Yellow Worms

im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

melatonin doesnt work on me
im in ur water in ur air cause im the next disease
clean the infection in your mind with a little caffine
pushing my system to conform wasting your energy

dont you have better things to do than waste your mind on me
i'll make you read into perceptions call that r.i.p.
opened my eyes to broken shackles, and escaped to sea
ill make the ink bleed
cause god i hate conformity

i hate conformity
its all a prison
no one will fucking listen
im saying fuck the system
god i hate conformity 
keep your chaos in a line
cause ill be fucking with mine
no correlation this time

i hate conformity

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stream :3 - https://open.spotify.com/album/5rlkspTW5YrreKCQH1Sb62?si=CieZ_CcbRcqSExu___RbsQ&dl_branch=1
this is a vent song i made continued from: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/they-all-hate-me
when i originally made it i was not in a good mindset. i built off of it adding a more positive verse to the end to signify the improvement of my perception.

lyrics:
--
they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

i just dont know if i can take it any more
idk if they will listen, no
i just know they fucking hate me, theyre all leaving
maybe part of me deserve it, i'm done explaining

how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?
how do i know for a fact they're not talking shit behind my back?

they all hate me, they all hate me
all my inspirations hate me, theyre all leaving
i should know that they dont know me
i dont know them
but if im too scared then how will i make friends?
they all hate me, they all hate me
i feel like everyone hates me, they wont listen
im an outcast among others way more talented
im a loser, why can't i just fucking fit in?

why can't i just fit, why can't i just fit in?
why can't i just why can't i just fucking fit in?
[x4]
i'm an outcast, outcast
i'm an outcast, i'm an i'm an outcast
[x2]

i don't have to fucking fit in!!!

:3 :D

[kittydoggo! ki-ki-kittydoggo kittydoggo!]

u//w//u o///o

im an outcast, and all my friends love that shit
cause every time i lose, i bring back a ten times win!
i'm L pilled, i'm W pilled
i didn't take my normal pills
real ones understand that, it's all just fucking abstract 
so

they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they hope im failing
they know that im growing
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on going!
they all hate me
they all fucking love me
they all wanna kill me
they all wanna fuck me
a little bit of everything since i was fucking 13
i'll lose my life a billion times but i'll just keep on 
going~

OUTCAST

really proud of this one 
--

is it easy or not?
will u leave me to rot?
im starting to feel like i dont have a choice
will i create some love
is there somewhere high up above
we'll be screaming this until i lose my voice

deterministic reality vs randomization
im feeling passion inside of me but my minds losing patience 
been waiting ever so eagerly to achieve satiation
even if i am aware of it im still prone to invasion

im calling out to my god, not the god thats within me
and with a blink of an eye i see the ending's beginning
future's dead to me now, past can lose its meaning
with all this mass passing through me ill cry out every season

i dont have a choice
changing is all that i am
i choose to not give a damn
cause im a cycle theres no stopping it
i do have a choice
a signifying one
that choice is all that ive done

dont have a choice

all these people think they know me
they dont know me
all they fucking know is pixels on a screen
its all lies its all lies its not wrong its not right
if i fucking close my eyes and see the poison one more time

ive got blood on my hands splattered all across the walls
ive got years of lacking empathy i dont need it at all
fuck your reason fuck your meaning fuck your stupid fragile feelings
all you ever feel is pain so i would rather just feel nothing

its controlled, its all gone
nothings right, nothings wrong
i do not want to feel oh
they all think im not real so
lies, lies, i could fill my head with lies
choke me out ill just be fine
leaking out all of my insides woah

lies, lies, fucking feed me lies oh
likes hit that like button dont forget to follow
lies, lies, all my feed is full of lies
screen that keeps me up at night and notifies me when i die woah

