Lyrics:

You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling
You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling

Beat me up, beat me up
Kick me in the face
Then tell me that we're in love
It feels like a chase
And you always catch me up
So hit me with a mase
Now that I don't give a fuck

Cuz I don't give a fuck
Can you tell me what you want
Cuz I feel like I'm stuck
You treat me like a bitch 
And then you tell me that I suck
I don't know what it is
But I feel I'm out of luck

You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling
You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling

All these motherfuckers 
They don't really like me
All these motherfuckers 
Playing with my psyche
Wanna go to sleep
Not wake up, it's not likely
You're the worst 
Cuz you did it all the time b

Didn't want them to choose sides
Heads screwed on loose, I 
Can't fix it for you now
And I can't talk cuz I'm too shy
My room it feels too tight
So I go out and I sleep under moonlight

You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling
You're abusive
Won't let me do shit
I wanna go out by myself 
But I am clueless
You're controlling
Are you trolling
You messed up my mental health 
And now it's tolling

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abusive (prod. jvsper)

17,  Living every day like it's my last.
Switching to @kmrnxo