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jan 1st 2024

eudora
jaded
saudade
adronitis
nighthawk

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i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

jaded

tepcu

the way you took my heart and then my head
you left me speechless
I don't think I can forgive the way you've made me feel, you've got me

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

stuck
i've been stuck
i've been

losing my sanity wonder if I'm about to pass out
getting a grip on reality might just make me tap out
nothing else
to control me while getting my ass out
swear you got me bout

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my
losing my head 
losing my grip and
breaking a sweat
making me loosen my

thoughts for you
i've been too
deep in your trance, it's my
solitude
only you
all in advance I've been

saudade

afi | tepcu

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)

Outta luck
I've been wonderin' if I'm even enough
Call your bluff
You said you wanted me
but you couldn't be less sure enough
I'd put you under me
But you got me stuck up in these cuffs
Think it's hard to see
the point that I'm here making

I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?
I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

adronitis

Isaiah Kaleo | tepcu

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(and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive

and it's hands when i speak, 
don't wan throw em up
Get a stack of cash, it ain't cheap
I'd do it all for us

can't i just have all my ways without any other distractions
I can't ever talk to you because I could never be passive)

Don't you leave me alone

i hate the days you just talk fast
you try to scold me everytime I'm doing my best
eyes on nobody else but whoever's on my chest

for better or worst
you stuck with me forever
i just didn't love you first
no matter the weather
dig my feet in the dirt
for you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

Don't you leave me alone

one, two, three, four

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

i'll try to keep warm
but my toes cold
need sunlight
know we'll both fold
and when the time's right
i'll try to be bold and tell you

eudora

tepcu

headphones recommend 

trust the process
it might take some time to heal again
you're what I wanted
don't mistake my pity for a friend

what you want, i'd give it to you
except my heart
I'd stand on broken bridges for you
except for ours

leaving what I did in the past
that's my best bet
knowing that we couldn't last
made the flag red

it's not like you were bad or anything
we just fell out of touch
blocked but yet my phone still rings
i'm all out luck

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