LIES

We Not Making It Out The Suburbs With This One

NEW SONG WITH @kittydoggo
LYRICS:
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me

guess i'm thinkin' bout all of that sh!t again
it never leaves my mind it's like it's wired in
search for all the answers on the internet
i'm not satisfied with any resolution cause
it kills me to deal with but i'm all good
look at the site but i'm scared to book
thoughts in my head telling me i should
call the f*!ckin' number (now i'm feeling better)
woah
i just wanna feel like myself
woah
never gonna give up my sense of who i am

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to lo-o-o me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

i need you to see me
all i do is look into the screen
won't you perceive
anything i do just to be free
i'm so frantically trying
feel like i'm dying
save me from my split reality
i need u to help me
the internet it has me in a trance
be the real me
take me to a world where we can dance
i'm so tired of lying
bout who i am
so tell me whatever u want
and i'll be down with the plan

if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me
if u wanna tell me, then tell me
cause i need u to help me, to help me
cause all i do is sit and think to myself and pity everything
so i need u to love me

woah

Tell me!! (ft. kittydog)

break me down
im tired of the dreams i have of you
its infurating 
it messes with my head
i wish you were dead
to me

i hope in another life
i meet you again
but its not friendly
and im not sorry
im not guilty 
for your mental issues

in every part of me
i see you in my heart
im bound
by chains
im in pain
cause everything you did to me

HATE YOUR VOICE
THE WAY YOU TALK
I HATE THE WAY YOU SOLVE YOUR ISSUES
HATE THE LOVE
IT WASNT TRUE IM FUCKING GETTING OVER YOU
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE THE LOVE I FELT INSIDE
I HATE YOUR GUTS
I HATE YOUR FRIENDS
I HOPE YOUR FUCKING LIFE ENDS

4. brainkiller

might animate this song
i kinda like it

lyrics:

tainted
and painted
by you
im your blank canvas
remold and control
what i think
what is the right process
reprogram my basic thoughts
say i dont do what im told
this is what you taught me
i thrive on negativity

dreams are fucking lies
i cant stand the positivity
your ruining my mind
with the lies that your saying
fuck it 
i feel stablized
BY THE NEGATIVITY
ive doing this years
DONT BELIEVE IN THE ENEMY
I PUT MYSELF ON LOCK DOWN
I CANT EVER CALM DOWN
HOLD THE LOVE ABOVE MY HEAD
ILL HOLD MY GUARD UP
TIL I SPIRAL
THROW UP ALL MY USEFUL DREAD

NO I NEED HATE TO SURVIVE
I USE IT AS MY MOTOVATION
AND MY WILL TO PROVIDE
FOR MY COMMUNITY
I CANT EVER SEE THE LIGHT
IM TRAPPED IN DARKNESS
HARNESS MY ENVY
MAKE SOMETHING 
SOMEONE ELSE WILL BE PROUD OF ME!!

BLANK CANVAS

May Death Never Stop You

Famous Last Words

In Utero

Heart-Shaped Box

never die

(this song contains autotune)
lyrics:

i want to tell you everythings fine
and its gonna be alright
and then ill sing you a song

i want you to look into my eyes
and to confess all your lies
and to tell me what is wrong

i want to let you know that im here for you
and everythings gonna be ok, its true
i wanna let you know that im by your side
until we die

in a fraction of a second
a decimal of time
i will decimate the edges
of your sadness deep inside
obliterate the pressure
destroy all of the rage
i will fly above emotions
and then sing a song in space

yea
i will do that
cause its time to fly away in space
we'll fly away without a trace of lost love
lost love
cause its time to fly away in space
we'll fly away without a trace of lost love

decimal of time - 5:5:18, 1.08 AM

by the way i do not really relate to this song i am venting by making it but it doesnt 100% relate to me

hbb2

Hhahahahahahahahah god imn so

Non nightcore version: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/im-a-loser-epicstyle-remix-version-slow/s-I8TyctNR8IO

they all hate me RARDED nightcorw  EPICSTYLE REMIX VERSION!!!!!!

Emotions through playlists I play on loop =)=

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

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kittydog

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