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Entomology; the study of insects // i regret it alot the way i was and how i handled it

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ive had this cover in my drafts for a rllllly long time and felt like posting it

lyrics:
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
The only thing that I've been waiting for
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real
Thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily
She's simple yet confusing
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
Days seem like years in this month of December
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me
I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause It's the only time that I ever feel real
thunderstorms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

emily

prod me lol

every day, I imagine a world where I can be with you
in my hand is a pen that will write a poem of me and you
the ink flows down into a dark puddle
just move your hand, write the way into his heart
but in this world of infinite choices
what will it take just to find that special day?
what will it take just to find that special day?

ddlc your reality cover

@bloodsekai girl despaired instrumental 

i cant find anything to do
i wanna say that i love you
blackpilled thoughts consume
im starting to see the truth
im just nothing like them
i dont remember whens-
the last time someone called
and say id get thru it all 
validations all i seek
as much as they say u dont need
reservations cancelled 
with a face like mine who would go

reservations cancelled - lifeless

bloodsekai x deathwish .. im thankful for you (og pitch)

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

prod sekai

i paint and try 
i draw and cry
i wish u were mine
wish i could talk to u
how i vent into my mic
i want another wife
i want another wife

she took everything i knew
everything it feels so new
i dont wanna take things slow
i know that im doomed
give me sum convo starters
give me some branches to leech on
ur sick but wont even lead on 
u dont need me so i'll just be gone

not a real song not a real song not a real song

@bloodsekai

u think that ur so funny
i wish that u'd stop talking
ur rly fucking stupid
i hope u get abducted
ur so fucking annoying
u should just die in a car crash
everything u say is worthless
i hope u get a heart attack

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

ur rly bad at talking
just go and blow ur brains out
u always think ur clever
just fucking go and die now
ur not a saint ur guilty
i know ur family hates u
everytime u talk my head hurts
i wish that u'd be quiet

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

bloodsekai .. pls stop talking

and so i'll be another face in the crowd ( i know now)
and so i'll say the quiet part out loud (ah ah ah)
that i hate your friends
i hate the way you talk to them
i hate the way that you will bend
the agenda till it fits
forevers time forever ends
feelings that wont make amends
i dont care if i will spend eternity in hell again with you

saying the quiet part out loud

Produced, Mixed & Mastered by me 
Photo by jp

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