cant you see, why you leave me on the sidelines! I cant breathe, when i focus on the bright lights! Losin sleep, i just needa get my mind back! Numbing me, all my feelings turning pitchblack!

A version of this with Bass and Drums would go crazy maybe even guitar~

Article: https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-making-sense-of-guilty-gear-defining-hypertrance-and-an-ode-to-neo-y2k-design/

this one means alot 2 me


you wont talk
you got soft
you wont stop
this cant stop but 
you wont come for me
your not comforting 
i cant see a thing 
you keep tellin me
ive been on my own
not so broken home
just admit you know
where i need to go
could go overseas
but you still needed me
i cant let it be 
my scars they burn too deep


you keep on saying
you wanna understand it
but when i confess 
you just get so offended
wanna take all this shit 
just to wait for the ending
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting
im so done with your shit 
and im done with regreting

airborne

im done with it

Stream

everything i say

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

@cloudylouis
@mental

as heard at lavapalooza!

sidelines (w/ cloud lou & mental) [prod. mental]

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

end it +blackwinterwells

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@hereisalden

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