this whole song fuckin speaks to me hhhhhng,,

Chill ^^

lovers rock ; sped up

this is kinda a sequel to: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/fl-studio-test-bruh-moment

This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
Imma try out new things
even if im never perfect
And even when im dead in the ground
I'll still be glad i played with sounds
It doesn't matter what DAW
Don't Avoid What it's about

First Test Song In Ableton XD!!!!!!!!!!

your the reason i have to hide
what i am and what i like
your actions give the rest a bad rep
every thing that youve done i think you dont regret

keep my identity
under cover
watch all my friends 
turn to monsters
WHERE WILL I GO
PLEASE TELL ME WHERE WILL I GO
ill hide who i am forever
i dont know anymore
who should i put my trust in
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE

talent hides your negatives
and bad traits
under your angel wings 
corruption is high
internet royality
what do you have to hide
behind the crown lies
darkness inside

WHY DOES EVERYONE AROUND ME SUCK?!

another day
another inspiration
the way i feel fuels another illustration
ive never felt this motovated
pour my tears into designs
watch my feelings come to life

theres no room for doubt
when your pen hits the paper
im so proud of how it looks
but not the way it came to life
i wish to fuel my motovation
in ways where i dont wanna die
but its all okay cause
you only want to see designs

I paint the pain with every stroke,
I dont think its a problem
Inside my mind, I find my art
im losing every single fight
i sink into computer screens
your love is fueling artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
youve made me a better guy

another day
another flaw
in my art work
youve never done this before
dont try to
give me the fake
talks just give me a break
i know that you cannot relate
to our love??
( love )

I paint the pain with every stroke,
I dont think its a problem
Inside my mind, I find my art
im losing every single fight
i sink into computer screens
your love is fueling artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
youve made me a better guy

I cant paint my pain anymore
the brushes dont help at all 
Inside my mind, I hate my art
ive painted a hell just for me
i drown inside computer screens
your abuse is killing artist drives
Through tears, colors, and misery 
im a mistake inside your eyes

abusive inspiration

empty.road w/ eli filosov [ p h i l o ] :  sptfy.com/8Wa0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/57OXg20mVGA8SMpNcee8OV
itunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/her-single/id1111276702


piano by: https://soundcloud.com/datwhackproducer/w-i-n-d-y

her EP

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self-produced; this one's pretty cute 

guitar recorded on my fender tele 
drums from a few different sample packs

this is a sunny sky, this is a starry night 
this is an afternoon i'll spend inside your arms, held tight 
this is a question mark, this is a final thought 
this is a happy ending snuck into the epilogue 
this is a seperate building, this is the journey there 
this is the scenic route, this is your messy hair 
this is a promise kept, an honored lesson, taught it to you 
through the momunental light alive inside your amour suit, and... 
this is the reason i've been shaking when i speak 
always terribly afraid to make mistakes and make you leave 
it's a shame i'm scared of heights, 'cause when you sweep me off my feet 
i feel the ground beneath me start to sink into the sea 
i can feel the clouds above me coming closer to my touch 
i can almost taste the heavens, but compared to you, it's much 
the same as everything else... another book on a shelf 
it's just too hard to explain, so i'm repeating myself, like... 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is the celebration, this is the party hat 
this is the cellophane in which my heart is wrapped 
and i'm peeling it back, 'cause i'm feeling the love 
this is absolute bliss, this can fit like a glove 
this is peace on the earth, this is me, what it's worth 
i'm not a hundred percent sure, but still 
this here, this is a final draft, this is an epitath 
for every negative emotion on a seperate path 
this is the safest feeling ever to be felt 
it's a message in the morning that intends to make you melt 
and honestly, this is my magnum opus, this is a story book 
where all the illustrations have super-friendly sorta look 
a cordial shook hand at an important event 
with stainless steel silverware and a porcelain dish 
it's the weight of the pull inside of a torrent of fish 
a metaphor used precisely to make it more than it is 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, so i'll be yours forever 

this is a broken record, this is a broken record 
this is a broken record, you'll always know me better 
this is a broken record, this is a broken record 

art by bennie (www.instagram.com/cozylile)

