hella - im a loser with a clown mask

the same problems again girl
u told me that shit would end
but u lie too well
when u lie to me ur only hurting yourself 
when u tell me that ur fine i know ur not i can tell
i like being around you but id rather be by myself 
and ive done some bad things ill go to hell
but ik thats pretty bad as far as i can tell
as far as i can tell
uh whats that smell
i can smell all the blood on urself and
and ur a monster as far as i can tell
yuh yuh yuuuuh yuh
the same problems again
i dont think that this shit will end
it only gets worse-from here
i can feel it-your tears
i can feel it i dont wanna be here 
but im stuck here, but im stuck here
but im stuck here but im stuck
but im stuck

fuck a bitch lets get gone cuz prod xy1va

this new style of music is such a good transition for us tap in

i hope you realize the trauma you caused (all we left unsaid)

im talking ab you and i miss u yk who u are

die 4 u w/ swag, peace, and kethawon

Dont hit me till Im gone.

thought we needed eachother, we dont - rot

ommmm +sh4dowfigure

AHHHBHHHHHH

Ya Mariam

hysteric cover

Slight reworking and update of an idea from a couple of weeks back:

It's all a bad, bad dream
If you don't believe me
Wake up and see
It's just a bad, a bad, a bad dream

Now look, look all around
In the shadows on the ground
See it all falling down
Hear the haunting sound

Oh I'm caught up in the waves
Of emotion hard to name
Fear, disillusionment
And shame

Yes it's a bad, bad dream
Can't shake it, can't break free
A sad, sad scene
I think you know what I mean
Just a bad, a bad, bad dream

Image by Alexandre Dinaut (Unsplash)

i hope you realize the trauma you caused (all we left unsaid)

kon