Insane. Seen the song being made. Happy New Year gang

DON’T YOU LEAVE ME ALONEEEE 🔥 (i love u hovik this is your best song happy new year) 💕

the more I come back to this I realize this is worthy of an award Holy shit

hvk.

jan 1st 2024

eudora
jaded
saudade
adronitis
nighthawk

hvk.

produced by okayjml

out everywhere woo

lbgri qp tfednf | tepcu

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

jaded

ovp | tepcu | tfednf

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

and the .45 cal get to getting what the fuck we need
we next in the scene
turn 12 red pockets into motherfucking green
We gon make sure the stock stick straight to the beam

ever since we all started talking, we never waste time
I’m fine
swear I'm an insomniac
voices building all up in my head, I wanna have em back
People tryna talk to me, I know that they don't have my back

Every single thing in my life is a gradual hill
I ignore all that shit and go and take a pill
next thing you know it in a year, we making a mil
or two

say I'm similar to
someone that they heard before

probably me
see me from a closed door
call it a cheat
meet me on the first floor
I ain't a fiend

I just really want your love
only for me
stay under my feet

like soles
My clothes
shoot off when you're right next to me
life goes
I know
that its all celibacy
dont reap
what you sow
dont ever want you to leave
I want you staying with me
I'm the only one that should keep

track of how I feel in the meantime
feel like nothing's real, it don't feel right
way too overkill, paint the sky white and black like mono
red tips hollow

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

talk down when the time is shifting around me
talk abt ur fake friends n leave me 4 dead weight
i dont got a problem with u but u movin like a snake
everybody talks about u in this town like
get back when everything feels convenient
everytime i talk 2 u i try to be lenient 
i dont got a problem with u but u movin like a snake
everybody talks about u in this town like
everybody looking round their shoulder
alleyways clear ur  moving aroudn the corner
make amends eveyrthing is different when ur looking thru the lens of scared man not afraid to do some scary shit
8 fold all told
and im blindfolded until it bends
i dont intend to do some backtalk
talk about abt the park and ur gonna get some backshots
(wtf)

I just been releasing all of these thoughts inside of my head
the park goes too dumb, we don't ever rest
ever since we formed, yeah I swear that we feelin the best
every single day, we just chill until the sky red

I can't separate from the bro's (ever)
We've been tryna get to the cash (cheddar)
when do you think that we gon stop? (neva)
Hit the bro's we slide to the bank, pull out the beretta

and the .45 cal get to getting what the fuck we need
we next in the scene
turn 12 red pockets into motherfucking green

ovp remix ft. qlein

rolo | tepcu | tfednf

attention when I walk into the room i'm a statement 
meant to be a bother, now I'm stuck up on the pavement
watching all my moves, you would think I'm playing snake 
man i could be better than the rest, but i stay spent 

i say less 
but i mean more
when the pain wrecks
through like three doors

yeah you don't need a warning 
cuz you crossed that territory
in the past, no room here for mistakes there's only purgatory

feel my teeth when i bite back
feel the force when i strike back 
all the pain yeah I like that 
all the hits yeah i fight back

attention when I walk into the room i'm a statement 
meant to be a bother, now I'm stuck up on the pavement
watching all my moves, you would think I'm playing snake 
man i could be better than the rest, but i stay spent 

i say less 
but i mean more
when the pain wrecks
through like three doors

yeah you don't need a warning 
cuz you crossed that territory
in the past, no room here for mistakes there's only purgatory

feel my teeth when i bite back
feel the force when i strike back 
all the pain yeah I like that 
all the hits yeah i fight back

statement

ttthou | tepcu | tfednf

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three…
(shit.)

Don’t 
Just text me when you’re bored
I’ve been staring at my phone just waiting for you
I been reconsidering my feelings for you

Don't
“Don’t let go”
That’s what she told me when I said I wanted to leave her again

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

I can’t keep putting on an act for someone I don’t love
So tell me if you want to recommit or let me run

I might be happier if we go the second route
Less of a chance of there being someone else
I’ve been running from the root of the source of the problem
Leaving you behind is the only humane way to solve it

I see you falling down
But I won’t come to help
Rather dip than just drown
In sorrow than I am to wealth

I know that you need me to the point that you start crossing all my boundaries I hate being so in love

So

Don’t 
Just text me when you’re bored
I’ve been staring at my phone just waiting for you
I been reconsidering my feelings for you

Don't
“Don’t let go”
That’s what she told me when I said I wanted to leave her again

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

one, two, three, four
one, two, three, three, three
one, two, three, four
one, two, three, four, four

tepcu

the way you took my heart and then my head
you left me speechless
I don't think I can forgive the way you've made me feel, you've got me

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

stuck
i've been stuck
i've been

losing my sanity wonder if I'm about to pass out
getting a grip on reality might just make me tap out
nothing else
to control me while getting my ass out
swear you got me bout

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

saudade

afi | tepcu

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)

Outta luck
I've been wonderin' if I'm even enough
Call your bluff
You said you wanted me
but you couldn't be less sure enough
I'd put you under me
But you got me stuck up in these cuffs
Think it's hard to see
the point that I'm here making

I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?
I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

adronitis

Isaiah Kaleo | tepcu

headphones recommended

(and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive)

Don't you leave me alone

i hate the days you just talk fast
you try to scold me everytime I'm doing my best
eyes on nobody else but whoever's on my chest

for better or worst
you stuck with me forever
i just didn't love you first
no matter the weather
dig my feet in the dirt
for you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

Don't you leave me alone

one, two, three, four

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

eudora

tepcu

headphones recommend 

trust the process
it might take some time to heal again
you're what I wanted
don't mistake my pity for a friend

what you want, i'd give it to you
except my heart
I'd stand on broken bridges for you
except for ours

leaving what I did in the past
that's my best bet
knowing that we couldn't last
made the flag red

it's not like you were bad or anything
we just fell out of touch
blocked but yet my phone still rings
i'm all out luck

eudora

hovik

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