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broken record

@aimless-beats

hey, everyone is someone at least a little bit different online
don't be scared to be honest, okay?
love you
<3

LYRICS:
we all got internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside us we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
that's display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
he had a hand than swam like fish in the seas
and a penstroke that'd bring any critic to his knees
it was beautiful, flowing like the blood inside my artieries
he painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
until at best it was a godsend, and worst, it was a part of me
'til suddenly... things began to seem different
moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
but surface-wise his screen names were never inefficient
as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
so a couple thousand people saw a perfectly inoccuous complexion
while i was tryna talk him through depression
the lesson to be learned is that your heros aren't invincible
just normal folks who often need expression, so pause and leave a message...

if you want; they'd probably appreciate it...

...internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside that we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
in a way that could coerce a train to fly
a perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
until their person was emburdened by the verses they designed
and they began to lose their touch...
the little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
and ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life
instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
and suddenly... they were writing less and less
in spite of their success they saw no light and second guessed
the creativity they harbored in their heart
there's only so much fucking artwork you can make 'til you forget the way to start
so a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
of music while they fought idiosyncracy
that slept as mental illness... and woke as some peculiar train of thought
that masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering deliquency

i hope that all these words have made you think of me

internet personas, internet personas
we all got internet personas, internet personas (x7)

internet personas (prod. aimlessbeats)

internet personas (prod. aimless)

Summer is Like a Dream

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Summer is Like a Dream(Prod. Rook1e)

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/kittydog098/awesomazed-furry-chiptune

<3 i added lyrics to my chiptune song, awesomazed furry :3

awesomazed furry (with vocal)

@draffish <3

lyrics:

ill never understand the way you write

highlighted and underlined

(nya!)

theres a way to stop yourself
every day from reaching hell
every chapter of your life
highlighted and underlined

ill never understand the way you write
annotations faded left and right
never making up the space you cant deny
oh my   i cant even try

ill never understand the way you write
always covering your hands with bright highlights
never paying any mind to what you see
thats the way you live and its not for me 
youll be mindlessly trying to get through the days
endlessly highlighting every page
losing your sense of importance and praise
as you tear out the pages and throw them away

no one can
take my
highlighter
oh  my

nobody (no one can)
can (take my)
nobody can do it (highligher)
do it (away, no)

(no)

highlighted and underlined [prod. draffish]

sometimes i see you inside my daydreams

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/daydream-instrumental-milkyasser-remake

sometimes i daydream

im not available for you
 available for you 
im not available to do
 anything for you
 im not available
 please stop, please stop calling my phone 
im not available 
i just want, i just wanna be left alone

not available

cover of - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbxAB7rTpDc <3
uwu

instrumental - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Al_BNQNt42w

s/o to @jitterclick for insp

cant get over you (cover)

hey you! yes you 
you make my life brighter
every time we talk
we have a lot of fun and stuff
youre a sweet friend
beautiful person
oh yeah i love you
no homo or het
i just think that youre the best
i just think that youre the best

its such a pleasure 
 to know u better 
u make me smile
 lets hang out a while 
ur such a sweet friend
 and a nice person 
our future is golden
 and full of creation

sweet friend

so  i took a line from this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSXiNSiiCsg
and i added my own lyrics
and did it on ukulele in my singing style cause  yea
the lyrics i added are about some one i have a crush on but ddddDDDD

lyrics:

i’m scared
of telling you how i feel
maybe
it’s better
if i try to conceal 
the truth
for me
and for you
but i’m still stuck on you
oh i’m falling for you, oh

found out ive fallen for u
dont wanna believe that its true
and i just dont wanna lose u

i found out ive fallen for u
i dont wanna believe its true
i just wanna stay friends with you

trapped myself in the friend zone
i just wanna be alone
you make me feel unknown
i want you to be my home
but for now were just friends though
cause i cant rush to be yours
push my feelings, ill ignore them

falling for u [cover with some orig lyrics]

[this song has lyrics but i havent recorded them yet]

i have no skills 
i have i have no skills
just kidding
i have 21 of them

no skills [chiptune]

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

not planning on making music anymore, just gonna use this as a alternative to spotify

still active tho :]

falling for u [cover with some orig lyrics]

kittydog

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