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[Magical Mirai 2021] 初音天地開闢神話 Hatsune Creation Myth  / cosMo@BousouP Feat. Hatsune Miku

princess bubblegum remix 💞 (out on all platforms)

Beatopia

the perfect pair

so innocent

From The Start

Almost Healed

Big Dawg (feat. Chief Wuk)

(76) Wham - Careless Whisper

So Innocent

The Ticket

BIG B's

GRAHAM - Love Like Kids

KEHLANI

YungLiV x 1MEREE x Baby49k - Hail Mary

"i spend my hours doing alchemy..."
a song about wanting to be remembered / to live

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1U6qefKcOrg
bandcamp: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/cadmium-colors
spotify/apple music/etc: https://fanlink.tv/cadmium

art by Que
https://twitter.com/REVERIEQUE
mv by friendxp
https://twitter.com/friend_xp 
saxophone solo by Soneji of Project Mikan
https://twitter.com/JustSoneji
mastering by Marcy Nabors
https://twitter.com/Shadolith

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lyrics:

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
prosaic practice of depravity
suspending innocents above their disbelief
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture onto everything
and leave a mark upon the world that felt like anything
but maybe that's the essence of an artist and their legacy
just chasing down a sense of infamy

put brush to canvas with a pirouette
a simple motion makes the consequence intricate
all the little nothings and my parapet
i hope it's something that you don't forget

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like me?

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i make a life refining zinc inside the smeltery
it's not exactly where i want to be
but wanting doesn't matter when there's mouths to feed
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture of a fantasy
and turn a feeling to a living for my family
instead i make the metals in the pigments in my reverie
and maybe that can be enough for me

oh, isn't it funny facing destiny?
it's like a knife inside twisting my arteries
god, i want for nothing but identity
i think that something might be wrong with me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
antegrade fever, 101 degrees
shatter my body with a gentle breeze
dammit, i am real and i have my dreams
watch me burn brighter 'til i fail to breathe
how could anybody ever live like me?

(baby, do you know what it's like to die?)
(to see the sparkle fade from inside your eye?)
i can't remember what it's like to feel autonomy
can't even feel it in the moments that you left to me
(i don't wanna leave with a work undone)
(the paint can barely dry 'fore it fills my lungs)
i keep a bullet in the chamber, mocking me
but i don't wanna feel it coming out of me
i don't want-

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
chasing impossible philosophy
and hoping that this poison ain't the death of me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like-

(baby, do you know what you wanna hear?)
('cause you can say the word, make it oh so clear)
we're all just searching for a sense of solidarity
to hold each other close and confiscate our destiny
(no one wants to leave with a work undone)
(we only need a brush we can pass along)
i kept a bullet in the chamber for a rainy day
but what's the point in planning for it anyway?
i've got too many colors for a shade of grey
and i can make it autumn every single day!

Cadmium Colors

Winter Time Lovin (Same Way)

5 am @slasu

Dark Thoughts

OWA OWA

The Truth

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Bad Commando x Soweto (Hood Trap Remix prod. IzRosh)

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by devaux

(chorus:)
oh girl you runnin up my bills
your voice been pullin on my heartstrings
but thats just how u make ppl feel
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up
oh girl you runnin up my bills
we on the phone until its dark and
that let me know this could be real
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up

(verse 1:)
talk, we just talk
laugh n walk
make me pace, you got me
lost, think i’m lost
in the sauce
she think i’m just bein cute but nah
she set it off
tick tick
i think i’m in l-[beep!]
(hehe) oh my god
you got me fallin n fallin n fallin n fallin n fallin n stop
you got me fallin n stop

(chorus:)
oh girl you runnin up my bills
your voice been pullin on my heartstrings
but thats just how u make ppl feel
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up
oh girl you runnin up my bills
we on the phone until its dark and
that let me know this could be real
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up

(verse 2:)
hey cutie, do u rlly wan see me?
could i make this easy?
is a date good?
i’m tryna know how u’d treat me
u gotta trust n believe me
baby i got dat
you do enough now to please me
so we don’t gotta get freaky unless u rlly need dat
but no pressure its ‘peasy!
and all i need is a reason
baby wanna talk all day
take shots all day
til i’m offa the sways, girl what?
i don’t got an option to say
any thoughts i just pray
that its comin out right off the buzz
and even if its not, shit at least i’m being honest
i’d rather do that then to ask for a hug
knowin i just wanna fuck
me n you, in the cut
in my crib, in the tuck
tryna get up in dem guts
but i just gotta wait for u

(chrous:)
oh girl you runnin up my bills
your voice been pullin on my heartstrings
but thats just how u make ppl feel
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up
oh girl you runnin up my bills
we on the phone until its dark and
that let me know this could be real
i can’t catch up 
i can’t catch up

shteppi - phonebill.

DigBar- Bricked (Prod by. IzRosh).mp3

Songs About Jane: 10th Anniversary Edition

Sunday Morning

505, slowed - Arctic Monkeys

ASTROWORLD

SICKO MODE

I'm Gone

Prospect

Prospect (feat. Lil Baby)

A naughty blend of 2 groovy tunes. This is what you would call the radio edit, hit me up for a playable DJ mix.

Daft Punk & Michael Jackson - Good Fun Is Not My Son (Gero Blend)

PARTYNEXTDOOR

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DigBar- Bricked (Prod by. IzRosh).mp3

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