prod. @sorrow_bringer
(non-profit song)

lyrics:
my homies slowly killing themselves
with drugs and alcohol i fucking wanna end it all
so much shit going on in my head i've been bottling 
emotions up for the last week i'm sorry
i'm such a liar when it comes to feelings 
i really just don't feel like i deserve to have a voice 
and i'm sorry that i suck at replying to messages
i know it seems like i don't like you but i promise
it's not true i just have social issues ):

never felt like i belonged i'll be gone soon
all i have is you and my music and i suck ass at making it
can never stay consistent i'm so fucking anxious one day
find me lying on the pavement after getting hit by a moving car
and i hate to say it but it'll be on purpose ya it's hard to find a purpose
when you feel like your just completely utterly worthless

i'm so fucking sorry ): (sorrow bringer)

seejay stinks and sent the open to too many people so here's the other version

seejayxo x kenny orlando - "moonlight" LEAK

lyrics:
too late
you're far too late for me
you'll stay
far away from me

break away
break away from me
'til then
do good for me

far too late [prod. skinwalker]

made with: @breckenford and @yagirlbunny

lyrics:

yung bunn <3

[koba]

and if im being honest
i don’t got nobody to talk to
and if im being honest
i dont want nobody else but you

so what’s your number
tell me, what’s your number?
all my friends saying
“koba, you should call him”
say i love you
im so fucking tired

@miserygxrden baby
we on the moon baby

[FØRD]

lemme be honest i been goin crazy
you gave me a promise and you left me so baby
lemme tell you everything thats goin on
took time out my day and every day you made me walk

honestly im stuck standing in shock still
were we meant to be together girl jus be fr
every night im sitting here and you make me feel
like i dont even matter girl just tell me whats the deal
whats the deal
tell me whats the deal
its so surreal
cause i been skippin meals
its so familiar the way you 

put me in my feels

[koba]

and if im being honest
i don’t got nobody to talk to
and if im being honest
i dont want nobody else but you

so what’s your number
tell me, what’s your number?
all my friends saying
“koba, you should call him”
say i love you
im so fucking tired

@miserygxrden baby
we on the moon baby

if i'm being honest w/ brecken

made with gang: @breckenford and @yagirlbunny
cover art by: @eepysnore on tiktok

lyrics:

yung bunn <3

[koba]

i don’t wanna do this all over again
cause it feels like i’ve been here a thousand times
and you know the past, it catches up quick
so run away
cause you’re slowly running out of time

i don’t wanna feel this way
i don’t feel your love
imma pop another bean
comatose when im drunk
two weeks, two months,
another pill, another blunt
i got smoke in my lungs
tryna hit my phone
say what’s up

(@miserygxrden collective <3)

[brecken]

but i wont tell you anything its over
U rip me apart made me go sober
made me think that if i did it id grow closer

and now you wont be there when i get older
yea we been running out of time
you jus take my hand and well go across the street
Baby there’s no plan theres no time we gotta meet
i wanted it all to work out
i gave you everything but you just shout
got such a loud mouth

[koba]

i don’t wanna do this all over again
cause it feels like i’ve been here a thousand times
and you know the past, it catches up quick
so run away
cause you’re slowly running out of time

i don’t wanna feel this way
i don’t feel your love
imma pop another bean
comatose when im drunk
two weeks, two months,
another pill, another blunt
i got smoke in my lungs
tryna hit my phone
say what’s up

i got too much love in my heart for you
cant you see im trying to kill you?
i’m just tryna do it slowly
hold my hand in matrimony

running outta time w/ brecken

glaive cover cause i got bored :p

life is pain >.< 
serotonin in my brain :3 
i made a huge mistake >:0 
5G cell towers melt my faaaaaaace >:T

life is pain (prod. yungbunn)

Trying to stay sane
but life is killing me
can't smile without faking
gory imagery 

