Perfection doesn’t exist (call back to old song)

stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
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they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

hyperfollow: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/no-response

lyrics:
i forget
all my problems when i sleep
they started asking me
to try and break the peace 
i dont remember that
i was tryna set the scene
im singing to the beat
im swinging by my feet 
dont test me

idk who i am
i just wanna be myself
should i stay the same or
should i try something else
i dont feel tangible
i think ive lost my sense of self
im feeling in the dark 
to see if anything can help

dont text me!
unless u tryna get No Response
ill say nothing!
but maybe anything all at once
what happened?
i asked myself and said nothings wrong
who is this? you got No Response
but do you need one?

(oh my god im trying so ####ing hard and its not perfect why am i not perfect-)

who am i?
i asked myself and got no response
im nothing 
and also everything all at once
start singing
i tell myself and i cough up blood
waiting for myself to respond 
but i dont need one

who am i?
i asked myself and got no response
(kittydoggo)
im nothing 
and also everything all at once
start singing
i tell myself and i cough up blood
waiting for myself to respond 
but i dont need one

clearly you don't understand what good music is.
I know what good music is I'm the god of good music okay
(no response)
You can delete all your songs, just ####in, shut the #### up.
(no no no no response, but i don't need one)

no response

lose lose lose my fucking mind
win win win until i die
theyre not like the other guys
you cant tell from ur disguise

lose lose losing so much time
as a year just passes by
i can't live another lie
so ill win win win til im compromised

paranoia fills my brain
i wanna push them all away
theres nothing i can do but wait and let my heart decay

fuck the world and fuck this screen
i wanna make my insides bleed
but a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy

baby i suffer inside 
nature makes me feel alive 
poison makes me wanna die
and all that poison's online

i dont want a poisoned mind
its feeding everyone lies
ill let the pain out by painting all of these red and blue lines

lose feel like a loser
my heart! i loved her!
i understand every side but this is mental torture

win im fuckin winning
even in between decisions
it's just a matter of time before we know it's working

LOSE LOSE LOSE

really bad cover!!!!! bc i relate to this song XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

original song and instrumental by atsuover its rly good listen: https://youtu.be/F7mUIQS_N0Y

online oversight (cover)

Kittydog - No Inbetween

!!This is NOT my song!! Credits to the owner, I will take it down if they ask.

Kittydog // It's all love

see into forever // Kittydog

jus make it go boom remake // Kittydog

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kittydog/want-me-dead

u want me dead
u want me passing away
gonna feel all the dread dread
im passing on every day

like dying recycling parts
my corpse resides in your heart
so baby kill me consistently
til im nothing but shards

dead dead
u want me passing away
gonna feel all the dread dread
im passing on every day

like dying recycling parts
my corpse resides in your heart
so baby kill me consistently
til im nothing but shards

IF UR GONNA KILL ME THEN DO IT!!
IM ALREADY ROTTING SLOWLY POISONED BODY
PAIN SO FREQUENT I START TO LIKE IT
PUNCH ME AS I SMILE IN THE DEATHPIT

AFTER THAT U COULD EAT ME ALIVE, WHAT DOES IT TASTE LIKE, BETTER THAN PERFECT?
GNAW ON MY BONES LIKE A DOG, IM DELICIOUS
THEN YOU MEOW ON MY GRAVESTONE WHEN HEARING THIS SONG

Im passing on on the daily
can you feel my memory in your heartbeat
when ur done i know u lick the plate clean
then u shed fake tears readin my obituary
do u miss me bitch, im right here
im reincarnated thru all ur fears
u wish me dead for all of these years
well dreams come true
but not the way u think they do.

want me dead

microtonal ghost by kittydog

Car Radio (Twenty One Pilots cover by Charlotte)

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

no response

kittydog

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