https://deformisbastardis.bandcamp.com/album/shadow-of-deformia

shadow of deformia

anxiety

In Search Of Death

Atrax Morgue - RapeTime

my first attempt at an instrumental song<3

T3CHN0SLVT!

Prod by: Oat Blood
Cover Art: Hyprjuice
Sample: Alcohol - Millionaires (Live Version)

Inspos: Alcohol - Millionaires, Lemonade - SOPHIE, Rock Star - Mattu & Ayesha Erotica, Money! & What! - Geoffrey Paris, No Regrets - Namasenda & Goth Jafar

Lemon Drop (You Wanna Pay) [Prod. Oat Blood]

I see you cut your wrists.
You tryna deal with this.
With the mess that we're in.
Lie about how you've been.

Please don't do this to me. 
I don't want you to ruin.
You just tryna go screw me.
I think we are just losing.

Lies on a sheet.
And you cheat.
You have failed on this test.
In defeat.
You retreat.
You won't even try this at your best.

On the way we've failed.
Blood and tears you hail.
Everything is dead and you have gotten stale.
Like we got blackmailed.
Brought back to retail. 
All we seem to do is fight on the details.

Slit wrist.
Slit wrist.
Slit wrist.
Slit wrist.

I see you cut your wrists.
You tryna deal with this.
With the mess that we're in.
Lie about how you've been.

Please don't do this to me. 
I don't want you to ruin.
You just tryna go screw me.
I think we are just losing.

It's been a real while.
You act like a child.
You just act so wild.
You can't do what I will.

Your friends put the blame right on me.
Your friends they don't see the problem.

Don't get what you mean.
You act like you seen.
You act like you scene.
Acting like a fiend.
Don't get what you mean.
You act like you seen.
You act like you scene.
Acting like a fiend.

I see you cut your wrists.
You tryna deal with this.
With the mess that we're in.
Lie about how you've been.

Please don't do this to me. 
I don't want you to ruin.
You just tryna go screw me.
I think we are just losing.

You think you're a victim.
You just make me sickened.

A punch in the face
Not much left to say.

Mess That We're In (zetry)

electro-industrial track made at the end of 2023 Which I recently Remastered, For I guess of a Re-release?
Music Video:
https://youtu.be/4NfhLhFWU8k?si=axZ_dT6XfpJOLWJu

Vocals: Alexandra Arvisto
Lyrics: Alexandra Arvisto
Production: Alexandra Arvisto
Mixing: Alexandra Arvisto 
Master: Alexandra Arvisto

Lyrics:
Anatomy of lies, she is gone and left on.
Her skin gets tighter,
she is gone and made cooler,
Anatomy of lies 
My anatomy is gone
I have forgot, where it left off

I cannot help but stop, and look at your cursed body.
Are you upset by how much it really hurts
Does it tear me apart (I don't know)
Does it ever heal (I don't know)
Will this pain ever stop,
and will I ever learn?

bones boil at 15000
BABY!
so tell me...
where the hell are my bones

My anatomy is Wrong
My anatomy is cursed!
call me dumb, and call me young
but... I will always burn

Burn this Corpse
Burn this body
It's looking for itself
at my mirror 

Hey little cursed boy are you truly here?
can you seek afterlife, when your fate is here?

Call me silly
call me names
I know you really... hate my ways
oh my life!
how youre turning me here!

My anatomy is Wrong
My anatomy is cursed
call me dumb, and call me young
but... I will always burn!

bones boil at 15000
don't they?
or am I wrong?

my anatomy is wrong
I know, I know
its melting me my love
melting in on me
where are my bones?
why me?
why me?

(Ana)tomy

KNOXENFUL

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