tell me more
girl why do you hate me 
feelings just berate me 
sittin all alone
tell me more
sittin on the floor now
you message him your bored now
i wish i wasnt here

end it all 
throw me against the wall 
your really standing tall 
but you know that 
i cant get up 
so just end it all
i cant take this longer
walking as i ponder
why do i come home

end it all

FESLSGDHJSDG,JHBVSDKRJHBJK 
this was kinda a test since i got a new bass guitar


fell on my face
im feelin tipsy
i really wonder if she really likes me
gonna go hard
see me on tv
getting drugged up of all of this caffene

i wanna be a rockstar
rocking out with my guitar
i wanna be a star 
i wanna be a star
i wanna find a girl
to travel corss the world
then maybe buy her some pearls
and a brand new purse

i drunk way too much now im filled with energy
gonna go inside my car and crash into a tree


hey hey lets have a good time 
hey hey lets have a good time

lets have a good time!!!

odihu - lately ive been thinking about suicide w/ bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

kmk discord server - discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG

instrumental / mix / master: @bloodsekai | featuring: @odihu @bloodsekai @foreverstained

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me
i deal with this shit like everyday
i really do not like my face
why not just speak to me and say im okay
i wish someone would just take my place

[sekai:]
stuck in this school
idk what to do
im not comedy
not another stupid fool
and all of these jerks
and all of those jocks
they treat me like trash
just another kid to mock
wallowing, wallowing everyday
sobbing crying in the hallways
feels like the protagonist left me in the rain
u'd think by now i'd know my place

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

[lifeless:]
in ur crystal palace
i enjoy this poisoned chalice
i see ur face thru the flashing lights
yea ur glare stabs my guts wit a knife

my ice heart
is shattered art
are u ashamed
blood splattered face
u turn away
i jus suck in pain
my hearts filled with waste
all i am is a skeleton
i'll still be a gentleman
maybe i'll feel real again
maybe i'll just settle in
i cant hold this embarrassment
maybe i was too love bent
i watched u disappear into the crowd

music too loud u cant hear me shout
pulled to hell i cry on the ground
pushing thru jus to find u
why's it odd that i see two
its him yea its him
ur lips fixed to his
i'm hollow chested and my eyes are lifeless

imdyingalone

im gonna start uploading again sorry for not being active


me
i wanna die suicide call upon my name and
all i do is cry about my life and how hard it is and 
i dont wanna live my life if im in pain
and i have nobody by my side and im suffering
my bodys filled with despair
fuck my mental i dont care
falling tripping down the stairs
why is life just so unfair


lovecupid
i wake everyday to know that im alone 
i  feel so drain i wanna die
i slit my wirst a suicide 
do you like me i wonder why
im so ugly i wonder why
i hate my  skin  i hate my body
i think i just wanna die
i wish i was someone knew
would u still love me to
i have your memories all on the wall
i feel so sick i wanna die
hold my hand look me in the eyes
do you want to commit  suicide
so our soul are intertwine

i wanna die ft lovecupid

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

i always fail whenever i try
so ill just sit back as time goes by
im dependent i rely on my friends
i think they hate me again
when will this cycle end?

im so useless and lost
im so clueless and gone
just give me whatever i want
why cant i have whatever i want?

sitting in my room and i wanna cry 
cause nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
i dont wanna go outside!

(nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
nobody likes me i wanna cry
ill stay inside my room and hide)

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

life is just a chore!!! :'(

@odihu

10/28/2024

my bodys such a mess
i cant get any rest
i wanna know whats wrong with me
dont see any success
dont think i can progress
from this amount of stress
im really weak
hold on onto my hand
cant get thoughts out my head
dont wanna think of her again
blood dripping down from my neck

odihu .. i wanna know whats wrong with me

the love i lost(cover)

пишет (prod. by plakca)

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odihu .. i wanna know whats wrong with me

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