U Drink Shots Of Vodka I Drink Monster Ultra

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prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

FanBoy808 - I Murdered a Girl in West Virginia

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prod me
ft @bloodsekai

walking down 
on elm road street
no person here
just u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
i know you'll fucking do it
im gonna fucking lose it

ill carve my name
all on your knees
and watch u fall
and slowly bleed
i love you so
dont u love me?
if u wont fucking prove it 
ill watch u rot to ruins

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

im determind, so full of
all my macious thoughts and such
i can't bare to watch these muts
fucking running the world
im so fed up
all these people hate my guts
im not mad but its still dumb
why can't i just ever have fun
u can't do this
u can't fucking do this

cos im walking down
on elm road street
nobodies here
but u and me
u swore to me you'd never leave
but i know that you'll do it
im gonna fucking lose it

don't do this to me

don't do this to me (ft. bloodsekai)

@bloodsekai

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

i feel so
i feel so alone
i think no
i think no one knows
who i am
how i feel
what i can
cannot do
it makes me so miserable
cry in a cup
then i pour it down the drain
and i do it all again
cuz my tears fall like rain
and my chest fucking aches
pinch the cheek on my face
make sure i'm awake
cuz i feel insane

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

could i maybe crash down at ur place?
i think i put too much on ur plate
i like the blush u put on ur face
i should stop talking cuz i'm a waste
jus a burden
damn im hurting
im not a person
if i jus worsen
if i get worse
i can't be the same
if i get worse
i can't be the same

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

bloodsekai - im not good enough

prod. zakuro
i keep on letting everybody down again and again
i put my trust in u but u said things that u never meant
i hate myself just as much as u do
my life is fucked and this world is so screwed
push me away some more
shove my face in the ground
nobodys there for me
my life goal is to drown
i regret everything that i have ever done
my life is way too hard i will never be enough
i think god hated me cus i just cant do anything right
i cover up my face im not worthy to be in ur sight
the shooting star in the sky is my last hope
but its all useless everybody treats me like a joke
and now im staining the snow
cus im not meant to be here
can u tell that im trying
i wish id disappear
days are passing by the world still hates my guts
ill never get to heaven i will always be stuck
ill never get my wings
im hanging on by a string
i let you down once again
ik ik

i'll never get to heaven

bloodsekai - oh amelia +miku

@1zakuro @lovecupid

i could lie
and say im wrong tonight
you'll see it on my face
some things just never change
and if you want to stay
ill be here anyway
i can't get close to you
i know youre evil too
i could lie
and say im wrong tonight
you'll see it on my face
some things just never change
and if you want to stay
ill be here anyway
i can't get close to you
i know youre evil too

im crying in the hall way
you act like you dont know me
just tell me why would u do this to me
you call me on sunday
to say that you love me
so why would u ever do this to me?
i look at your face and wonder would u stay
i been wondering if you ever love me that way
im kind of tired now of all these pointless calls
cause now i feel like that im talking to a fucking wall

i could lie
and say im wrong tonight
you'll see it on my face
some things just never change
and if you want to stay
ill be here anyway
i can't get close to you
i know youre evil too
i could lie
and say im wrong tonight
you'll see it on my face
some things just never change
and if you want to stay
ill be here anyway
i can't get close to you
i know youre evil too





zakuro - things never change +lovecupid

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

loud

@yukisasayaki

talk too much
but im always lookin down
yea my eyes r on the ground
again
yea im stuck right here
are u gonna disappear
like u did last year
again

i cant watch u walk away this time
i gotta speak whats on my mind cus i
kno that ur scared
wanna show that i care
x2

i know i can be awkward
join vc n i cant function properly
lose all knowledge on how to be
a human being

i cant watch u walk away this time
i gotta speak whats on my mind cus i
kno that ur scared
wanna show that i care
x2

yuki - show that i care

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bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

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