im gone from the universe oh no
what happened to my wings and halo
it happens to be a phase of changing and growing no one knows
alone in the universe
it seems like all of my body hurts
but these pains all around me seed the trees that are my potential
im part of the universe
i know
your flaws are as perfect as ever
i cant convey this with words
but as long as we try we'll be happy forever

happy forever happy i wanna be happy forever happy
nobody can take this happiness from me
im gonna be happy forever happy
we're gonna be happy forever happy 
cause all of the sadness is a fantasy
i switched up my consiousness its time to see
how much of a happy person i can be

happy forever

OFFSET

this is kinda a sequel to: https://soundcloud.com/rarded/fl-studio-test-bruh-moment

This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
This is my first test song made in Ableton
I have no idea what i am doing
Imma try out new things
even if im never perfect
And even when im dead in the ground
I'll still be glad i played with sounds
It doesn't matter what DAW
Don't Avoid What it's about

First Test Song In Ableton XD!!!!!!!!!!

lyrics:

put me on mute im on slient
im bleedin so much im dying
YOU CUT SO DEEP WITH YOUR WORDS
THAT I MIGHT AS WELL BE ON THE FLOOR BLEEDING OUT
TRAUMA DUMP ITS NOT NEEDED
GUESS MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING 
Turn the volume down its just another sound THAT AINT EVER NEEDED!!

everybody views me like an outcast
can you please be fair
can you understand that
its not a misunderstanding
if you refuse to understand

MUTED

They say beauty’s just skin deep
But darling, I want every piece ( please just overfeed me )
i may over indulge in you
I'd take you whole, and die in peace

therapy it doesnt help with my self image
the things ive done are stupid
but they all got a cause
rip your wings off
then id eat them
you say your fine but 
oh i need them
breathing in the poison
that i always ask for

I BET YOUR NOT THAT SPECIAL
CAUSE YOUR REALLY FUCKING STUPID
NEVER WATCHING YOUR BACK
OH YOUR READY FOR A BEATING
I HATE THE EYES 
THEY ALWAYS SEE YOU
BUT THE BEAUTY 
OH ILL KILL YOU
RIP YOUR SKIN OFF
THEN ID WEAR IT
MAKE SURE NOT TO TEAR IT

prepared a sacrifice
but its me, not you
this illness is self inflicted
melting in my own skin
but the attention 
its alluring 
you dont know but
i am learning
to become 
just like you a butterfly girl

They say beauty’s just skin deep
But darling, I want every piece ( please just overfeed me )
i may over indulge in you
I'd take you whole, and die in peace

BUTTERFLY GIRL [ lyras mind ] 3.

im not available for you
 available for you 
im not available to do
 anything for you
 im not available
 please stop, please stop calling my phone 
im not available 
i just want, i just wanna be left alone

not available

its not an illusion
 perception of movement 
you tried to disprove it 
 you said it was useless 
i can’t hide it 
its my style 
i can try it
 just you wait
 just a few more years
 you won’t see my tears fall down
 on the pavement 
when i walk back home

not an illusion

by the way i do not really relate to this song i am venting by making it but it doesnt 100% relate to me

hbb2

prod. and sang by me lol idk how to make MUSIC
the lyrics were improvised loool

lyrics:
Please somebody fucking help me
I dont know how to make music
I dont know how to make music, whore

[ please somebody help me i dont know how to make music.
I am fucking dying yeah im gonna fucking lose it.
i am using autotune to make some garbage sounds yea
i dont know what i am doing when my brain's not around]

Please somebody help me i dont know how to make music
I am gonna cry and bitch im gonna fucking lose it
I dont understand the ways that other people do it
Cause im stuck inside a brain thats gonna fucking lose it

idk how to make music whore

beginning sound clip is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k83V_QBBSZU&feature=youtu.be&t=690
but everything else is by me lol uhhhh im fuychgjh

solution

suicide rock!! (tw)

i might be coming back to soundcloud but i mostly use bandcamp
https://kittydog.bandcamp.com

im kd
i eat ass
she/her and they/them
my alts are:
@rarded
@ipeedandfardedandshidded

solution

kittydog

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