Music my friends think is weird

Relax 2

☮️

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

backwards w/ d0llywood1 + saturn

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

foreign + lil wintr & david shawty ( damon vitucci )

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

wrk ethic - BHOP w/ wells, popstarbills, 8485, angelus, kid trash, afternoon, yung skrrt [Alice Gas]

hey im back
peformed and prod me 

lyrics:
we gon pull up in the tracksuits
run a fucker down in my black boots
air max, 95
110 on the tag dude
fresh out the cage with a few scars
but its ok
gotta screw loose
"kurtains dis a new u?"

(hook)
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,

kindness,
or maybe that was last week?
i cant remember,
to be honest shit is passed me,
and i dont wana care,
these thoughts cant last me,
and i been doing fine,
thanks for asking :)

tay: tomorrow morning, we're leaving
pierre: your guy better be legit, im not spending another day here
tay: oh he'll arrive, you know you're gonna be talk of the town tomorrow right?
pierre: thats the point ;)

(hook)
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,
so fuck you,
please dont act like u know me,
you never really tried, 
and u always tryna hoe me,
fuck you,
u can have it all its the old me,
it was never really mine,
all dese lames tryna own me,

we gon pull up in the tracksuits
run a fucker down in my black boots
air max, 95
110 on the tag dude
fresh out the cage with a few scars
but its ok
gotta screw loose
i wish i never knew u

tracksuitz

guitar by saints tomorrow :D
prod me
sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

clover

prod by shinju
feat https://soundcloud.com/1endie
me n endie met like 30 mins b4 recording this XD
also cover was inspired by throw up by sleez and kurtains so if ur seeing this any of u thank u 💖 all luv

hook/chorus/lyrics lol:

100k in da bank 
alotta money ya
AK leave u stained 😎
and my cup b rly muddy ya
i got all des drugs 
so my brain b rly fuzzy ya
pls dont fw us
cuz our choppa getting fussy ya 💋

verse:

pullin up 2 da club
ya yk they'll let us in 🥶
i got all deez pills
and they think that ish juss medicine
*xan mumble* (i dont do xans)
fuck a door me and endie
bitch we kickin in
laser on his nose 
make him stop talking tough
get away frm these hoes
cuz i cant stand to talk
pull up to da crib
and lil shawty suck my ____😉

hook:

100k in da bank 
alotta money ya
AK leave u stained 😎
and my cup b rly muddy ya
i got all des drugs 
so my brain b rly fuzzy ya
pls dont fw us
cuz our choppa getting fussy ya 💋

X2 

(endie)

you been moving funny ya 
you dont really wanna fight 🤛
if you see what i been into 
you wont wanna stay the night
promise i wont do you wrong 
so you better do me right 😪
kypr said the choppa getting fussy
who gon die tonight 🦴
3am i been walkin by my lonely
haaah  haaah haaaah
say that you been there throughout but
you are not my homie
ha a ahah
tell me that you aint folding 
and you dont even know me 😱
ha ah ah
Wanna be a friend 
you just gotta show me how 
haaaah haaaaah 🤐

luv u










if ur reading this its too late, sike i never get motivation so im sorry if i dont post often enough, shit gets rough sometimes but anyway i luv u who listen to me actually and feel free to text me or dm me anytime if any of yall need anything 💖

gram

fussy ft. endie (prod. shinju)

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

hope u having a good day :D
prod me & @deltooo

[lyrics]
i ask myself if i'm a girl or a guy
im so confused inside my head and i do it all the time
i fucking hate you and ur friends plz get out of my mind
my locals wouldnt understand so i keep quiet all the time

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

i shouldve never trusted you in the first place
id never thought that u would lie straight to my face
i was stupid, i was wrong, i feel dumb, i need some space
my future's bright, im alright, looking forward i cant wait
and god i love my friends, even if they piss me off
and im tired of my fake friends, i guess ill just cut them off
and i get hurt way too fast, maybe its cause im way too soft
im getting attached, i cannot feel, i gotta get away at all cost

hook:
am i girl? am i guy? i just dont know what sometimes
maybe neither, or maybe im gay, i just dont know what to say
am i straight? or am i bi? i really wonder sometimes
and im scared of what people think and i get sad all the time

dysphoria ( delto + angelus )

FOLLOW ME ON IG https://www.instagram.com/ssyyko/

[syko]

Took the backyards 
All the way under my skin 
Graze my head 
Imaginary fucking friends 
Sick in the head 
You’re always playing pretend 
Delivered to read 
I still love you! 

Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

[GLAIVE] 

Recording on the Polaroid
You can’t even dance back 
I can’t even think straight 
Always got a headache 
We can head downtown 
It can be a lesson 
I think we should maybe get away from this crowd 
But I know think about it 
Put your boyfriend in doubt 
And you really fucking hated me 
Mistakes it for love 
You been rolling on the floor 
I’ve been rolling on drugs 
Imma tell a story & it goes like this! 
And your aiming for the spot 
Can you Lean in for a kiss ? 
And you know he has a girlfriend 
Now you’re fucking pissed 

[syko] 


Can we make out in the bathroom?
Our stars don’t align but I always chose you 
My life is a mess 
But I still want her
I became my best just on my own 
Don’t look down! 
It’s just a DAY TO REMEMBER!
Kings crattle hangs from your chamber

111 SECONDS IN HEAVEN ft. GLAIVE(PROD. DEAD*AT*18)

4szns
:D ily guys. Hope u like it.
shoutout @sshinju

fussy ft. endie (prod. shinju)

kkypr