Blood On My Blunt

Trapped

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the answer was in front of me
self prod

i've been hurting, all my life i spent uncertain
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

and when i finally close the curtains,
will my life fulfill its purpose?
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i can't fight it
all my life i tried to hide it
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

and if you saw me again i know your stomach would ache
you'll never get into it, i know it's better this way
you know i don't like to talk, cause everytime i speak a thought you'd say 
i aint thinking straight
i aint thinking straight


thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i've been hurting, all my life i spent uncertain
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

one goddamn year stuck in my head
would never ever take back how i felt
in the worst ways, didn't care,
i had nothing else left to say anymore
anymore 

thought it was hard to go,
i was too alone to turn my back
cause your heart was home
i knew it couldn't ever last
and i don't mean to be rude
but i left you in the past
it's not bout how i'm doing, yeah
i'm better than that

i can't fight it
all my life i tried to hide it
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me


and when i finally close the curtains,
will my life fulfill its purpose?
when the answer was in front of me
the answer was in front of me

your heart was my home

ovine hall - victoria beckham freestyle

All these changes in my life
No I don't wanna die
But it's so overwhelming for me

Yeah I made it out of spite
Now I'm dizzy from the height
So it feels like life's in a hurry

No I'm not tryna imply
That I don't like this new life
I just don't think that I am worthy

Said it's 'bout time to decide
Whether if I wanna hide
Or if I just want to be buried 


I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)


So what if I don't live up to everything you want, I won't fill your cup
And what?
I don't care if that's messed up
'Cause I'm done sitting down while my hands stay up, so what?

Every time I think about my past it's haunting me and killing me
I don't care who you are I won't take this secrecy, hypocrisy
Don't know what you see (me?)
Don't know how you read (me.)
It's getting hard to breathe (please.)
I just hope you see the new me


I'm too scared right now
Losing all my friends and I don't know how
I need you right now
Need to step back but they won't allow

My mind's filled with doubt
Feeling like a fraud don't deserve this crown
So I blow these clouds
Hoping one day I can make you proud
(Hoping one day I can make you proud)

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