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You could listen to this playlist while reading a book, driving on a desolate road, or just staring at a half empty glass of water

Starry Nights

tide

a whole lotta

download: https://limes3.bandcamp.com/releases

Hooplah

Get it here: idealismus.bandcamp.com/album/rainy-evening-ep
or here: www.toneden.io/idealism/post/rainy-evening-ep

Been raining a lot here recently
Cool, my first ep ever. Decided to go for a smooth piano and rainy style, tried to create some ambience.
I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did making it.

Tracklist:

01 - tsuyu
02 - controlla
03 - monster gambling in Tokyo
04 - hishitsu
05 - nagashi
06 - waon to ame
07 - how many stars are there


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りそうしゅぎ

rainy evening ep

Get it here :3

rainy evening [ep]

Listen on Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/album/1omR7OVc4TXbnUu6eefNhs
for your winter walks outside in the evening
s/o to https://soundcloud.com/jinsangbeats (who's honestly so fkin chill)

Jinsang:
https://soundcloud.com/jinsangbeats
https://jinsangbeats.bandcamp.com/music
https://twitter.com/jinsangbeats

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りそうしゅぎ

winter bokeh w/ jinsang

New Music - https://open.spotify.com/album/4URFvKg197cRSUdGTJyI61
sample - DIR EN GREY - 予感 (Acoustic Version)

miss u / hate u

if anyone can give me info on the art lmk i couldnt find an artist to give credit to :(

beats from Dreamland

memories (listen on spotify from 3am ep)

produced by @nowheretosound
art by 최지원
inspired by @yesmmhmm



thank you for listen it 
you can check the lyrics on my instagram ___#

igloo

calling her.

https://garba9.bandcamp.com/track/phone-number

Phone number.

phone number.

if you like this, be sure to check out my latest track :)
soundcloud.com/blackguyrandy/sunny-day

audiotool.com

night calls

Sleepless

Many more tracks coming soon, including the old ones, the upcoming ones, Spotify exclusives and a new EP. Follow me:

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visual: https://youtu.be/UVILLsxEcqg
free download (.wav .mp3): furino.bandcamp.com/track/record-your-message-after-the-tone
donations: www.paypal.me/furinodaniel

record yor message after the tone - single

free download

record your message after the tone

In my eyes
She's purposefully blind
And I couldn't see
that you couldn't be
You couldn't be, You couldn't be
I can't rewind
I can't rewind 
I can't rewind
So fast
It had to end
A lovely story I could not pretend
In my eyes
she's no surprise 
I can't rewind 
I can't rewind 
I can't rewind
This is one of my favorite acoustic ones

my eyes

I wish I took more time on this song, I had no idea this would blow up so thank you!


I was afraid that someone was ashamed of me. Come to find out they did and I ran the hell away.

Colors Of We (now on spotify)

I wrote this trying to figure out how to feel like I was enough for people around me. The best thing I knew how to do was to be myself, but I was afraid that I wouldn't be accepted in that way. I'd often tweak my personality to seem more appealing and less reserved but in the end it was just exhausting and depleting to keep pretend ing I was someone else. I've had such a strong desire to change the things about me that I can't control. I want to break this pattern.

sweet girl

you're my one and only

God I'm so dramatic 

I went away
but that's only because you went astray
only need you when you were away
got caught and you threw it away

I had a dream
we were everything we could be
and i
quit deleting songs
cause you said that i was number 1
I was number 1 
but you were drunk

I hid away
and that's just because I'm always afraid
should've hid what i had said
everything is all in my head
I'm the queen of dreams
don't know if what you say is what you mean
and i quit believing things 
cause I don't even have the trust in me
half the time

what you mean

This is mostly about facing rejection. I have a hard time accepting way the I look as well as my own personality. I constantly question my worth in comparison to others and oftentimes I've found myself to be overwhelmed by the possibility that I won't be worth anything to anyone. Sometimes I'm ashamed of my fears and all the emotions I feel strongly.
 vvvvvvvv


I had a Thousand Dreams

That I wish I could keep

They were with you, My darling you

They were with you..

You talked and I agreed to almost everything

I liked when you couldn't see that I was hurting

Some days I am gone, no it's not your fault

It's just my fear of being no-one

It's just hard to see my reflection,

I see it all day, I just want a break

Dream to sleep

I would call you from the Ocean
Wish that I had to
Secret Armour in  my window
It was hard to relax

From the window I saw you
It was hard enough to see

What I was before
I've been hurt before
Not in that way before

And with shadows right behind you
I'm disassociating
And I wanted you to know that
I was not in the same place

If they saw that I'm done for, I would want it too

What I was before, That you were before, What you were before

secret armour

Saxophone: Ac Farias
Guitar, bass, keys, prod: _.demiurgos

s a l v a t i o n    w/Ac Farias

i guess there's some elegance or suave to this.

american_gangster

a remix of a 90's Lil' Kim joint...

<a href="https://theartistunion.com/tracks/2daf98" rel="nofollow">Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

Free Download

whos he

uccelli.

infatuated

little christmas

I Dump all my moody songs here  
my art accounts:
 https://www.instagram.com/keiokani/
https://www.instagram.com/migraineland/
Thanks for listening! 
:)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/53VuYLhazKMOnyA5tBLghW?si=JERXeI1pRqOTYiVcv40hLw

secret armour

KANI