I LOIVE YOU SO MUCH I THOIOUGHTTHIS SONG WAS LOST

a cover of nxp by xowillow!!!!

spend day on computer ^_^
im such a big loser >_<`
got no job zz
dont pay rent :0
i live with my parents :PP 
in a shitty film !!! 
i don't have any skills !!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

got no friends D:
got no life :c
i won't have a house wife :((
always sad or angry >:(
my parents must hate me :PP 
in a shitty film !!!
i don't have any skills !!!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

nxp !! :P

prod me wit @odihu & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu (ft. odihu & lifeless)

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ive had this cover in my drafts for a rllllly long time and felt like posting it

lyrics:
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
The only thing that I've been waiting for
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause It's the only time that I ever feel real
thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

emily

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Ghgyt3POC3FJGjzQpWkW8?si=009b70bc5b2847b4

i've tried for too long with this 
i'm sick of being patient 

i "made up with her"
the void in my chest grew how's it gotten worse? 
i know that she's no good for me but i still want 
on purpose i stalk her looking for things that'll haunt 

hope is a hoax
hope is a curse 
n i shoulda known 

whatd u text me this time
whatd u text me this time
dont ask whats on my mind 
dont ask if i've been fine 
i dont wanna spill the truth 
cuz after all these desperate attempts i still miss u

i cant tell this to anyone Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai .. if u die, then i’m first *demo*

three covers & one original song all unheard before, dropping all of these in a mix before i drop an ep eventually which will also be all new songs.. thankuuu for staying & listening 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Pjkb5qgslkcjIV9rOzFmz?si=d2348ce68fce4173

1st - feels right (nice try cover)

2nd - sorry for taking so long, i got lost lol (original)

3rd - together forever in love (go sailor cover) 

4th - side effects (xo_willow cover)

-

just give me some time
to make things right
i never have trouble sleeping at night 
but sometimes i feel like
my mind can't make sense of anything
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say
and two months down the road
well who even knows
if i'll be okay or happy
or ready to move on 
if i can find some peace today
well  i can find it from now on
u can call me tonight
u can call me tomorrow
it will always feel right
and in the morning together
over breakfast 
we'll both be okay
and i tell u i'm crazy
i tell u i'm scared
u say that ur nervous
and that u always cared   
and when the time comes to go
there's always so much more 
left to say

-

i'm not ur god & i'm not ur dog
there's a middle ground that does exist
and just because that i don't love you
that doesn't make me artemis

i'm not pessimistic
i just have high hopes
when i win the lottery
i'll buy us um idk..
i don't think that far ahead
cuz i don't have goals
i know i'm pretty stupid
i just deal with what life throws

do i have to go to school
when the teachers hate my guts?
i hide inside the bathroom stalls
it's hard to breathe my neck is cut

can someone get me medic?????
i think i'm bouta throw up too
i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
i don't want bad blood
between the group of us
i just wanna have fun
i just wanna have fun

i'm sorry for offending or
putting things in bad mood
it's not my fault
i didn't mean to

im sosryry im sorry im osryryry im sorryryy SIMMM SORRRYYR

-

what do they know
when they say im too young
as i get older 
until my life is done
i'll be the 1 
who had love that wasn't true
they all have nothing
& now i have u
together forever in love
together forever in love

together forever in looooooveeeeee

i'll be the reason
for starting ur day
u'll be my true love
in everyway <3
i'll always need u
i promise that now
thru good n bad
as long as this life will allow

together forever in love
together forever in love
together forever inlove

my life is for living
i'll spend mine giving u
all that i can
my heart and my hand

my life with u shines brighter than gold
memories of heaven for when i get old
never again will i want to run away
i didn't think that i could ever feel this way

together forever in loveeee (x5)

-

side effects include
a rapid changing mood
a lousy attitude
and recurring dreams of u

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

lack of sleep & eating
eradict heart beating
losing & retreating
n it seems to keep repeating

these side effects
r messing with my head (x2)

there's always so much more left to say

@bloodsekai

first song i've liked in a while

no one will understand what i go thru everyday 
one day i'll wake up in a whole new body
physically i hate myself and my personality
i wish it'd end pull the gun so i can leave

holes in my eyes and heart so i cant feel or see
i know i failed in this life god please let me retry

-

give me wings 
let my soul sing
take me to the brink 
where i'll have to worry about nothing

saw my fate inside my dream
i'll come home to nobody 
i'll still be screaming why why me
i look foward to dying

i dont feel like trying 
i dont feel like trying 
i dont feel like trying 
thats why i'll die like me

isekai me already Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

u think that ur so funny
i wish that u'd stop talking
ur rly fucking stupid
i hope u get abducted
ur so fucking annoying
u should just die in a car crash
everything u say is worthless
i hope u get a heart attack

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

ur rly bad at talking
just go and blow ur brains out
u always think ur clever
just fucking go and die now
ur not a saint ur guilty
i know ur family hates u
everytime u talk my head hurts
i wish that u'd be quiet

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

bloodsekai .. pls stop talking

@bloodsekai

i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset  :(((((

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

bloodsekai .. but only if i wanted to!!!!!

prod me
yes i cooked
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet at a post-apocalypse
Yeah, I'd be slowly walking
In a group stalking
You, you'd be the only man alive
That I could not resist
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
You'd be hiding in
A second floor apartment
Knocking all the stairs down to save your life
From the undead
Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow ones
Then you'd see the passion burning in my eye
And I'd keep my head
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
And I'd try not to bite and infect you
Because I'd respect you too much
Yeah, that's why I'd wait until we got married
Oh, and our happiest days would be spent
Picking off all your friends
And they'd see a love this deep won't stay buried
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya

The Zombie Song w/vivisection

the smell of cigarettes is still escaping off your breath
and i know that tonight youre gonna ditch me for your friends
if im sitting on the couch or if im laying in my bed
i know i can never count on you to send a text
following im following you everywhere you went
i dont think i know what you do with them
everyday im anxious and my hair falls out from stress
i dont really know if i'll ever get rest

ahh ahh ahhhh

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