infirmary - Olive's Room

cutter

https://open.spotify.com/album/5UXpJfEm72XG88FCIUZDTq?si=u2fpXDw5QGeSrs5ZC7_nbw

Clotheslines

please stop hating everybody you see to make yourself feel better, im not talking to myself im talking to you

fallen pedals
in the garden we killed
that we poisoned with guilt
that i burnt with your help

discarded packets of seeds
and the remnants of me
that we will never grow

its about that time i let you know
that i hate that you refuse to reap what you sow
i hold onto hope, but you erased that note
and i cant tell the difference between us

where did your heart go?

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/in53ct
guitar, keyboards, written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by junifer(feral cat)

discarded packets of seeds

testing out the lights 
im testing out my eyes
im learning motor ride
i feel its going nice
i tell you how my life is
you don’t want to ride this
i can tell what your eyes say
you don’t wanna drive me
soberness and loneliness
is catching big slides
but im feeling like a heathen
even though i’m right?
i don’t really feel right
i’m standing up on my mind
i’ve been standing all my life
i’ve been standing all my life

maybe i’m wrong though
maybe i’m wrong though

to become, it makes me like a fish

i like to bleed cus' its all mine
whats up with you and all your lies
i try to see the wrong in me
but somethings blinding all my eyes to see

based it, i cant face it
you wanna test it, i wont allow you, on me it happened
cant fake the magic 
cant taste my habits
is that something bad?
(is that something bad?)
(is that something bad?)

is that something bad?

https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
https://soundcloud.com/feralcatshelter
https://soundcloud.com/dj-poser

i dont know how to tell you
i dont know how to
the clouds will fly away on the day i leave
the flowers will wilt the petals will fall
i dont know if i can make it through fall
will i see the snow fall?
will i see a blanket of snow on a brad new winter day?
will i hold your hands
as i try to warm them up?

i made my mistake , my big fall from grace
nothing worse than a big mistake
coulda saved but i didnt wait 
couldnt get it to work 
couldnt be that bad
i guess i just lost all purpose 
im a firendly- 
im a friendly- 
almost everything i say i dont mean 
gotta work it out, dont confuse me with that place
and you pushed me to the side
and you treated me badly 
i dont wanna be bad faith 
and im running out of denial 
i dont think it will take a while 
to take your time 
its taken by a friend of mine

flowers will wilt, petals will fall with porkbelly (feral cat & djposer)

what you mean

she got under my skin, under my skin again
under my skin, under my skin again
better cut her out, better cut the vein for now
better cut her out, better cut my veins now

bleeding on the bathroom floor, crying till my eyes get sore
crying till my eyes get sore, crying till my eyes get sore
it’s hard looking in the mirror anymore, I don’t want to care anymore
no more no more, no more no more

yelling at walls, yelling at walls
nothing, nothing calls me back
nothing, nothing speaks to me
nothing, nothing speaks to me

bleeding on the bathroom floor, crying till my eyes get sore
crying till my eyes get sore, crying till my eyes get sore
it’s hard looking in the mirror anymore, I don’t want to care anymore
no more no more, no more no more

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