@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

@oxwillow cover

bloodsekai + yuki - beta orbiter

You were shirtless in his bed...

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

prod @bloodsekai

everything haunting me
screams so loud i cant think
could feel your stares
i cant breath
minus me im worth nothing
take me what will change
im just orbiting 
i wont face what waits
running's been working

your words drain my soul
i am being pulled
to a life thats dull
i just want to sulk

ahhrrahhaaha

please let me be
(they're told me leave they told me bleed)
my brain hates me
(but idk but idk)

everything haunting me

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

--- lyrics: ---

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai - but you should be here too...

prod meee ft @deathwish38

@yukisasayaki
i dont want it anymore
im nothin im a corpse
my body on the floor
my presence u deplore

i know it
wont love me u wont show it
cant write our story not a poet
but baby i thought our love ud notice
(my bodys so cold im frozen
what would it rlly take for u to notice)

@deathwish38
im falling head first into the concrete
face down just shut up and bleed
a sorry cant restore a heartbeat
and my life feels so incomplete
i dont wanna lose her
but i am such a loser
god loves u
but not enough to save u so farewell

@yukisasayaki
i dont want it anymore
im nothin im a corpse
my body on the floor
my presence u deplore
dont want it anymore
im nothin im a corpse
my body on the floor
my presence u deplore

anymore (ft. deathwish38)

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

i love five nights at freddies!!!

living in this hell hole
i dont think i can pass by
lifes been killing me
i hate this life
its always something bad
no matter the cost
cant stand on my ground
everything makes me fall

tell me
what is lifes purpose?
if we just slave away our lives
my head is hurting
i know ill die all alone
it makes me nervous
i live just like a robot 
im not a person

dark clouds cover me
anywhere i go
theres really no hope
salvaging my bones
upon this water i cant float

im confused 
what do we do from here?
im filled with sorrow
and im scared of my peers

the devils got a deathwish
and i think he cursed me
i need an angel by my side
lord have mercy

will this end tomorrow?
is this for eternity?
evilness just follows
everywhere i seem to be

put me in a casket
and ill be happy
everyones watching me burn
and theyre laughing

what is lifes purpose?

ona znaet

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