this song is ab me obv once i cut my hair

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This song puts me in the deepest of feelings 

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

CAIO LUCCAS - NEUROSE - SPEED UP {{GBZIN DO BV}}

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

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never gave up (prod. scarri x kenny)

Thanks for mixing @lilsadeyes :)
@qawikamri

Lyrics: 
Short Blonde hair Mrs.
I want your red lip kisses 
To resew all of my stitches
All this hurt and you can fix it 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

You can give me a new start 
And play a big part 
I'll call you my sweetheart 
We both need that restart 
Help each other not to fall apart

Short blonde hair Mrs.
I want your red lip kisses 
To resew all of my stitches 
All this hurt and you can fix it 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

Baby I feel like fate lead us here 
All the stars aligned, I see nothing I can fear 
All the problems in my mind they just disappeared
You can call me anytime you know that i'm here 

Short blonde hair Mrs.
I really want your kisses 
Burned all of my bridges 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

I remember we cuddled up that day 
Heart beat calm and all my problems washed away
Watch the sun rise up to a new day 
I think i'm gonna enjoy my stay 

You know i'm crazy for you 
I see perfectly through my eyes that are blue 
It's true that you're my 
Short blonde hair 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

Short Blonde Mrs. (Prod. TundraBeats)

@sleyeofficial
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kq_kM5cuBY0

cursed

Cursed w/ Sleye [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

mix/master/art by me 

still i know you’re all i need
cigarette holes on your sleeves
every night so hard to sleep
without you i’m a wreck
kiss me on my cold wet cheek 
spill out tears all on my sheets 
my pillow soaked up all my screams 
alone i lie in bed 

maybe i'm the one who's wrong
that i'd confide in you at all
just getting tired & i'm sore
i waste the breath out of my lungs 
& you don't try for us to compromise at all or work it out
you said you'd stay i should've caught that lie 
before i cared so much

lullabyboy:

& i don't really care if you hate me
but why did you date me
yeah i admit it's getting hard to sleep
i don't wanna be myself
i don't wanna be me
breaking piece by pieve
i just hope you see me
i can't help but ask if it's worth it
but the lonely nights leave me so broken
i hope i fall asleep less hopeless
but you’re so done with me i know this

yeah i’ve tried
but i can’t do this again
you left me out in the cold
you got me stuck in emotions

Sleye:

i’m at the end of my rope 
no i can’t wait anymore
you should’ve told me before 
if you knew it's not what you wanted

Hard To Sleep w/ lullabyboy (prod. Sleye)

Featuring Nate Flud
https://www.instagram.com/nate_flud/

Breaking the noise
Like a waterfall it cascades out
Every dream, every empty doubt
I got the message when the
Plane touched down, dropped my mouth
Shaking the void
My apology could never run out
Took for granted all the quiet I found
I'll take a crack and turn the earth around
Stand my ground

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

[Nate Flud]
I felt
A rush from an empty room
Through my soul, I felt yours too
Some wounds will always feel brand new
Cut me down, I’ll spread my wings
They’re bruised, But I swear that I’m staying
True to the person that you knew, that you knew

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

Try to blow me over
Try to push me around
I got two feet rooted in the ground
And I get a little bit
Closer every time I go down
To the light
I'm gonna figure it out
I can be a shoulder
You can lean as you need
In the face of a catastrophe
And if they're gonna
Run us all over, give me
Someone to bleed for
That's the only reason to be

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

The Trenches (ft. Nate Flud)

just one of the infinite advantages of studying the art of the blade

Ain't It Funny How It Goes

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

Prod by. me :)
mastered by soundcloud.com/cay2o
lyrics:

they whisper to me, wither away
don’t want them to see so I cover my face
i’m insecure and my feelings dont matter
stuck in a loop am I like this forever
fuck it I might be
feelin low like highkey
how you act so fuckin bland like a white tee
I dont think you understand why you like me
why you like me you ain nothin like me

ima do it for my friends and the people who don’t mean shit
cause I’m the only one who gon give what they need
shit if I ain gonna make it
then I hope whoever does knows how to treat a fuckin bag and keep they friends close too
dont know you do I have to,
crack a smile to a stranger, bet they lied too
gonna get a tattoo, 18 real soon
ima hussle till I make up back to you

I don’t want no problems
cause I ain gonna solve it
I know everyone around really hates me and it’s okay
i’m sleepin till its too late
for any of my plans to work
fuck it ima wake up when all this shit easier

Short Blonde Mrs. (Prod. TundraBeats)

Kixsu

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