fantasy world (oct 29, 2021 remake)

really proud of this one 
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is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

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i got wasps in my brain yea theyre stinging up my insides
waiting for a time where everybody wants me to die
i might lose my temper for a little bit then close my eyes
one more second passes where im thinking bout these damn lies

FUCK YOU BITCH LOOK INSIDE THE MIRROR LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID
HAUNTED BY OUR PAST FOREVER I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRY JUST DONT EXPECT THEM TO FORGIVE
U MAY BE UNIVERSAL BUT THE UNIVERSE DONT GIVE A SHIT

watch the blood drain down watch your soul climb out
fuck it up in the studio, let all these bitches drown
wasps in my head crucify me with the thorns
they gon pray on your downfall but goin down ill be reborn

wasps in my brain

NEW SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog)

break me down
im tired of the dreams i have of you
its infurating 
it messes with my head
i wish you were dead
to me

i hope in another life
i meet you again
but its not friendly
and im not sorry
im not guilty 
for your mental issues

in every part of me
i see you in my heart
im bound
by chains
im in pain
cause everything you did to me

HATE YOUR VOICE
THE WAY YOU TALK
I HATE THE WAY YOU SOLVE YOUR ISSUES
HATE THE LOVE
IT WASNT TRUE IM FUCKING GETTING OVER YOU
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE THE LOVE I FELT INSIDE
I HATE YOUR GUTS
I HATE YOUR FRIENDS
I HOPE YOUR FUCKING LIFE ENDS

4. brainkiller

LOVE is more than grand gestures — it's in the quiet moments, the unspoken words, the ache and the beauty of being vulnerable. 💔🌹 This album is a gentle, honest reflection on love in all its forms: tender, tangled, painful, and true. 🎶 A soft-spoken soundtrack for hearts that have felt deeply and loved bravely. 💌✨

#LoveAlbum #AcousticVibes #HeartSongs #PoeticSoul #IndieLove #FeelSomething #IntimateMoments #SoftSoundtrack

LOVE

The Editor’s Ex (Caitlin Doyle)

this was recorded  ‎September ‎29, ‎2019

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/chloeburbank/worldstarmoney

worldstar money (small cover)

autotuned + a vent
lyrics:
i do not want to feel
i wish i couldnt feel
anything
i just wanna be numb
i do not want to feel
i do not want emotions
please take this bullshit out of me
i do not want anything
i do not want anything
i do not want anything to do with human emotion
i do not want anything
i do not want anything
i do not wanna care about anything that the world brings
i do not want to feel
i wish i couldnt feel
anything
i just wanna be numb
i do not want to feel
i do not want emotions
please take this bullshit out of me
i do not want anything
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I WASNT REAL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT FEEL
I WISH I COULDNT

i do not want to feel

suicide rock!! (tw)

they all hate me

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

i do not want to feel

kittydog

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