win win win my fucking mind
lose lose losing every time
i take a breath and feel confined
ive got to take back whats mine

WIN WIN WIN

```i'm like a secret agent
creeping up in the night
does it make ur skin crawl
when i don't tell u goodbye

sick and twisted joke
playing up in ur life
ill smile while the slow burn
of fantasies die

im like a cryptid
feel unsubstantiated
but i'd feel so real
petting me thru the matrix

say my name under ur breath
i'm folklore around the fire
ill crawl round ur perception
i eat away at ur wires

i flicker on in the night

crawling away as i smile

dont turn ur back on the time
cant delete me from subconsious
power on from just your sight

cuz ur realitys dyin
i forgot i existed
my humanity's defiled

burned my sense of being
u stared clip off the airplane mode
silence from the screen
speakers blown out chewed em up like bones
falling from the earth
check it out, ive been here before
im inhuman, mechanical animal anthromorph

i can't fall anymore,
it's bound to the floor
cursed to all fours
u fw this form??

now i'm just a myth
so compute me some more
ill claw right around
some unnatural force

I'm so tired of it
Want to be something less ridiculous
had my ups and downs
now i'm fluctuating
cursed 2 on all 4's
all suffocated

so i crawled my way up high
told myself 10 times i'd never die
plastered all my pain on a saturday night
if there's nothing left, it'll be alright

down to the floor
it's warm and it's cold
it's wrong and it's right
it can't be ignored

it's just a myth
so just write me some more
i'll display a pattern
never seen before```

1. cursed2all4s

```i live to see the look in ur eyes
when u made the mistake, stagnant waters align
i feel my heart crush and tar into brine
so one could conclude this concoction is mine

I'M ONE WITH MY OWN INTENTIONS
WHEN I SAY I CANT MOVE MY BODY
I WON'T LOOK AT MY OWN REFLECTION
BUT I CAN LOOK INTO THE MIRROR JUST PERFECTLY

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

i live to see your deep loving smile.
i live to see us around the table.
i live to see us travel the world.
i live to hold our souls together.
i live to cherish every moment
i live to figure out each sentence
i live to love each passing day
ii wish id never ran away

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[%

crush my heart, turn it to stagnant waters
blood's thicker than my feelings shoved deep behind metal doors
hold down in my sinking tarring heart, four walls
kept running for my life, now i can't run anymore

stitch the memories together
to match my unsteady heartbeat
well loved plushie made of
pieces of reality

i control my breathing
im sedated situationally
rhythmic power flowing
thru my expressive embroidery

now crush my heart
with the tightness of your love now
get the river flowing
so the water makes a crashing sound
open up the windows
there's an ocean circulating around
broke the water cycle
but the memories come flooding out

crush. my. heart.
[insane instrumental breakdown]!!!!!11!!!1

2. stagnant waters

```I NEED THAT
panting like a dog
drooling like a maniac
I NEED THAT
clawing on my walls
mewing for it back

i need you more than words can quantify
fossilized my human life
drugs fucked up my state of mind
now is my personality a lie???

killed my brain, it's void of all purpose
self reflection ain't no subscattered surface
when do you gotta realize it's worthless
kill my ego so i cannot get nervous

i literally killed my brain
i literally killed my brain so bad
i hated myself too much
but that hate is love
now im breaking all the walls of that

forgive me ive had enough to think abt
resent me til every bit of me comes out
forget me im trying not to make a sound
but youll find me the moment i speak it out loud

kill me slowly
what do i do?
i wanna leave my body
exit me soon
so can ya

[so kill me, so kill me slowly]]]

killing me slowly youre like a demon
eating my soul for stimulation
breathing me in then choking bleeding
breath me out in the wrong direction

i need that badly, the pure sensation
praying that you don't steal my consience
reset reality can't forget it
desperation for no dependance!!!!!!
```

3. I NEED THAT

```i could see directions
in my view
becoming a compass
magnetizing you
looking out from on the summit
coming thru
do you see the vision
it's becoming all i knew

could it give me some direction?
come anew
wanna be infinity
no catching 22
looking down onto the sunset
see the truth
letting go of something senseless
at the altitude

im fed up at the moment
cuz im right where i started
nothing left to be losing
when im down to keep trying

when my mouth cant keep screaming
think at least i'm still living
try my best to keep going
so bring forth all that's coming

i could be ur additive inverse
or your equippolent
direct me to the edge of the earth
or dont see me again

i like your thoughts on public stances and opinions
so baby are u perpendicular to what im singin?

dont know where im goin

could you give me some direction?
[[[could you give me some direction??]]]

i'm too forward when i'm speaking to you
too many variables
thinking XYZ
can you free me?

i'm too backwards when it comes to worldview
i told myself im
forced to the back seat
please let me

hold the gps, i can give me the directions
all 360 degrees with my intentions
spacetime oh it's lookin like breakfast!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!

im not a Letdown, ill be upright
in the brightest days, on the darkest nights
who knew, a calculation that could save my life
scratch the hierchy, youre my player i

'm too high at the moment
now i'm right where i started
as a singularity, with a taste for creating
spacetime oh it's lookin so epic!!
i could take us to another dimension!!!!!

UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
wHICH WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION??
UR GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
tHAT WAY IS THE RIGHT DIRECTION!!
```

5. Directions

Goodbye to the past. Hello to the future. RISE UP is Sienna Rise's debut album about leaving behind heartbreak, finding real love, and the unconditional love of motherhood. Raw, honest, and empowering—this is her story of transformation.

Hayat Wi Karamah

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

Hai :3
Uhh ummmmmmm man idk I’m just here to listen to music

Bees In My Head (2024 remake)

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