U took the song that gave me life off ur shit 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

10th time listening, hope you blow up man

Dude amazing job soundcloud recomended me this song and its amazing 

such fye, much wow, underrated af, listen to it everyday, you'll blow up!!!!

Suicide (Prod. Discent)

IG @ sadgods
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@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

Spotify

In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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mirror, mirror

Trapped

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

Written and produced by Izek Rose
Mixed and mastered by Jordan MeCleod

Lyrics
I’ll play
your games
but don’t get angry when I try to play mine
you say
you’ll change
but I can tell that you’ve made your mind

and don’t you dare say that I didn’t care
it was you’re  choice I could’ve been there

you called me by my old name
made me quit my phone games
showed me what the worlds about
you’re perfect for me baby
but I haven’t seen you lately
why you gotta let me down
I should’ve kept my phone games
I should’ve kept my phone games

why you got a caption saying that “it’s all his fault”
you were a distraction I’m so glad I cut you off
you’re too damn busy typing up these paragraphs that’ll never last
and you’re too damn busy tryna put me on blast

you used to call me by my old name
now you’re playing phone games
painting me like I’m a crook
it should’ve never happened
your my worst distraction
honestly I’m feeling shook
I should’ve kept my phone games
I should’ve kept my phone games

and don’t you dare say that I didn’t care
it was you’re  choice I could’ve been there

you used to call me by my old name
now you’re playing phone games
painting me like I’m a crook
it should’ve never happened
your my worst distraction
honestly I’m feeling shook
I should’ve kept my phone games
I should’ve kept my phone games

Phone Games

Metanoia (feat. LAIR & Nate Patrick) - Single

METANOIA

@iampaycheck - METANOIA (FEAT. LAIR & NATE PATRICK)

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

Produced by 4lexf

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

JXVE
@jxve
twitter.com/jxve_
instagram.com/jxve.ig
youtube.com/user/KiDJiiiveVEVO
spoti.fi/2HNQnRt

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
I hate that I'm forgetting what I have until it's gone.
I wish that I could turn back time, cause you're the one.
When I try to open up it's like my heart is on the run.
But I put it on my grave that you're the only one I want
And nowadays being in love is do or die
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide
I just wanna find a way to make it you and I,
But the drama all around us got me feeling mortified.
I miss the old times that we spent, now everytime we talk you just throw another fit.
I try to make amends, but everytime I do it ends. Tell me, why the fuck should I just go lose another friend over bullshit?
Another day another fight.
Lately I've been tryna fix it all; make it right.
Used to be the one that i held every night
I'm really broken down but I say I'm alright, yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
I wanna tell you everything, hard to find the words. Everytime I try to talk to you my stomach turns. My heart's cold but I still feel the burns. Every night when I lay down I swear I feel the worst.
You and I, know this shit is do or die,
Tryna get you out my head is like committing suicide. I've been done.
I need to find a way out.
All the pain that I have, it could never minimize
Everytime I try to make up, it's like you never listen
What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm losing when I'm winning
Everybody that's around me says I'm better off forgetting but it's hard when all I know is it was done from the beginnin
You made it hard for me trust
Tell my why you make hard for me to fall in love
Let me down slow, yeah you put me in dust
I was searching for the one, you were searching for lust.. yeah

[Hook: JXVE]
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
Love is suicide, you and I, do or die
One survivor

Kam Michael - Love Is Suicide (ft. JXVE)

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

Phone Games

Izek Rose

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