This sounds so cool i literally lov ur music kd !!! ^^

I am a person ashamed of my voice and my looks overall, as well as my personality as I cope in many ways, so this feels pretty comforting while being vibey

I relate too this track so fuckin much TwT

O FUCKING HATE MY NATURAL VOICE SO I JUST CRANK THE AUTOTUNE I FUCKING LOVE MY NATURAL VOICE THAT I DONT HAVE THE SPACE TO USE

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/superposition-2
so uhhhhhhhhh i edited it so it has more stuff in the production :3 im a lot more proud of it now  HHHHHHHHHH  this is the version that will be in my animation uhhdsghf84578457946 nyan
old version: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/superposition/s-7JuEPgWrSrp?si=70103ad4ec0a45aa8a9ba2c040754d39
https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/freeze-up
https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/im-not-in-love-im-just-a-mixed-bag

youre both in love and youre a mixed bag mixed up cant tell you the outcome
superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone
i might be a @@%^ you might be a &*%&
but baby when they become you they'll finally see what you mean

youre both in love and youre a mixed bag mixed up cant tell you the outcome
superpositioned cause when they see your pain it's long gone
i might be a @@%^ you might be a &*%&
but baby when they become you they'll finally see what you mean

i popped a gummy to make pain go away
but what happened next is that i started questioning pain
you need pain to make pleasure a thing and vice versa
a superposition of painless and painful
so thats when i realized the truth of this game
is that we are eternal and we're all the same
a renewable resource of giving and gain
so no matter what happens we'll break through the pain

why does my love not last?
it lasts forever and you didn't know
why do i love so fast? 
you never want your happiness to go
why can't i just relax?
you just want to feel stronger
i feel so damn detached..
you won't feel like this forever

why does my love not last?
it lasts forever and you didn't know
why do i love so fast? 
you never want your happiness to go
why can't i just relax?
you just want to feel stronger
i feel so damn detached..
you won't feel like this forever

love yourself. break the cycle
freeze up, thaw out, you're delightful
your emotions are divine
it was true when you said you'd never die
true love will always win
and you always had it deep within
you've been living the dream, you're always going far
and there's no need to chase them cause you are the stars

kittydog will never die
kittydog will only fly
ill always be right by your side
it's always see you later it's never goodbye

constantly everywhere superpositioned
that is the reason why they wouldn't listen
everything that i have said is a given
that we're all immortal and made in our image
<3

superposition

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

more shit vent music by kd this one from this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHBAl-zzow

even when im not ok ill be ok

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

ahahahahahAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lyrics:

(music make you lose control)

i feel ur music with all of my senses
it moves all the mountains and changes perceptions
i know it isn't the purest intention
but i listen to you like i have an addiction

the way u make ur drums
makes me fall in love
ur mixing is my drug
i wanna chop myself into a million pieces
ooh ooh
i want to be like you 
i want to make myself into the perfect person

but why arent i perfect
am i even worth it
and do i deserve to be your friend
i dont understand why
i expect perfection
cause isnt it something that doesn't exist

i strive to be stronger, work harder, but comparing myself thinking others are better is only a pathway to make myself sad music made me lose control and i think i can get it back

(music make you lose control!)

p-p-perfection doesnt exist, i-i-i dont wanna listen to you oh
p-p-perfection doesnt exist, i-i-i dont wanna listen to you oh
im perfect in my own way, and thats okay, that's okay. okay?
im perfect in my own way, and thats what you'll get from me today

perfection DOESNT EXIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#SHITVENTMUSICBYKD omggg!!!!
ur gonna need the lyrics this shit is unintelligible otherwise:

ive been biting my claws until they bleed
ive been losing myself and losing sleep
ive recorded so much just to press delete
cause i cant fucking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

im not fucking living in 2023
im living in a dissociated fantasy
where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
dont wanna get fucking worse
dont wanna get fucking worse no
i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
wont let myself get worse
dont wanna let myself get worse

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

dissociated fantasy

vent song yayyy‼️‼️ i sampled a stream of mine from 2017.  this song was made fully in bandlab 😁

(lyrics)

there are no future years
its just one replayed
2017 on loop
forever breaking my brain
i still get glimpses of you
screaming out my name
ur searching for answers 
but i dont have anything
love me worship me treat me like im godly
put me on a pedestal even though im 14
hate me degrade me i'm worse than dirt im nothing
this 14 yr old idiot reduced to a dichotomy
(x2)

(recently ive been like,
feeling like i have imposter syndrome
which is like, you feel like you dont deserve
any of the attention that you have
so you kinda just like, desociate with your
uh
i mean dissociate with your popular self
and make you feel like its not you.
im-im only 14 years old
i feel im going to improve way more in the future years
and right now im living the dream that ive always wanted to live!)

youre in your future years
its time to be amazed
enter your trophy room
years of dedication on display
and through the shiny awards
you can see your face
but you dont see yourself
so why'd it even matter anyway

Ive been replaced
By me on screen
shes echoing
who i used to be
im overshadowed by my own achievements
its demeaning
ill climb out of all of these trophies as they suffocate me yea

(yay, i feel happy
i feel happy in life right now
its just really good ok
ok bye!)

14.wav

!!NOT MY SONG!! Credits to the owner. I will take it down if they ask.

im part of the PAWblem​!​! // Kittydog

Ps:This song doesn't belongs to me, it belongs to Kittydog and Joshua Lanuarii

Kittydog - RIP Creativity (feat. Joshua Lanuarii)

see into forever // Kittydog

Fill my timeline /sx

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

dissociated fantasy

kittydog

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