Su Fin hasta ahora, llegara el día especial 

Ì-Ø-U-R-ì-N

a cover of nxp by xowillow!!!!

spend day on computer ^_^
im such a big loser >_<`
got no job zz
dont pay rent :0
i live with my parents :PP 
in a shitty film !!! 
i don't have any skills !!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

got no friends D:
got no life :c
i won't have a house wife :((
always sad or angry >:(
my parents must hate me :PP 
in a shitty film !!!
i don't have any skills !!!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

nxp !! :P

https://open.spotify.com/track/7cB1Tn7O7MiVusAdo7cuvs?si=801c2559f2ed4c60

prod me

remember when we met
i thought u were against
everything i said
everything i did
holes inside my shirts
ripped off ur favorite bands
and i can't go back
i'm always sad

there's something wrong with me
or am i just afraid?

am i just afraid?
am i just afraid?


talking behind my back
can't hear what they say

can i hear what they say?
can i hear what they say?

i know she's mad
i can't text back
my friends or dad
im just so sad
sorry for acting out last night
that's my bad

I.S.L.Y.

@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

https://open.spotify.com/track/7BzfsrIM72DYfeZ45WjrLT?si=0545b042cabf4e6d
prod me

 wish that you would notice me
and i had self esteem
cos ive been struggling
so often
im alone again
wish you'd just talk to me
instead i stare so awkwardly 
gave me cold shoulder
now im holed up
in my room again

i wanna get to know u
im so sorry
im exhausting
i wanna kill myself
and have nobody
find the body
x2

exhausting

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Ghgyt3POC3FJGjzQpWkW8?si=009b70bc5b2847b4

i've tried for too long with this 
i'm sick of being patient 

i "made up with her"
the void in my chest grew how's it gotten worse? 
i know that she's no good for me but i still want 
on purpose i stalk her looking for things that'll haunt 

hope is a hoax
hope is a curse 
n i shoulda known 

whatd u text me this time
whatd u text me this time
dont ask whats on my mind 
dont ask if i've been fine 
i dont wanna spill the truth 
cuz after all these desperate attempts i still miss u

i cant tell this to anyone Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

bites on my neck
i'm coming home with bruises
parents wanna yell
i wanna be secluded
razor on the shelf
it's looking pretty useless
i'm already hurt enough
i'm just another nuisance
the silence in my room is way too loud
my thoughts come in and break me up and down
i'm just another nuisance
with her hands behind her back
all the confidence i lack
broke ur definition of "wack"
take me back to yesterday

bloodsekai .. just another nuisance demo

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

@lovecupid1 
prod @bloodsekai
lyrics :

im sat here crying in my bathroom
thinking about all the things you said to me
sat here crying in my bathroom
im not tryna scare you 
but i wanna rip your heart out
so alone in my bedroom
waiting for you to come over
but you blew me off
so alone and everybody hates me
i wish i could replace me
but it'll never happen!!

please baby end my life now
i tried, it didn't work somehow
all you care about is lust 
thats not what loves about
loves about
thats not what loves about!!

@lovecupid1 :
im so scared
im so sad
no one will ever like me
my skin crawls
with withdrawls
i hope somebody will like me
tell me you love me
tell me that you need me
tell me you love me
or am i talking to a wall

withdrawls oh
withdrawls
theres blood all on the wall
withdrawls oh
withdrawls

me :
im sat here crying in my bathroom
thinking about all the things you said to me
sat here crying in my bathroom
im not tryna scare you 
but i wanna rip your heart out
so alone in my bedroom
waiting for you to come over
but you blew me off
so alone and everybody hates me
i wish i could replace me
but it'll never happen!!

crying in my bathroom w/ lovecupid

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

another life prod. zakuro

@bloodsekai

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset  :(((((

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

bloodsekai .. but only if i wanted to!!!!!

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

what is there after death?

Prod. Song Higginson

She got fucked up, drugged up
I can't even lie but she a 
Monster, tough luck
See me late at night meet at the 

Bus stop, bus stop
I can make you mine
Ain't got no roster, shut up 
You know it's alright yeah

But you run from me again
Run from me again
Run from me again
Again, again

Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah

Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah

You make me feel alive
Show my fangs in the night
I'm allergic to the light

I need you all to myself
I don't need nobody else
'Cause you're my heaven in hell
You know I like how you feel

But you run from me again
Run from me again
Run from me again
Again, again

Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah

Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah
Keep me in mind yeah

She got fucked up, drugged up
I can't even lie but she a 
Monster, tough luck
See me late at night meet at the 

Bus stop, bus stop
I can make you mine
Ain't got no roster, shut up 
You know it's alright yeah

Stream/Download

TOUGH LUCK

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

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I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

bloodsekai .. just another nuisance demo

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