You were shirtless in his bed...

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

feat @bloodsekai prod @1zakuro

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth

[@imsorryhori]
she's a vampire
at night she's never tired
if i said she wasn't cool id be a liar
to be like her, is what i desire
how do i fall in love?
i've tried so hard but i've got no luck
i guess ill find out when she sucks my blood
i really hope i fall in love

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth
my teeth are red

scarlet wrists (w/ bloodsekai)

feat + produced by @1zakuro

lyrics :

[@1zakuro]
cross my heart
n i hope to fkn die
i stay up thinking
of u n everyone
that fkd my life
i swear its hard
4 me to even 
want 2 try
cos youre cold
to me
n without u
i cant survive

[@imsorryhori]
i hate myself
i need some help
i know that im not doing well

you make me out of my mind
you said you need some time
your prolly seeing other dudes
while im sitting online

ill say goodbye
(say goodbye)
to my life
(to my life)
i will die
(i will die)
engulfed inside of your lies

[@1zakuro]
cross my heart
n i hope to fkn die
i stay up thinking
of u n everyone
that fkd my life
i swear its hard
4 me to even 
want 2 try
cos youre cold
to me
n without u
i cant survive

cross my heart and hope to die (w/ zakuro)

its so awkward
you're unbothered
we're always fighting
its one sided
we'll try to make up
and then we'll break up
ill always stuff it up
i think i hate us

but that's such a lie
you're like my nicotine
i need you in my life
not only behind the screen
i wanna take you out
i wanna spoil you
i wanna lay down with you
so we can talk this through

i want to notice when you're feeling upset
but you don't care, that's why we could only be friends
ill fuck up
you'll tell me
im doing everything wrong
so stab me
and kill me
because i stuff it all up

you don't want a guy like me
one whose annoying
you want a guy like him
one who doesn't text you back in the morning

oh trust me i know

w/ @weejk
lyrics:

[wujek]
uh, requiem, i changed my preset a little bit
i changed my p—, hahahahaha
yeah, yeah, yeah
pop the molly in the club
pop the molly in the club, oh, oh
ayy, scene hoes on my penis, penis
on my fuckin' penis

[yuki]
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

[yuki]
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough
crying on the club floor, like, what the fuck?
i just need, like, one more and that's enough

[wujek]
pop the molly in the club
getting too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch, i'm off of these drugs
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
woah, i'm walking dead
[?]
i'm walking dead
i'm walking dead

[wujek]
we're at the disco rave party
with all my furry girlfriends, guys
my name's revivle
my voice is a little bit different 'cause i pitched it down
xd, xo, kisses

[yuki]
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her
yeah
fuckin' on this girl and her new best friend
pop another molly, yeah, the party never ends
i know that you like me, yeah, no need to play pretend
but i get so attached and i'll always depend on you
when you don't want me to
spending every night staying up for you
'cause thats my nature, get jealous, grab my razor
then cut my skin like paper 'cause i can not replace her

the party never ends

special thanks to sappysinsivelostyou (discord) for sending me the song file
lyrics:

red eyes, i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up every time
you cut my name into your thigh
blood stains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i can't decide if you should live or die
rot my brain every time, you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you, would you say it back?
my head is filled with fluoride, turn to a maniac

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
and watch me die as you lay by my side

red eyes, i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up every time
you cut my name into your thigh
blood stains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest






so theres this girl

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GyNh8QaHhZ2DohWW93nor?si=O-WwjX3cTFaKbsYIgGkrQg

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
but i still scare my words away
tell me why i cant just speak
its all embarrissing 

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
even then id still freeze
i missed out on developing
will socializing even make me feel complete

i tried to talk today 
had so much things to say
fear just gets in my way
at this age i know im not okay

i cant please everyone like a hero 
id rather stay silent just like a weirdo
my input is valueless zero
wish i could sing my thoughts away like mio

i tried to talk today (prod bloodsekai)

Corruption

@odihu @bloodsekai

walking down that hill 
saw your large black wings
looking like the dark horse
i can’t count how much i’ve fell for you
but ill just never learn of course
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, oh please

you can cover my mouth
until i can't scream
i'll let you rip my teeth
one by one          
i'm so satisfied that 
this isn't a dream
i let it all go,
my sanity

(m1v flow steal:)

come on now, let us play pretend
dancing now, our souls are dead
we spent nights in graves and found our end

magic hasn't reached us yet
our revivals, we won't get
let our minds grasp the fear of death

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, my queen

grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

odihu x bloodsekai .. depraved

@bloodsekai

09/01/2024

quiet sit back
show a ghost of myself
so absent and lost
like i dont even know
no round of applause
for a talentless show
im a shell at all times
when things matter the most

throw me away
it doesnt cost a dime
my costume decays
im made of mache
im ready for my set
bring the marionette
i have stage fright
but im not scared to take my life

i swear this play will be my grave
i swear this play will be my grave
i swear this play will be my grave

quiet sit back
show a ghost of myself
so absent and lost
like i dont even know
no round of applause
for a talentless show
im a shell at all times
when things matter the most

bloodsekai - marionette (demo)

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