I miss myself just as much
as mom and dad do 
I'm a zombie
would kill myself and 
be pissed if u mourned me
 
feeling sick again
abusing myself again
smile as my blood drips
I really am disgusting

my body turns cold
as knife digs into bone
I'm feeling exposed
I kinda like it

When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

my blood clots, racing to not reopen
I tear apart old scars
now they open
six years ago I learned I was broken
still I'm hardly coping

as the time goes on
these feelings won't quit
waiting for the dawn
but the sun stays stagnant 
under the stars
cuffed and chained
and I like the dark
but I'm going insane

oh I'm going insane
but I like the pain
blood running down my legs


When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

yeah I'm dying
screaming so loud
on some fucked shit
crying but u can't hear a sound
I tend to hide it

Look in the mirror and I see someone else
dragged down to hell
like a zombie I am starved & I'm bruised
oh I abuse

SH!T (prod. WXRST)

Raindrops by Dreamsi ☔️ 

This song is dedicated to my angel dog, Jakiba 🌌

Song written, arranged, produced, mixed and mastered by Dreamsi. 

Lyrics:

あの頃君のそばに歩いたんだ
空まで飛ぶように
思いは散らかしたまま
嵐の風で
君まで届くよ

ボケてる消えてる
見えるもの
現れたのは誰?
信じてた守ってた自分じゃない
悪夢から離れない

灰色の道
にポツポツしてる
涙が雨
君のためだよ

あの君好きだったのに
もういないよ
もう泣かない、溺れかけ
波まで願いをかけたんだけど
潰してた消えてる

息苦しくて胸が痛い
吐きそう気分になる
回る回る悪夢の世界
目を覚ましてお願い

待ってたんだ、ここで
ああ、来なかった
会えなかった
待ってたんだ、ここで
ああ、来なかった
会えなかった

あの頃君のそばに歩いたんだ
空まで飛ぶように
思いは散らかしたまま
嵐の風で
君まで届くよ

***

Translation: 

Back then I walked along by your side 
Like we could fly to the sky 
My feelings all stirred up by the storm 
They will be carried to you

They’re getting blurry, they’re vanishing 
The things that I can see 
Who is it that appears? 
It’s not the me that I believed in, that I fought for 
I can’t escape my nightmares 

On the grey road 
Drop drop is it tears or rain? 
It’s all for you

I liked you just the way you were back then
But you’re not here anymore 
I won’t cry anymore, half-drowning 
To the waves I cast a wish 
But it was crushed and disappeared

It’s getting hard to breathe my chest it hurts 
I feel like I’m going to be sick 
The nightmare world it spins round and round 
Please wake up now 

I waited for you all this time here 
But ah, you never came
We never got to meet again 
I waited for you all this time here
But ah, you never came 
We never got to meet again 

Back then I walked along by your side 
Like we could fly to the sky 
My feelings all stirred up by the storm 
They will be carried to you

***

© Shipwreck City Records 2023

Raindrops

Raindrops ☔️

Water ft. Flesh Golem

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[intro]
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel this way
u dont really wanna feel

[chorus]
baby i been on some shit n you dont like that
you just wanna talk but i dont ever call back
told you im an ass but u didnt seem to mind it
guess you like the asshole type n the dirtbags

you deserve so much better hope you know that
i need put more work in before i fall flat
too busy gettin faded in the all black
cant finish up a fucking song for my life yuh

[verse]
made like 20 demos this week
but havent finished up a single thing
maybe im too stressed, needa breathe
or maybe i just tweak the mix 

i just wanna be one of the greats
but im prolly gonna fall on my face
hate on everything that ive made
but people keep running up my plays

stressed out, shawty hit my line
she say she be over here in five
baby wanna fuck me thru the night
just wanted a distraction from my life

baby im so over with the drugs
been coughing up shit from my lungs
think its time i need a real love
not just another one night fuck

[chorus]
baby i been on some shit n you dont like that
you just wanna talk but i dont ever call back
told you im an ass but u didnt seem to mind it
guess you like the asshole type n the dirtbags

you deserve so much better hope you know that
i need put more work in before i fall flat
too busy gettin faded in the all black
cant finish up a fucking song for my life yuh

[outro]
i can only make a song when im in a bad mood
guess thats what i really love all about u


dirtbag

rawemotionsfreestyle

miserygarden collective
“🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈” safe space <3
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