I forgot is kittydog a proshipper? cuz that why I stopped listening to her music for a while but it's so good 😥

do a mashup of this and all of the lights by kanye(yea ik ik he said some fucked up shit but his old music good)

I had this liked for months before i accidentally removed it oops

AJSHDKHSKSHSKSHSKSHSJSKSHSKSHSKSHSKYSAUYWJSHS

Yellow Worms

autotune music again here we go

//lyrics//
this new chapter makes me 
freeze up
higher and lower they gon combine
this is true love
subtract emotions from the divine
if i cant control my body i will open up my mind
ill control my physicality by changing how it writes
i cant tell you how i feel cause baby i dont even know
not in love im just a mixed bag just waiting for the show
im going out to fly is this the place i need to go
couldnt care less if i want you cause thats feeding my ego

freeze up
higher and higher i feel detached
from my emotions
rationalize why i should relax
god it hurts so bad just wanna go right past
why does my love not last? why do i love so fast??

imma pop a gummy make the pain go away make the brain go yay make my life say hey
please dont worry bout my frozen stature its just nature its just nature yeah

make the pain go away!
make the brain go yay!

freeze up

stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
--
they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

remake of: https://soundcloud.com/kittydoggo/crying-in-the-club

^w^
now im crying in the club
tears they wont shut up
cry in the club
and i wont shut up
im a little baby kd
and i need a head rub
cant look back to 2020
cause i 2021
im a dog im a kitty
and im givin u my love
ur an angel
always floatin in my dreams tho
ur a rainbow
pink blue red and purple
its late though
not too late to make a change though
now ur on a different page owo
(u know im cool with that yea)
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
cried enough to fill my cup
and ill serve it at the pub
crying in the club
and my tears are made of love
i don't even need a cup for all this
radiating trust oh
ran out of the club doors cause i don't need it
i'm thinking that all the angels know we succeeded
we're not stopping this any time soon
cause i opened my eyes to the heart and the moon oh
i can't be outdated
cause the knives in my mind are serrated
done with crying in the club but i still wont shut up
cause i know that the whole world deserves it

crying in the club (remastered)

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

all these people think they know me
they dont know me
all they fucking know is pixels on a screen
its all lies its all lies its not wrong its not right
if i fucking close my eyes and see the poison one more time

ive got blood on my hands splattered all across the walls
ive got years of lacking empathy i dont need it at all
fuck your reason fuck your meaning fuck your stupid fragile feelings
all you ever feel is pain so i would rather just feel nothing

its controlled, its all gone
nothings right, nothings wrong
i do not want to feel oh
they all think im not real so
lies, lies, i could fill my head with lies
choke me out ill just be fine
leaking out all of my insides woah

lies, lies, fucking feed me lies oh
likes hit that like button dont forget to follow
lies, lies, all my feed is full of lies
screen that keeps me up at night and notifies me when i die woah

LIES

i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

stop fucking talking
your words are like sandpaper to my brain
smooth it out til its a goddamn paste, 
ur such a fuckin worthless waste

hundreds of people cant be wrong
saying kys delete ur songs
only thing im deleting is my ability to fawn

lies, lies, fuckin feed me lies
imma scrape out my mind ill be like this is fine
(x4)

kys delete ur songs

#SHITVENTMUSICBYKD omggg!!!!
ur gonna need the lyrics this shit is unintelligible otherwise:

ive been biting my claws until they bleed
ive been losing myself and losing sleep
ive recorded so much just to press delete
cause i cant fucking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

im not fucking living in 2023
im living in a dissociated fantasy
where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
dont wanna get fucking worse
dont wanna get fucking worse no
i wanna get fucking worse
i wanna get fucking worse oh
wont let myself get worse
dont wanna let myself get worse

i fucking hate my natural voice
so i just crank the autotune
i fucking love my natural voice
that i don't have the space to use

dissociated fantasy

Lyrics:

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I-

(Kittydoggo!)

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

[🎶 Instrumental 🎶]

Yeah, I hope you don't miss me anymore.
I don't even remember who you are.
But don't mind it, you could be the first thing
I think about while my mind's slowly drifting.
Yeah, I probably don't miss you anymore.
Even if I said many times before.
Oh god, I think I'll love you forever
'Cause I didn't know what I meant by forever!

kittydog- first thing

Ps:This song doesn't belongs to me, it belongs to Kittydog and Joshua Lanuarii

Kittydog - RIP Creativity (feat. Joshua Lanuarii)

when has healthy ever been my priority (Remake Version) // Kittydog

og song and instrumental by switzerr: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xGXN6FWpxA

switzerr - negatives [kittydog cover]

May Death Never Stop You

Famous Last Words

Noh More Themkyn 🔥🎶

In Utero

Heart-Shaped Box

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZmg_NQog8s

crystal spray (remastered)

Emotions through playlists I play on loop =)=

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

freeze up

kittydog

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